rogue notorious

evERythiNGS aLL riGHt

2006-07-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

hOLA!!

a fEW dAys i'vE bEEn afrAID whEThER i cAN kEEp mY jOB... mY hUBBy attiTUDE tOwARDs evERythiNg dOesn't sEEms tO b sUppOrtif enUF. eACH tyM i wAS pURELy unWELL hE sAID i'm mAKiN it... i wAS preSSUriZE...

d fiRSt tym, hE tOLD me aBt gEttiN a biGGer hSE, i wAS wONdERiN whEThER diD hE reALiSE dAt i'LL b stABILISe iN dAt jOB... d wAy hE tALkED abt iT, i juX cOULdn't reSiSt bUt aCCEptiN gEttiN a biGGer hSE. & i knEW he cOULdn't nOt uSE hiS paySLip AS hiS jUx parT-tiMER iN a MOVERS COMPANY.

aS dAys gOeS by, i stARtED tO fEEL weAk... diZZy & naUsEA.. finALLy, i caNNOt stANd it i tOOk mEDICAL LEAVE. it iS cOnfiRm i'M pREGnanT aS i weNt fOr prEGnanCY uriNE teSt. i wAS hAPPy.. i thOt whEN hE gEts hOMe, he'LL fEEl haPPy bUt dERs nO emOtiON shOws dAt hE's hAPPy... aLthOUGH dix iS mY 3rD pREGnanCY, diX iS unbEARaBLE fOR mE... d diZZynEZ & nAUSEA i fELt makES me wEAKER & wEAKER. i wAS shiVERING aLL d wAy... bUt i triED tO enDURE...

tiLL sunDAy, i diD tuRN uP tO wORk bUt b'COz i'M tOO shiVERiNG i weNt witHOUt LEttiN anYbODy nOE exCEpt hUBBY.... bUt he thOUGht i wANNA QUIt my jOB, dAts y rEAct diX wAY.... i refUSED tO answER eithER Of hiS sMS OR hE asK tO cALL hiM bACk..... i didN't cOme hOME strAIGHt cUx i knEW hE'LL makE a fUSS oVer it.... i bOARDED a bUS & aLIGHt @ intERchANge.. bOARD anOthER bUS, i dUn evEN nOe whERE i'm hEADED tO.... finALLy i gavE uP... i tOLd hiM tO piCk me uP @ anchOrpOINt... i wAS famiSHED... Lyk i saiD jUX nOW, weN hE arriVED hE'S kiCKING fUSS OvER it... he said itX nOt Lyk dix iX d 1st preGnanCy, i shud abORT d bABY....& quIt my jOB... ONE reASON i gUESS wAS hE wAntS tO gEt a biGGER hOUSE & sinCE i'm d OnlY One wif d pAysLip, miGht b hiS expECtiNg mE to kiP mY jOB...

we bROUGHt hOme Our kiDS... he apOLOgiSED tO me & said i can stOP workinG, LOOk aftEr oUR kiDS & OUR bABY... onCe we R stAbiLISE we CAN LOOk 4 a biGGer hSE..

d nXt dAy, d hSE agEnt sMS. i wAS suRpriSE, hOw cOme hE diDN't infOrmED hiM dAt wE dUn wAnnA viEW anymOre hSe. i jux saiD yES wEn hUBBy saiD "Let's viEW d hSE." furthermore i dun wanna tO ashAMe hiM infRONt Of d agENt.

gOSH!!! i LUrvE d hSE sOOOO muCh. it wAS simiLAr AS mUM'Z. sOON wE siGNED d agREEMENt papER... d nXt day, i nEgOtiAtE wiF d huMAN resOURCE, juNe... i wAS happY shE saiD OK sinCE dERS shoRtAGe Of stAFF.

iF derS nO coMplICAtiON, we'LL gEt d hSE 2 wkS b4 HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. OH yeAH, huBBy gONNA stARt hiS fuLL-tiMe jOB wiF hiS previOUS cOMpANy.. wAt mORE cAn i ask fOR...

i hOpe everythING ahEAD wiLL b fiNE...

tiLL thEn pEEps, takE care...
tAtA!!

LOOkiN fOrwARD

2006-07-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

tHUrsdAY, 20 july 2006, 02:16pm

hOLA!! HOLA!!
hOW r yALL??

i knEW its bEEN a LONg tym, i've nOt uPDAte mA bLOGGie. weLL, thiNGs chANge. mY nEW wORk, itS OK... evEN thOUGh hERE & thERe dERs uncOmfOrtAble wOrkiNg dAys bUt i triED tO b aS pROfESSiOnal aS i cAN. mY cOLLeAguES, mISSeD wORkiN wiF mARDIANA, mAy & grEtA... mArdIANA, shE Quit wEN i wORKed a wEEk dEr cUx hER cOMpany wANts hER baCK. As fOR gREtA, shE QUIts cUX shE cLAIMs wORkiN hERE, sHE dOEsn't fEEL Lyk hOme, mOSt Of thEM lykS to dEFEND thEmselveS firSt... tO thNK bACk... yERP2 grETa, U're rytE... i fELt dAt... i wiSh u weRE dER sO dAt i cAN pOUr mY pROBBie OUt tO U... grEtA, shE's Lyk my dAUghtER... shE'll cOme tO mE & huG mE & saiD "hi, seXy mAMA..." i uSED tO lauGH whEneVER shE diD dAt bUt nOw i tOTALLy MISSED it... mAy, shE's a frESH grAdUatE, dAts wAt i hEARD... sHE haf a bEttER jOB nOW....

nEXt wEEk, sOON it'll bE LUTFi & ARi.... LUTFi wAS a hANDSOME hUNk, mY cashiER menTOR... aRI, hE wAS a gAy... heheheheehehehe... bUt u r nOT... GOD nOES...!! wE tALkEd opENLy... abOut anYThiNG & evERythiNG... itS sAD dAt yALL LeaviN...

sOON i aLSO wiLL b LEavinG i guESS... i hOPe i can kEEp my jOB.. y??? i'm expECTiNG.. wORk ONLy a mONth. siGNED a cOntrACt dAt stAtED i'Ve tO wORk fOR mORE thaN 6 mthS. i dUNNO yEt... hAF tO negOtiAtE wiF HUMAN RESOURCE. hOPe evERythiNG'LL fiNE..

WaitinG fOR a nEW dAY!!

2006-06-10T07:32:00.000+08:00

sAtUrdAY, 10 june 2006, 07:32am

hOLA!!
i wAS awAke sinCE 5AM, tO biD huBBY gOOdbyE & kiSSez b4 hE weNt tO wORk. dEN i chECkEd bOf Our e-maiLS. updAte oUR fLixstER.com...

i'm iN d mOOD. i'm suRE U waNNa nOE y?

anYwAy, jUx tO Let yALL nOe, i'Ve alreADy Quit mY jOB last weDnESday. i knEW it wAS a hARSH deciSION bUt i'Ve aLreADy thiNk it carEfULLy. whiLe wORkiN dER, aS dAys gOES by, i reALisED eACh Of trUE cOLOUrs. fOr my siDE i guESS i'M tOtALLy fLexiBLE. i qUIt wAS bcUx dERS tOtALLy UnfairnESS tOwARDS stAFF & fULL Of cOnfusiON abT d rULES. d rULES wAS ONCE uPON a tym, nONG nONG agO (hehehehehehe) i knEW wAS fuCkiN fLexibLe bEcAMe aLL Of suDDen wAS striCt. i dUN miND abT dAt bUt fOr sOMe dEy jUx dUn saiD abt it.

it stArtED On d dAy i jUx camE bACk frOM MCs, mY LUnCh tiMe. i hAf anOthER 15minS sO i thOt gOIn tO EXXE shOP fOr a chAt. tO my suRpRiSE dAt my bOSS actUALLy nOt haPPy wiF it... bUt in d LettER i siGN, it stAtED, "On nON-pEAk hOURs, LunCh & DInnER break 30mins". i forgEt abt dAt.

dEN camE my sUpErvisOR, shE bACkstABBED mE aBt mY stAFF pURchASE... twICE!! i wAS entitLED tO hAF $300 p/mtH bUt it dECREASE $80 p/mtH, juNe tiLL augUSt 2006. hOw i nOe?? cUx dAt 2 OCCAsiON i infORmED hER (tO avOID furthER cONflict) abt it. i'm d typE Of pERsOn i lyk tO bUy stUFf fOr a pERSOn fOr birtHDAy preSENt Or fOr mySELf & fAmiLy. jEEEEz... Let'S nOt tALk abt diS cUX it mAKes mE mORE angriER...

d bOSS, hE mAy b niCE bUt hE'S chiLDiSh. dATS wAt i nOE. hE LikES tO thREAthEN pEOPLe whEN hE cANNOt gEt hiX wAy. hE'S nOt a gOOd bOSS. hE Lykes tO cONVEy mESSAGES, hiS excUSE wAS hE cOULdn't fiNd a rytE timE tO tALk tO aLL Of US. bUt dEN hE hAF d tyM tO chiT chAt wiF AIBI stUFF & tALk wiF sUpERviSOR. wEN suPERviSOR wAS @ fAULt hE'll kEEp QUIet bUt wiLL vOICE OUt wEN eithER Of uS madE dAt miSTAkE & inFORmED Us tO cONvEy dAt mESSAGES tO supERviSOR. wAt d hELL!! hE's d bOSS rytE... sinCE d sUpERviSOR bROKe d rULES y nOt US..... gO pOST OFFiCe dUriNG wOrkiNG hrS, bREAK 45mins/1 hr, rEADING breAk, alWAyS @ cashiER cOUNtER, disLyk tO seRVE cuSTOMER wEN dEy r tEStiN d pErfuMEs etc.... gOSH!!

hE triED tO suE mE wEN i abrUptLy Quit mySELf bUt mE & huBBy weN tO hiS bROthER tO asK hOW. hiS reASON wAS i nEVER piCk uP hiS cALL... dAMN!! bUt hiS bROthER saiD fORgEt aBt it wEN i saID wE cAN sUE hiM bACk siNCE iN d lettER i siGNED dERS nO stATED dAt i nEED tO wriTE rESIGnAtION LettER Or pAy bACk 1mth sALARy.... hE SMSED mE bACk @ nytE stAtiN i'M iRREspOnsiBLE... i sMSED him bACk, "i'M alSO diSAppOInTED dAt U R a gROWN Up mAn bUT U aCT chiLDiSH & irrEspONsiBLE tOO".

d dAY i QUIt, i wENt fOr iNtERviEWS.... tiLL yEStERdAy....
*riHANNA sONG-"UNfaithFUL"* lOOkED @ mY hp... "1 message received"
i cliCk it, it WAS frOm huBBy...
" Kol dis no now _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. itS frM ZARA HR!!"

i kOL, OncE i wAS pUt thRu d HR dePartmENt...
mE: "Hi, gOOd mORniNG. i'm nOra. i get to noe sumone from ur side call me jux now"
lady: "hi nora. where were jux now?"
mE: "i was in d toilet. sorry."
lady:"its ok. we've been reviewin ur application forms & we r glad to let u noe dat u r accepted."
mE:"dats great."
lady:"great. u'll b workin dis monday @ MASSIMO DUTTI as CASHIER CUM FASHION
ADVISOR. b4 dat can i c u tOdAy?"
mE:"sure"
lady:"ders somethin i need u to bring ur bankbook, 2 passport size photo & ur certs. i'll c u
later"
mE:"suRE. thank u so much for callin. bye."
lady:"bye."

sOOn i started paCkiNg my stuFF, weNt tO tiONG bahRU pLAZA tO takE pASSpOrt siZE pHOTO & weN strAIGHt tO ZaRA. weN i aRRivED i wAS tOLD dAt i'Ve tO cOMe bACk @ 6pm cux my appLicATiON fORm wAS nOt reADy yEt. i wALk arOUND tOWn aLONE. sOOO siANN. i wENt tO FORUM hOPiN dERS a siT bUt nONE. i bOUGHt LUNCH & weNt tO LIDO. whiLe sittiNG & eAtiN, gEt tO c diffEREnt pEEPs walKIN tO & frO, cOUNtiN hOW manY pEEpS aRE dER & i manAGED tO cOmpOSE dis pOEM:

"UpOn wiShiNG a wiSH tO cOme trUE
hOPiNG & pRAyiNG
it'LL bE sOON....

DAtZ wAt i fELt a fEW dAyS thRU'
waitiNG fOr tHe dAY....
it'LL bE sOON....

FINALLy,
GOD ansWEREd a pRAyER
almOST uncERtAiN
it'LL bE sOOn...."

dEn dERs dis mAN arOuND 40s, camE sit bEsiDE & stARtED tO tALK tO hiMseLf, aBt hiS bUSinESS, abt hiS smELLy sOCks, hOw hE wAShED it... i quicky stAND up & wENt tO d tOILET. outsiDE d tOiLet, 3 cLEAnERS tRYiN tO tALk tO mE... wELL i tALK fOr a whiLE bUt i stOPPED whEn dEy askED my nUmbER. aLL i saiD,"if U wANNa mY nUmbER, U kOL dis nUmbER. itS mY huBBY's. aSK pERmiSSION frOM hiM" dEy jUx nODDED.

by 5pm, huBBy was already beside me tO aCCOmpANy me. yippEE!! 5:45pm, hUBBy dEciDED tO gO tO 7-11 tO bUy driNk bUt b4 goiN dER hE wENt tO d tOILet. iNSiDE d 7-11, wEn r LOOkiN @ pAUs hiS hp rANGS....

huBBy:"hELLO. jUx hOLD ON." itS fOr U...
mE:"hELLO"
LADY:"hi nOrA. sORRy tO kEEp U waitiN. anyWAyS whERE R U rytE nOW? r U arOUnd
tOWn arEA?"
mE:"yUp. in fACt i'M jUX bEsiDE ZARA buILdiNG."
Lady:"grEAt. i'll C U LatER yAh."
mE:"i'll coME nOW."
lady:"sURE. byE."
mE:"bye."

once arriVED @ ZARA's, i wAS tOLd tO fiLL iN appLicatiON fORM...i foRGOt d LAdy's nAMe, shE weNt tO d tOILet whEN suDDENLy....

aRi: jEEezzz... whERE is shE?
mE: wEnt tO d tOiLet i guESS.
aRi: fiLL in d applicatiOn fORM agaiN...
mE: yAH
aRi: i wAS sO in d rUSH jUx nOw.
mE: wat hAppEnED dEN?
aRI: i withdreW mONEY & my fOne wAS rinGING. i reALISED i gOt fOLD a pApER & thREW
iN d duStbIN. wENt i wANNa tOp uP mY eZy i seARChED d mONEy i juX withdrEW dEN
i reALiSED i mUZ hAf thROw it awAY. nOt meant tO b miNE.
mE: whERE U thREW it?? i'M gONNA gO dER & seARCH fOr it...
bOF US LAUGH... den d LADy camE bACk, wE wERE gOING thRU d LETTERs... OncE we WERE seTTLe, mE & ARI wERE tALkiN tO eACH OthER sinCE bOf US r gOIN tO wORk iN d sAME OUtLet. iNtROdUCE hUBBy tO hIM... hUBBY wAS sUrpRiSE i cAn mAke frENS sOOO fAST... i jUX shRUG... hUBBY bOuGht mE nEW bLACk sHOE 4 mY wOrk. sO pEEps, iF u wANNa bUY mE soMethING, bUy tOp pURE bLACk... i cAn weAR it fOr wORk. hehehehe.....

fORGEt

2006-05-30T09:36:00.000+08:00

tuESday, 30 may 2006, 09:37am

hOLA!!
gOOD mORnING!!

b4 mE pROCEED, i Lyk tO wiSH suMbOdiES cUx i'M afrAID dERs sOmethiN wrONg wiF d inTERnEt cONNECtiON.

tO mY bRUDDERZ, hULK bRO & nAZsir- hEPPY hIPPY biRTHDAY!! hOPe ALL Ur wiSH cUM tRUE!!

tO my yOUNGER siZtA, hEPy bIRTHDAY!! U'vE bEcOME a mUM, dO tAkE cARE Of mY nEPhEW pROPERLy. hOPe U pASS Ur cAR LicenSE & mAKE mUM prOUD..

i'm nOw whiLe uPDAtiN mY bLOG i'm chAttiN wiF aBG & liSteniN tO rihANNA sONG "UNFAITHFUL"<---- sOOO niCe d sONG... reMINDs mE Of soMebODy & mySELf. tOO bAD i caN't pUt it ON d bLOG cUX nOt iN d iWEBtuNES sONgList. i'm wORkiNg tODAy @ 11:30am.
wiF sofia i guESS... shARON OFF tODAY... yOOOOHOOOO bUt aaaaaaaiyAAAAAAH bOSS aLreADy bACk frOM hiX hOLIDAy... hmmmmmmmm.....

yEsTERdAy, i wAS statiONED @ EXXE, wORkED wiF bUBBLy jO. wE tALkED & reLAx aLOT. LUcky OUR saLES wAS OK2. jEEEEzzz, anYWAys d crOWD wAS nOt mUCH. sANEEj cAMe & viSit mE @ wORk afTER hE met hiX cLIENt @ cOFFEECLUB. hE wAS sOOOO hAPPy.. hehehe....

hUBBY fetChED me hOMe, we ATE friED chAp kWAy teOW (banquet) fOr diNNER whiLE watCHING "THe WILD". On suNDAy wE watCHED "THE nUN"-- tO thiNK Of it "THE nUN" wAS bOrING cUx iT wAS s'pOSE tO b sUSpENSE nOt a hORROR mOviE. thE nUN iX d giRL itsELF.

Okay, gOtta gO. i nEED tO gEt reADy tO wORK. anYwAyS diS iS d piCtURE tAkEn wiF mY babYgERL bOO, sOFiA whiLe hE's ON hOLIDAy hERE. d OthEr bABygERL wAS sHIMA...
tATA!!

vOICInG OUtz

2006-05-27T06:52:00.000+08:00

sAtUrDAy, 27 may 2006, 07:16am

hOLA!! gOOd mORNING!!

b4 i pROCEeD mA rANtz Let mE wiSH sUMbOdiE...
tO mY deAR siZta, sO sORRie cUx mE & fAmiLi cAN't mAkE it tO UR miNi pARty tOdAy. mAy U hAf a jOyOUS biRthDAy, stAY pOsitiF, stAY CutiE & hEpi2 aLwayS..

tOdAy, i s'pOSe tO wORk @ 11am bUt sinCe yEStERdAe sHImA saiD shAROn hAf sOmethiN ON, i'Ve tO cOMe @ 10am tO OpEN dOOR. hmmm....

abOUt yEStERDAe... fEEL greAt, bACk tO wOrk eVen dOe i fELt aBit weiRD. nOt LOtsA nEW appArELs cUx d nEW arriVALs wAS aLL trAnSferrED frOm EXXE shOP. i fELt gOOd cUx i'Ve my vOICE bACk. sALeS wERE sLOW. eARLy iN d mORniN dERz aDIdAS stOCk. itX hAnDfONE pOUCh, threE diFFErEnt cOLOUrz, bLACk, LitE bLUE & puRpLe. shiMa wAS aBit Late.

i wAS rE-aRRAnGiN d HANgArs, UndO thOSe cLOthES dAts hAnGs d wRONG, wEn i sAW ARLENe (pAstAmAniA stAFF) wEN iN EXXE. d nXt thING i kNEW, chRiStiNa wAS infRONt aSkiN mE wAt tO eAt fOr LuNCh. i infORMed hER dAt i OnLy eAt fOOd dAtz nOt OILy & asKED hER whERE shE wanTs tO bUy hER fOOD. shE tOLD mE ARLENE treAtED mE & hER tOdAy. hMMMM.... sO shE saiD shE'LL OrdEr fOr mE crEAMy sOUP. i saID OK.

sOOO a fEW miNuTEs LatEr, cAmE chriSTiNA wiF sOUpS, fOrkS, spOONs & drINKS On a trAy. i sAID "whERE tO pUT dix??" wE bOf LAUGh, shimA wAS wONdERiN. wE tOLD hER wAt wAS gOIn On. dEn shE asKED," i wANNA sphAGetti, cAN? hEhEhEhE.. jUx jOkiN" wE jUx kiP QUIet, LauGHin...

aftER servIN cuStOmER i saW ARLENE wiF hER cOLLeAGUe cArryiN trAy Of fOOD. shE cALLED mE & i wEN tO hER, sHe aSkED,"eH, y tOdAy U wOrk dER?"
i saiD," wE R nOt pERmAnENtLy stAtiONEd @ EXXE, wiLL hAf tO rOtAtE shOPs sOMe Of d dAyS." sHe pASSED mE a pLAtE Of spHAgEtti. "thANK U."i saiD. wE wEN bACk tO OUR sHOP. hEy pEEpS, dAtS nOt aLL. shE gAf uS a pLAte Of chiCkEN piZZA eACh tOO..

afTER i hAD mA LUNCh, a bOWL Of creAMy sOUP & tOOk mA mEdiCinE, i wEN tO EXXE tO hAf a chAt wiF sOfiA & chriStiNA. hmmmm.... guESS wAt... sURpRISE!! bOSS vOiCED OUt sOmEthiN. hE aCTuALLy aSkED mE y i wAS dER sO i tOLd hiM, i wAS stiLL On bREAk & i'M hERe tO chAt wiF mA gERLZ. hE gAf mE a kiND Of shREWd LOOK. wE dUN cARE. sEEiN dAt wE jUx shRUG & sAiD "WATEVA" wE dUn cAre wAt hAPPEns LatER.

i WEN bAcK & tOLd shimA, shE wAS sUrpRiSE tOO. cAME bOSS, i wAS iN d stORE, sAW hiM On cctV, i cAmE Out sinCe hE wAS expLAINiN sOmEthiN. "LinA, d nXt tiMe aftEr U eAt LuNch U wOrk." i wAS," HUH?? y??" hE expLAiNed abt 2 way trAffiC thiNG, hELp One anOthER. dEn hE LEFt, mE & shiMa tALkED aBt wAt wE feLt aBt it. "jEEEEEEz, wAt d hELL?? iN d bLAck & pApER stAteD "ON NON PEAK HOURS LUNCH & DINNER BREAK 30 miNS." it neVa stArtEd OnCe finiShED eAtiN wE hAf tO gO Out." wE fOrgEt abT dAt mAtter.

wEn hE cAme bACk frM hOMe, tAke stOCk, hE iNfOrmED uS tO tELL shARON aBT it. mE & shimA pUSHIn aLL dAt tO hiM siNce hiS d bOSS. wE tALK fUrthER aBt it.

mE: " dUn miND askIN"
bOSS: "Wat"
mE: "iF i dUn dO dAt juX nOw, wiLL U evA vOICe OUt??"
bOSS: "itX a LONG tiMe i wANNa vOICe OUt aBt diX bUt i dUn hAf d ryt tym"
i nODDeD whiLe hE cOntiNUE.."fiRstLy i sAW SOfiA dO dix yEstERDAe, shARON ALsO Lyk dAt dAy. wEn i wEN mAkAn (LUnCh) wiF my wiFe. i cALLED, U saiD sHAROn wAS eAtiN. whiLe eAtiN wE OrDER d fOOd, driNk aBiT mORE & diD aBIt shOPPiN. cAmE bACk, shArON stiLL ON brEAk. bUt shE'S gOOD, nO cuStOmER shE OPen up d fiLes frOm cOMpUTer & OrdER stOCk. nO cUstOMER, gO tO d pOSt OffiCe pAy biLLs, gO bANk withdrAW mONey, U cAn lEAn agAInSt d wALL, stAy @ cOUNtER & u wANNA reZ "
mE: "dAts whERE U r wrONG.." hE wAS pUZZLED
" U & shAROn nEVA tAUght Us dAt. wAt U tAUGHt US wAS, wAtevA wAS hERE espEciALLy d pERfuMES. OrDER onCe Left a few piECES fROM nOvENA. U diD stAteD wAt aPPArELs U hAf @ hM bUt wAt aBt OthERs aPPArELs, iN d cOMpUtER ryTE. wE nEVa knEW dAt. hOw U expECtED uS tO dO dAt?? wE dUn evEN nOe cUx nONE Of U tAUGHt uS. aBt gOIN tO pOSt OffiCE pAyiN biLLs... thiNk bAck bOSS wE wORkED hERE AS fULL timE, Off dAy nOt pERmAnENtLy On wEEkdAyS, sAtURdAyS tiLL 2pm OnLY. sO fAr i C nONE Of US exCePt fOr shARON, sHE aLWAYS dO dat. wE aLwAyS dO dAt On OUr bREAk tYm. tO tELL U d tRUTH, y CAN't wE dO dAt siNCE SHE cAN dO DAt.....

sUDDENly he LOSt hiX spEECh... hmmmm...... WE wERe QUIte piSSED Off wiF hiM tiLL wE nEVA tALKEd tO hiM siNCE dEN UnLESS aBt mONEY...

eAgER

2006-05-24T11:12:00.000+08:00

weDnESday, 24 may 2006, 11:11am

hOLA!!
i'm On 2 dayS LeaVe.. bOz gimmE 2 days unpAId leavE fOr mE tO fuLLy recOVEr. wEN tO c dOCtOr Laz mONdAe cUx mY cOnditiON sEEmz wOrse. i gOt 2 dAyS mCs bUt tuESdAy wAS my OFF dAE. jEEEEEEz.... my pAy gONNa b sOOO LittLe dix mTH bUt mY bAbygERLz @ wOrk tOLd mE tO fORgEt aBt dAt aS LONg AS i hAf mY vOICE bACk. hmmmm.......

i'm abit bEttER, nO fevER (thaNk gOD) jUx a bAD cOUGh. aLwayS hAf tO spit OUt dAt sLimy grEENy phLegm. eeeeeeeeuuuu.... jUx atE mA mEdiciNe, fEELin sLeepY nOw bUt i manAgED tO re-CreAte mA bLOG & sONg & chECkeD mA e-mAILs. aBG wAS sOO QUite, i undERstANd hE wAS bZ. sOOOOry yEStERdAe i nEvA saiD "bUbbYE" cUx i dOzed Off & weN i wOkE uP, nO cONNeCtiON.

wELL, i hOPe i cAn recOvER by frIDAy cUx i miSSED wORk, miSSED mY bAbygERLz, miSSED mY wantON nOOdLE, tOM yAm nOODLe. mEE sOtO, fiSHBALL nOODLE (i juX LearNt tO eAt dAt cUx i'M siCk. heheHEHE) & chiCkEN pAU.

guESS dAts fOr nOw pEEps.. gEttiN sLEEpy.. c yALL sOON.
tiLL thEN, tAkE cARe...
tAtA!!

i'm siiiiiiiick....

2006-05-20T07:06:00.000+08:00

satUrdAy, 20 may 2006, 07:05am

hOLA!!
gOOd mOOOOrniNg...

huBBy nOw workiN... waitiN fOr hiX smS.... U gUys mUx b wOnderiN, y i am sOO frEE, updAtiN mA bLoGGy tOdAe. wELL, i'M siCk..... i gOt a cOuGh 2 dAes agO, nOt dat sEriOUs. i wAz tOLd tO driNk LotSa waRm watER, i diD. by d EnD Of d dAe, my vOiCe tuRnS sOO rOck.. hehehehe... huBBy saiD, i wAS Lyk ELLA (maLay roCk singER). i thOt it wUd b finE d nExt dAe (it wAS yeStERdae). hmmmm.... tUrnS Out,, mOre thAn dAt. i barELy hAf my vOiCe. itX diffiCULt 2 cOMMunicAte wiF custOmERs dAt way. itX QuitE painfUL eAch tyM i've 2 strAiN myseLf 2 tALk cLeArLy. wENt 2 askED permissiON frOM bOSS 2 c dOCtOr bUt hiX facE tuRNs bLack wEn i saiD i'M gONNa pOLycLiniC rAthER than RAffLes mEdiCaL cLiniC. hE taLk 2 mA babygAL iN chinESe (he fOrgOt i knEW chinESe) dAt i can nO nEED C dOctOr, eAt STREPSILS wiLL dO. i weNt Off 2 WATSON's 2 bUy STREPSILS.

mA vOIcE stiLL d samE... sAW mA hULK bRO, mA witnESS i'M haviN ELLA's vOiCE. hehehehe.... dEQ, y U nevA bUy anythiNG?? hmmmph.... Later On boSS camE baCk wiF COLD STORAGE plaStiC baG. hE paSSED mE a mEdiCiNe kOL KING TO NIN JIOM PEI PA KOA, d Ones On tV adS. thankS bOSS fOr bUyiN dAt 4 mA sORE thrOAt. b4 i bOuGht mA LUnCh, bOSS & mA bAbygALz (excePt 4 sharON) reMiNdED nOt 2 bUy anY OILy fOOd. wELL, i haD FISHBALL nOODLE SOUP @ BANQUEt. sOOOO d XXX eVEn aftER 10% diScOunt. hehehehe... aftER eAtiN LunCh, i tOOk dAt mEdiCINe bOSS bOuGht 4 me. stAy D samE.. tOOk it agAiN 3 hRS LatER, stiLL d samE... jeeeeeezzzzz....

it wAS aLmOst 08:30pm. didn't gO 4 diNNER cUx my fOOd aLLOwAnCe pEr dAy wAS $4. mA bAbygaL tOLd bOSS mA sOre thROAt gEttiN wOrSE. dAts whERe bOss triED 2 taLk 2 mE & hE reALiSED dAt. hE Let mE gO hOMe eARLy tO reZ bUt aftEr i drAnk d vit C juICe hE bOUGHt. He Let mE haf AN OFF day tOmORROW. stiLL reMEMbER wAt hE saiD, " U bEttER rez aftER U reachED hOme. dUn watCh tv... gO 2 sLeep... Ur Off dAy anY wEEk caN pAy bACk. nOw gO hOme." hehehehehe.... gOSh.....!! hE wAS Lyk mA fathER siA..

mEET huBBy @ HARBOURFRONT interchAnGE theN went 2 tOp up mA ezLiNk & weNt 2 chEERs 2 bUy sOme chiCkEN pAU & yAm pAU, wENt straiGHt hOme aftER dAt...

hmmm... aS i wOke uP tOdae.. mY sOre thROAt wOrSEn. paiNfUL @ tyms.. i've 2 whispER each tyM wANNa tOk 2 hUBBy.. Oh yAh, tO mA dEArEz ABG: whERE ARE U?? miX U sOOO mUCH...

previOUz Entry i diD pUt iN sOme piX. i gOt a nEW hP wiF camERA frOm huBBy. itx mA bELateD b'DAE preSENt. sOOO bOrED duRiN LunCH i tOOk piX Of mysELf & whEN dERs nO cuSTOMERs @ sPORTS ELEmENt, i weNt OvER 2 EXXE 2 tAke piX Of mA bABygALsz... heheheehe...

gOtta gO nOw... C yA...
tAtA!!

bEfORE tOdAy

2006-05-19T09:28:00.000+08:00

(writtEN On 17 mAy 2006)

hOLA!!

gOOd mOrniNG!! itX nOW 05:35am. i'M sO sOrriE cUx itx bEEn a LONg tyM i'Ve nOt gEt a chAnCE 2 upDatE mA bLoggY, cAN't gEt thRU' intERnEt cOnnECtiOn.

nOw whiLe waitiNG 4 D reCEptiOn 2 B cOnnECTED, i'M wrItiNG On NESTLE KOKO KRUNCH (pRoMisEd mAseLf nOt 2 wriTE On it cUx it wAx s'pOSe B On mA nOtebOOk cOLLectiON)nOtebOOk wiF a MONOKO BOO pEn. diX pEn wAx giVen 2 me yEstERdAE.....
tO mA bAbygAL: thANKS fOr d LoVeLy pEN. enjOy Ur Off dAe aiTE. C u tOmOrOW...

huBBy weNt 2 work. hE Quit hiX jOB @ stAtioNery shOP & nOw wOrkiN @ shALOm movERs. i'm sOO gLad diX wEEk i'Ve an Off dAy cUx Laz wEEk gOtta wOrk d whOle wEEk tO pAy bACk mA UrgENt Offs.. wELL aCtuALLy bEN cAn deDuCt frOm mA annUAL leavE & unpAiD LeAvE bUt hE refuSED tOO. nEvA miND, @ LeAst mA sALARy wOn't b dEcReASe.

aftER d dAe huBBy biCyCLe wAx stOLEN (On mY birthDAy) thiNgS chAnGED. wE waLkeD 2 wORk (LuCky itx nEAR OuR hse), brOuGht Lunch & diNNer (huBBy pASSed d pAckEd fOOd siNCe Our wOrkpLACe wAS siDE by siDE), huBBy wAx aLwayS bAD mOOD, nO smiLES & wE miSSED OUR kidS sOOOOO mUCH...

eARLy 27 apRiL, eDDie sMseD mE. infOrmED mE dAt D ERS mONEY aLreADy In d bANk. cOUlD nOt bEliEvE bUt excitED 2 fiND Out. hUBBy wEnt strAiGHt 2 D ATM mAchiNE. it wAS tRUE!! UnbELievAblE!! thAnk U sOOO mUCh gOD!! thAnk U 2 whOevA dAt hAf diX wOnDERfuL pLAN!! bUt huBBy diDn'T LOOk hEpy. hmmmmmxxx.... jux gOttA sMs frOm hUBBy sayiN hE's wOrkiN tOdAe. tO wOrk As mOvERs, whEN dERs a jOB, dERs a pAy. QuitE wORRiEd sUmtyMz. sOOO LuCky i'Ve a jOb. nO niD 2 wOrry mUCh.

afTer D ERS wERE Out, wE gEt 2 eAt pROpERLy. tOtAlly gLAD hUbby EAtiN agAiN, nO niD 2 stArVe hiMSELf tiLL diNNER. hE bOUGHt nEW shOES, pANts & i bOught 4 hiM nEW pOLO tEEs fOr hiX wORk.

i'M Off On 1st mAy... wEnt 2 bUgiS, bOuGht jEAnS, snEakEr shOe & bAG. hUbby treat Us @ aN inDOnEsiAn eAtiN pLACe 4 mA eArLy MOTHER'S DAY cELebrAtiON. d nExt 2 dAEs, i'Ve 2 tAke urgENt Offs cUx mUM wAS siCk & i cOuLdn't fiND LAst miN bAbysittER. huBBy waX On mC cUx hiX tOOth pRObLEm. wE spENd tyM wiF OuR kiDS, shOPPiN kiDS cLothiN @ harbOuRfrONt (nEar Our wOrkpLACE.) gOttA 10% fOr thOse whO wOrk @ harBOurfrOnt ctR.

wHeN i'm bAck tO wOrk, huBBy Quit hiS stAtiOnAry jOb aS hE saiD hE hAD nO intEReSt iN bEgiNNiN. fuRthERmOre d salARy wAS tOO LOW... dEN i wOrkED 4 a wEEk, nOn-stOppIn dOiN OpeniN tiLL cLOsiN 2 pAy bACk my UrgEnt Offs... cAn't deNy it wAS tiRiN & sLeepY tOO, dAts y i aSkeD an Off dAy On aLtERnAte wEEk tO redUcE my tirEDnESS. sOFiA, ma bAbygAL tOOK a wEEk OFF cUx hER bOO frOm HAWAII (iS dat whERE hE cAme frOm) cAme 2 SINGAPORE 4 a viSit. whEn dEy came OvER 4 a viSit, i C.... jeeeeeeeeeezzzzzz....... hE'S dAmN sOOOOOOO cUte.... yOOOOhOOOO!! gOtta chANcE tO tAke piC wiF hiM

my Off dAy diX wEEk, diDn't dO muCh.... i'm LookiNg 4waRD wiF SOFIA & chRIstiNA.
BAbEz, i cAN't wait 4 sAtUrdAy!!! itX OUR gERLZ dAE!! nO shARON!! yOOOOhOO!!

uNLucky

2006-04-26T07:16:00.000+08:00

wEdneSDAy, 26 apriL 07:15am

hOLA!!
firZ Of aLL i wOULd Lyk tO thANK LoSt iNNOcENt, fykRY(zOrpiA), abG, bAby siS, huLk brO, nAdERA, sanEEj(yAhOO chAttER)& nOt tO fORgEt sOfiA. sOfiA mADE a birthDAy bAnnER (hAndmADE)fOr mE. soooo swEEt.

bUt mY dAy wAS nOt gOOD. sALeS wAS shuCkz... piSSED Off wiF shARON. shE cALLed EXXE sO dAt One Of uS tOOk cARE Of d shOP whiLe shE gO diNNER. hER bOO camE sO shE atE wiF hiM. i dUn miND dAt. wAt i rELi piSSED Off ix hOusEkEEpiNG. i pASseD vAcUUm tO hER @ SPORT ELEMENTS, viCtOr chit chAtiN @ AIBI whiLE shARON tALkiN wiF hER bOO. OnCe i reACHED dER, witHOUt evEN LookiN @ mE shE askED...

shArON: LinA, cAn U pLs vAC fOr mE. thANk U...
mE : hAAAAA, i caN't cUx d OthER siDE hAf cUxtOmER. (i liED)
shArON: sOfiA Leh...
mE : wAt iF shE cAN't hanDLe dAt cUxtOmER. fUrthERmOre i hAf tO wipE d gLASS..

i waLkED awAy... gOSh!!! whO shE thiNkS shE iS??? sO wAt iF shE iS suPeRviSOR. shE'S dAmN sUpER Lazy!!! OnLy nOes hOw tO entERtAiN hER bOO. viCtOr sEEMs tO siDE hER. hmmm.... i dUnnO y.. i vOicED Out yEstErdAe bUt tURnx Out hiS aCCusiN mE dAt i diDn't wANNa HELp hER. viCtOr nEvA knEW... viCtOR, i'M nOt alONe whO feELs diX wAy. dErz lOtsA stAff tOO. wE cAn'T stANd it. wE fOLLow by D rULeS bUt i guESS wAts d uSE.. shE'S nOt Our rOLe mODEL whOm wE cAn LOOk fOrwARD tO. u gUyS mAkES uS cOnfuSED, d tEChniCs, pROcEdUreS etC etC, wE diDN't eVEN nOe whiCH iS riGHt whICh iS wrONG.... wE wiLL aLwayS iN d wrONG whiLe shE'S nOt. aftERALL shE'S d One whO tAUght US. i hOPe One dAy u'll fiND d nERvE tO vOiCe Up tO hER cUx d deCiSiOn iS uRS.. bOSS, U'rE bLinDED...

mE & sOfiA wAS tOtALLy piSSED Off yEstERdAe. whiLe wE wERE tAlkiN wAt wE shUD dO, huBBy wAS wALkiN siLentLy bEhiND uS. aftER sOfiA wENt Off, mE & huBBy wENt tO bUy piNeapplE drINK. sAW shARON bOO siTtiN nEAR d stAiRcASE, alONE. gOttA fiGHt maybE. aaah dUn bOthER...

dEn huBBy wAS shOutiN OnCe wE reAChED d pLACe whERE wE usUALLy pArkED hiS biCyCLe. dAMN!!!! Our biCyCLe wAS stOLEN!!! whO d hELL??? whY diX??? gOSH!!!!! huBBy fELt aGitAtED.. hE stARtED tO kiCk d grEEN dUStbiN & shOUtiN. i jUx pULLED hiM tO waLkED wiF mE. BOPiAN... nO $$$$$.. wALkED hOMe. hiS stILL cUrsiN whOevA stOLe hiS biCyCLe. sOOn wE reAChED tO d buStOP, bAnGLadESh wOrkERs wAS sittiN dER waiTiN fOr a bUS. OnE Of thEM LookiN @ uS. hUBBy sAW it, "wAt U LOOkiN at?!!" hE spiT infrONt Of hiM. dAt pROvOkE hiM i guESS cUx hE kEEp stARiN @ huBBy. i pULLED hiM tiLL eNd Of d bUs-stOP bUt hE stiLL kEEp cuRSIN & LOOkiN bACk @ d bAnGlAdESh gUy.

huBBy : wAt!! nOt hAppY aaRRh??!!!
bAnGLAdESH: nOt hAppY cOME hERE...
huBBy : U cOmE hERE LAh...
mE : hEy!! stOp it..

wE stOPpED bUt huBBy & hiM stiLL cuRSIN. huBBy stARtED tO waLk fOrwaRD tO d bANgLADESh gUY bUt i pULLed hiM bUt hE pUShED mE. OnE Of d bAnGLadESh gUy hElpED mE wiF huBBy whiLe i mOvED fOrWARD tO d OthER bAnGLadESh gUy whO shOUteD @ huBBy...

mE : i kNOw U r nOt hAppY bUt cAn'T U c hiS anGRy @ d fiRSt mOmEnt U LOOk hiS fACE..

bAnGlAdESH: wAt?? hE spiT in frONt Of mE...(he shOwED tO mE wAt huBBy diD.)

mE : i kNOW.. i'm sORRY.. hiS iN d bAD mOOD. hiS biCyCLe jUx stOLEN. & suDDenLy U wERE stARIN @ hiM..

d OthER baNGLadESh wiF rED cOLOUr shiRt cOme whiLe d bLue shiRt abOut tO cALL pOLiCE.

banGLadESH 2: siStER, hE spit @ hiM. dAts y dA hiS angRy..
mE : Ok, i nOe i'M sOrry OSO. hiS biCyCLe jUx stOLEN. hE diDN't mEAN tO dO dAt bUt evErythiN cAn hAppEN whEn u r anGRy ritE.... fuRthERmOre hE stAriNg @ hiM.
bAngLadESH 1: sORRy siStER.. i jUx LOOk Look. nO hARm dA...
mE : i nOe. itS Ok. thiNgs hAppENED. sORRy...

dEy nOddED aS i smiLEd & wALkED awAy. i kEpt QUiEt d whOLE jOUrnEy.... untiL...

mE :(in mALAy) wat'S wrONG wiF U?? i knEW U r angRy abOut Ur biCyCLe bUt dERs nO nEED Of U tO dO dAT. wAt iF rELi d gUy cALL d pOLiCE...??
huBBy: pOLiCe cAnnOt arrESt mE.. jux fiLE cOmpLaiNt..
mE : eASy fOr u tO sAy dAt. reMeMbEr u stiLL hAf othER cASE. wE duN evEn nOe dAt cASe reLi2 pOstpONE Or nOt. & U aLreADy nOe dEy (bAngLadeSH)Lyk tO stARE. y mAke d fUSS abOut it...

i jUx wALkEd siLentLy. tELLin mysELf... unLuCky 25th b'dAE!!! y diS hAppEniN On mY b'dAE??? gOSH.....

hmmmm... tOdAy, i fEEl lyk nOt gOin tO wOrk bUt my kiDS fACE & biLLSSSS kEEp On piCtUriN iN my mIND. i dreAMt abOut my kiDS.. gOSH!! i miSSED thEM.... i hAf negAtiF thOts evERY nOw & thEN... hmmmm... cAn't wait tiLL eNd Of d mOnTh whERE i cAn mEEt my kiDs... i prAyED it'll nOt rAiN tOdAy aS i'Ve tO wALk tO wORk. hmmmm...

peepZ, dats it fOr nOw. i dUn fEEL Lyk updAtiN anymORE. jEEEEEz... tAkE cAre!!
tAtA!!

a nEw dAy..

2006-04-24T12:36:00.000+08:00

moNdAy, 24 apRiL 2006
12:36pm

hOLA!!
itx mA Off dAy. wOkE uP @ 8am & diD d laUndRy b4 cOOkiN LunCh fOr hUbbY b4 hE wENt 2 wOrk bUt hE nEvA gO 2 wOrk aS itX rAiNIN heAviLy.

iT wAS OuR nEW dAy wHeN huBBy stArtED wOrk Last weDnESdAy. hE intERviEWeD a jOb riGHt infRONt Of mA wOrkpLACe, HARBOURFRONT STATIONERY d day b4 mA Off dAy (laST tUesdAy). sOOn hE gOt d jOB. i wAS gLAD. hE seNt mE, riDE biCyCLe tO wORk, b4 hE wENt 2 wORk... & d next day we thRow out Our tenAnts, hehehehe.... we cOuLdn't staNd theM anymOre. dUn waNNa Let yALL nOe wAt wE diD cUx i nOe wAt wE diD wAS harSH bUt @ leAst it wiLL makE thEm nOe whO's d bOSS.... finALLy wE gOt Our OwN pRivACy... miSSED seAtiN On Our sOfA, watCH tv tOgEthER....

weLL, i smSED aLL mA pEEpz... itX bEEn a LONg tyM hAvEN't hEARD frOM thEM. i reCeiVED arCtiZELL smS:- "gOOd mOrning.. and happy birthday in advance for kak lin.."

U r d firZ perSON wiShED mE eARLy biRtHdAy. U makE mY dAy brIGHt & fuLL Of smiLE.

---->cOntinUE<----

2006-04-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

tUeSdaY, 18 apriL 2006
12:11am

hOLa!! mA Off dAy tOdAy, sLeep LatE.. Let mE cOntiNUe yEstERdAy upDAte...
LatER dAt aftERnOOn, i mEt mA ex... i caN stiLL remEMbER wAt hE tOLd mE @ d shOp.
" GERL, d dAy i sAW U, U wERE tOtALLy engROSSED wiF Ur wORk. i diDn't knEW dEn U wERe mARRiED. mA cUriOusiTy bROuGht mE d cOUrAGe tO cOme up tO U. Ur smiLE & cOnfiDENCe mAkES mE L00K fOrWARD tO gO thRu LiFe. wiF U i guESS. whENeVER wiF U mAkEz mE 4gEt mA pRObLEMS. U gAf mE stRENGtH. Ur frEN cAme tO mE tOLD mE abOUt wAt hAppEnED iN Ur mArriAGE Lyfe. i wAS sAD fOr U, gERL. i cOnfrONtED U bUt U iGnOREd. i uNdERstAND. nO nEED tO apOLOGiSE. tiLL dAt dAy, whEN wE mEt dAt gERL whOM gAf LOvELettER tO UR huBBy. d firSt tYm i sAW sADnESS iN Ur eyES, d hURt dAt U fELt wAS UnbEARAbLe, d trUtH U gEt wAS UnexpECTED, aLL Ur sAcrIfiCES sEEmS wAStED, i cAn fEEL dAt U fEEL UnaPPreciAtED, bEtRayED bY d mAN U LOVe mOSt.... U criED afTER kNOwiN eVerythING.... gERL, i wiSH i cOULd tELL Ur mAN, dUn wAStE a gERL lyk U. dEN u triED eVERy wAyS tO 4gEt Ur mAN, bZeD UrsELf wiF wOrk, LeARnt cLUbbIN, sOciALiSE wif LOtSA Of pEOPLE But i kNOW iN Ur hEARt hiS nAMe iS stILL dER. U r reALLy stRONg gERL. i'M gLAD wAWAn gOttA mUM Lyk U......

hERE U aRE, aGAIN.... nOt cHAnGED eVeRy siNgLe bit. d wAy U tALk, mOvE eVerythINg stiLL d sAMe.... diS mAyBe d LaSt tyM wE gOttA mEEt cUx OnCe u tOLd mE, WE gOt tO mEEt whEn WE fAtED tO mEEt. i hOpe u'LL fiND hAppiNESS U wantED bUt i dOuBt....''

hE wALkEd awAy whEn hE saiD dAt. i aCtuAlly pUrpOSELy dO nOt wAnt tO b cOntACtED wiF hiM eVEn i nOe he'S bEEn mA siDE whENEvER i wAS tO fALL. hE diDn't giF a chaNce tO tALk b4 hE wALkeD awAy. i wONdER y..... d wAy hE tALkEd wAS unuSUAL. tOtALLy...... mAyBe One dAy i'LL ASk hiM frOm whERE hE gEt d cOurAGe tO tALk tO mE LikE dat... cUx hE dUn rELi tALk tO mE LikE dAt, nEvER OnCE. hiS attiTUDE & chArActER iS nOt dAt seRiOUS aS hE tAlks. my cOLLeAgUe wAS pUzzLeD ... sHe diD asKED bUt i iGnORED hER. aLL Of suDDEN bOf Of uS wAS tOtALLy QuiEt.... i guESS d wAy hE tALk wAS ObviOUSLy seriOUS. wE gOt diS thiNkIN, iS hE gONNA diE...? Or iS iT hE'S bEEn tryiN tO sAy dAt pREviOUS yEARs aGO...? hmmmm.... watevER... hOPin gEt tO c hiM agAIN sO dAt i get d chANCE tO chit chAt wiF hiM.... cUx i'M stiLL pUzzLED tiLL nOW.... jEEEEzzzz....

sUNdAy i wOrkED wiF sOfiA. shE cAme lAte aS shE thOt it wAS mONdAy. i dUn mINd, dUnnOE aBOut viCtOr & shArON. sOfiA wAS UnLUCky cUx maNy bAD thiNGs happEnED tO hER.... hER makE-Up wAS nOt dOnE prOpERLy, hER eyELinER smuDgE, hER Lips gLOSS spiLLED inSiDE hER bAG, gOt cAUght reDhAnDEDLy by viCtOR(shE's cauGht uSiNG pHONe whEN pEAk hOURS), maNNEQuiN nOt yEt drESSeD etc etC.... helpED hER wiF cuxtOmERs sO dAt shE cAn cOnCEntrAte wiF hER maNNeQUIn. LoTsa neW aRRivAL appARELs tO weAR ON d mANNeQUin. bUt shE sEEmS LOSt. sOOO whEN d crOWD eASE i hELpED hER wiF stOCkS & mAnnEQuIN. wE nEvER gOt a chAnCE tO eAt eitHER LUnCH Or diNNER cUx tOO mUCH stOCkS tO creAtE..... viCToR wAS awAy, shARON suDDENly saiD shE's siCk sO i'Ve tO gO OvER whiLe rESt. jeeeeeeZZZZ....

yeStERdAy, i wOrkED wiF sOfiA agAiN. i wAS tOLd i hAf tO cOMe @ 10:30am bUt i diDn't nOe. even d scheduLE @ EXXE wrOte i wORk @ 11:30am. i wAS cOnfuSE. hmmmmm.... bUt dey dUn dEdUCt mA pAy cUx dEy sAiD dey wAS iN d wrONG... sOOOO LUCky. sO fAr salES wAS gOOD bUt viCtOr saiD hE wAS @ d LOSS... i wONdER y......

dAtS abOUt it pEEpz... tyM tO sLeeP.. LatER gOttA gO mUm's pLACe tO seNt d kiDS baCk.
tAtA!!

caN't wAiT

2006-04-17T09:41:00.000+08:00

mONdAy, 17 apRiL 2006
09:41am

hOLA!!
i'm working @ 11:30am todAy. sO b4 gOin tO wOrk i'm gONNA upDate mA bLOg.

sAtUrdAy, 15 apRiL 2006
i wOrkEd wiF jUnjiA. shiMA wAS 15 miNs Late, aftER shE settLeD hErsELf i trAnSfEREd tO EXXE. i s'pOse tO stAtiON dER tO wOrk wiF jUnjiA. d crOWD Of cuStOmER nOy mUCh aS d dAy b4, gOOd fridAy.. bUt wE dUn cAre mUCh hOw'S sALe wOULd b aS LONg aS wE gAf a gOOd seRviCE.

i mEt 2 pEEpz whO dO nOt wiSH tO c. fiRstLy wAS d irritAtiN cUstOmER i hAD. iF U fOrgEt whO d cUstOMER wAS, let mE rEmiND U. i sERvEd hiM aS jUnjiA wAS bZ sERviN hiS wifEy. hE wAntED tO tRy a whiTe NIKE slippER bUt dEr wAS nO mOrE hiS siZe. i iNfOrMeD hiM dErS hiS siZe iN bLAck cOLoUR bUt diFFeRENt mAtERiAl & dESiGn. hE nOddED & saiD iN mALAy briNg it Out fOr hiM tO tRy. i cLimb tO gEt d siZe & pASS tO jUnjiA. i hEARD frOm insiDE hE saiD (iN mALAy) diS iS nOt wAt hE waNtED. i cAmE Out oF d stORE tO fiND Out. hE saiD it aGAiN.....

cuStOmER: "diS nOt d sAmE"

mE: "yES siR, dAtS wAt i tOLd U jUx nOw bUt U nOddED & saiD U wantED tO tRy" (wiF a smiLe)

cuStOmER: (iN mALAy wIf a hArSh tOnE) "iF a pErsON giF U nAsi gOrENg, mEE gOrENG & shiT. u'LL eAt arrhhh....!!"

mE (shOckED): "OOOOh siR.. i'M sORRy if U fEEL dAt wAy bUt U ARE OvER mY pAtiENCe LimitS. Let tELL U agAIn... i diD saiD its in bLACk cOLOUr, diFFerENt mAtERiAL & desiGN. & u sAiD nOddED. dAt mEAnS U agREE tO wAt i sAiD. U wAntED tO tRy, i briNg it OUt fOr U tO tRY bUt wAt diD i gEt..... a rUDE reMARKS iN a hARSh tONE. i mAy b a saLeS assiStANt tO U bUt i'M nOt AS stUpiD aS U nOt tO undERstAND eNGLiSH. iF U thiNk i mAy b a LOSS in sALES fOr a cuStOMer Lyk U juX tO tOp Up a fEW mOrE dOLLarS tO gEt a VIP cARD bUt U r wrONG. i dUn wANt Ur cASH... pLS LEAVE... (jUnjiA hAf aLreADy kEEpiN aLL d nEW stUffS dEy wantED tO bUy)

dEy cAmE, i iGnOrED thEM... jUnjiA tOO dUn wiSh tO seRVe hiM & hiS wifEy....

tO b cOntinuED...................

suPeR tiRED

2006-04-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

weDnESdAy, 13 april 2006
11:35pm

hOLA!!
gOSH... i sOOOO tiRED. dERz sOOOO mANy cArTONS Of nEW arrivALs, appArELs & bAGS. wOOOOOW fOR d pUMA bAGS nEW aRRiVALs & Ok2 fOR Le cOQ spORtiF bAGS, jAckETs & wiNdbREAkER.... wELL i thOt d stOCk wAS rEpeAtED itEM, hMMMMM.... nEvER expECt it'LL b aLOt Of cArtONS iN a siNgLe tRip. jEEEEz......

wEnt hOme abit Late cUx dERz a hUGE shOrtAGe.... gOttA recOUNt evERythiN tiLL itX fiNALLy cOrrECt. it tURns Out my dEAR cOLLeagUe aCCiDEntALLy prESS d wrOng kEy. b cARefUL ritE nExt tiMe bUt wAt i hAte mOSt wAS i aLSO gEt sCOLdiN.... fOR wAt.... fOr nOthiNG LOOOOOr... i jUx shRUG & smiLe... dAtS mE!!!!

sO nOw i WANNa sLEEp... my kEpOH hUBBy iS riGht bEsiDE wAitiN fOr mE tO fiNISh Up diX eNtRy. wAiT aaaRRh, i nEED tO chANGe abit @ my tEMpLAte, deAR. gO pAnGsAi fiRSt.....

tO mA bABy siS: dEAR, dERs nEW LE cOQ spOrtiF bAG, nEW arriVAL. drOp by iF u'RE frEE aiTE...

tATA mA bELOvED pEEpS.... hAvE a grEAt hOLIdAyS & wEEkENdz....
tATA!!

QuiCkiE upDAtE

2006-04-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

wEDnESDAy, 11 apriL 2006 11:50pm

hOLA!! hOLA!!
b4 i gO tO bED, Let mE wriTE a quiCkiE updAte.

i'm OFF oN mONdAy.. my Off UsuALLy eithER mOndAy, tUesdAy Or weDneSdAy. i aCtuALLy wAnnA reQueSt Off ON sAtUrdAy AS mUm gOINg tO KL fOR hER siDEliNe jOB pArtiCipAtioN. by D tiMe i ASkED, shARON aLreADy sEnt d Off rEQuESt tO BEN.. sO itX tOO LatE. ON mY Off dAy, i wOke uP, bAtH, chAnGED & wENt tO TIONG BAHRU tO seNt bACk rEntED DVDs @ EZy shOP. b4 dAt i get a chANCE tO chAt wiF aBG. itS OK abG, i diDN't miND. i knEW U wERE bz. whiLe windOW shOPPiN hUBBy & i LOOk arOUND fOR jOB vAcAnCiES pOSTED iNfrONt Of d shOPs. mOz Of it niDz femALE enviRONmENt & manDArIN prEFERRED bUT hE diD inTERviEW @ 7-11, neAR tiONG bAhRU mRt stAtiON. aftER dAt wE wENt hOME & sLEpt tiLL nytE cOMES.. sOfiA sMSED mE, inFORmiN mE dAt shE hAD tO stICk wiF hER OLd schEDULE cUx a nEW gERL wiLL b wORkiN On tuEsdAy. wELL, i'LL hAf tO wAit & c whO'S dAt gERL...

tuESdAy,
i wORkED wiF shiMA @ EXXE shOP. sAW d nEW gERL, shE'S chiNESE. OH yEAH, cONGRATS tO mA nEW siS, iRyANi. i rECOMMeNDED hER tO mA bOSS bUT shE gEt tO wORk @ novEnA sQUARE OutLet siNCE shE stAyeD @ wOODLanDS. sHE stARTED wOrkED On mA OFF dAy. hOPe sHE wORkED LONG dER. whiLE eAtiNG LUNCH, mA bAby siS sMSEd dAt sHE gOt a nEW jOB @ f.O.S. sHE'S sOOO attAChED @ hOLLAND viLLAGE OUtLet bUt tODAy sHe'S bEEn trAnSFERReD @ mERiDiEN OutLet. i knEW diX gUy, rEgULAR cuStOMER @ SPORTS ELEMENTS... hE smSeD mE sAyiN hE'LL b drOppIN by tO sENt mA eARLy b'DAE preSENt. iN rETURN, i'LL hAf tO pASS hiS beLAtED b'DAE pREsENt. hE infORmED mE hE'S gOIN On hOLIdAys diX mAy tO INDIA, Once hE gOt gOvERnmEnt $$$$. hE aSKED whEthER i wANNA fOLLOW Or nOt... heHEhEhE... dY, sORRy i cAN't gO. i cAn gO pROviDED U chiP iN d cOST OF gOING tO & bACk aiRfLIGHtS fOR mY huBBy & kiDS tOO. jUX bUy mE sOUvEniR fROM INDIA & i'M waitiN fOr mA b'DAE pRESENt. i'LL pASS UR pRESENt ONCE i gOt mA gOvERnmENt $$$$. thANKS, dY.

weDnESDAY,
tOdAy i wORkED wiF d nEW geRL (s'pOSE tO wORk wiF shiMA). tOdAy i'Ve tO tEACh hER tO gREEt cUstOMERs. shE's dOIN vERy wELL. aLOt Of thiNGS sHARON diDN't tEACH hER dOIN cLOSiN, settLEmENt. i gUESS sHE wANtS tO gO hOME eARLy(sHE aLwAYS dOES). weNt hOME wiF chriSTiNA, d nEW gERL(yEAH!! @ lAST i'Ve a pARtnER tO gO hOME).

wOOKEy, dATS fOr nOW. wANNA sLEEp nOW, gOttA opEn shOP tOmORROW.
OH yEAH, tO mA bABY siS, d bLING2 pUMA bELt iS cOMIN iN tOMMOrrOW (thuRSDAY). i'LL bUY fOR U dAt yAH, whiTE, M siZE. sO d bLACk pUMA pURSE i'LL UsE it. hEhEhEhE....

wOOOw.... sUpERb

2006-04-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

satUrdAy, 08/04/2006
11:29pm

hOLA!!
tOdAy saLeS iX grEEEEEEEat.... 3k ovER. wE reALiSED diX fEW dAEz EXXE saLES wON cUx uSUALLy eithER wEEkdAeS Or weEkENdz SPORT ELEMENTs wiLL wiN. wORkED wiF jUNjiA. mY frIENdshiP bOND wiF shARON & hAshiMA wAS sUpER gOOD. i pRAy eithER shARON, viCTOR Or juNjiA tAke d initiAtiVE tO tALk & jOKE aROUND Lyk bEfORE b cUx evER siNCE dEy hAf miZUndERstANdiN, i'M d mESSENgER. jUNjiA tEND tO hAf nEgAtiVe thOtS abT'em evEN dOe i diD cLEAR thiNGS Up. cUriOUS i guESS. i hOPe diX wiLL eND.

yEStERDAy i wOrkED wiF sOFiA.. evERythiNG wAS weLL tiLL camE cLOSiNg.. sOfiA wAS piSSED Off. diX cuSTOMER, chiNESE LADy wiF hER sON (aCTs supER gERLy) & hER frEN. shE wANNA a biGGER siZE bUt dERz nO mORE stOCk fUrthERmORE. pOLItE sOfiA asKED iF shE wANNA tRy. cUx eACh tiME cUXtOMER triED ON, d appAREL tENDs tO strEtCH a bit by biT. bUt d LaDy rEpLIED sOOOO rUDELy tiLL sOfiA wAS piSSED OFF. wHEN dAt cUStOMER wALkED OUt, sOfiA spittED ON a appAREL dAt d LADy'S sON reSERVED, pACkED it. sOfiA weNt iN d stORErOOm & shOUtED, rELEASE hER angER. dERs stiL cUstOMER, chinESE cOUpLE (nOt d chinESE LADy). i saiD sORRY iF sOfiA wAS sOOOO ruDE jUX nOw cUx sHe rELi2 vERy anGRy. dEy repLIED pOLitELy, itX Ok, wE UndERStAND. i infOrmED sOfiA tO caLM dOWn, shE diD. Once wE riNGs d cAshiER regiStER, shE startED tO shOUt agAIN. LUCky, d LASt cUstOmER wEnt OFF....

hmmmm... dAts wAt wE aLwaYS gEt... bE pOLite bUt dEN wAt wE gEt, ruDEnESS frOM cuStOMERs.... aiyOOOOOOh... shOw US sOMe LURVE..... hehehehehe... i wAS a bit diSappOinteD yEStERdAe. aBG mSG mE askiN whERE i wAS wOrkiN. thOt he'll b cUMiN, i evEN atE LUnCH Late waitiN fOr hiM bUt hE nEvER tURN Up... haaaaaaaiz..... bUt nEVER miNd, maybE he'S tOOOO bz... mEt tWO pEEpS i knEW tOdAE. i wAS mA yOunGER brO's friEN mUM.. shE senD reGARDS tO mUM & ma yOUNgER bRO (i haveN't infORm mUM). 2Nd wAS mA frEN, a swEEt chUBBy gERL whO uSED tO wORk @ GINZA PLAZA, 2Nd CHANCE(nOw nO mORE working & 2nD chanCE @ GINZA PLAZA nO LONgER dER).. itZ niCE tO mEEt thEm agaiN.

wOOkEy, itX tiMe fOr mE tO gO tO sLEEp. tOmOrrOW gOttA wORk @ 11am.

tAtA!!

i'm baCK...

2006-04-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

mondAy, o3 apRIL 2006
10:18pm

hOLA evERybODy.... miSS mE.......? hOPe aLL Of U, mY beLOvED reADERs R dOIN fiNE. sORRy mE Long tyME nO upDAtE, anywAyS i'Ve aLreADy fOrgEt wAt aCTuaLLy hAppEn tO me ON dAt dAy... hehehehehehehe....

i wANNA wiSH tO mA bELOVED cOLLeAgUE.... sOfiA!!!! haPPy biRThDAy, gERL. nOW 22 yEARS OLD, fOCUS gERL iN wAteVa U dO. sUCCeSS & fAILURE iS pARt Of pARCEL Of LyfES, reGARDLESS wAyS tO sOLVe UR pROBLEMs, stUdiES, reLAtiONship etC etC... aLwaYS tAkE d iNitiAtiVE tO tRY hArDER... gOOD LUCk!! hAf a sWEEt biRTHDAy, gERL.

tODAy, i wORkED wiF hAshiMA. shEZ aLriTE sO dOES shAROn. saLES iS bAAAAAAAAD @ bOf shOPz... jEEEEEEEEEEEz........ aBG... tOmORROw i cALL U yAH...

tO mA siSTERS, LOSt innOcENt, kAk tASyA, iKI, aniSZ, Lady erAh (tO thOSE wHO nOES mE), diX fOR yALL... tAG diX tO Ur siStERs (friENDS)...
I LOVE YOU!!! tOdaY iS bESt siStER dAy (FRIENDS). tAG diX tO aLL uR siStERs (frIENDS)evEN mE iF i aM ONE
----> thAnkS aiSHA fOr giVING mE diX sMS.....

wOOKEy dAts ALL fOr nOW...

sO sOOOOOOriE

2006-03-29T12:56:00.000+08:00

weDneSdAy, 28 marCh 2006
12:57pm

hOLA!!

tOday mA Off dAy. b4 i stArtED updAtiN, i diD saiD i'LL cOntiNUe upDatiN siNCE dAt dAy i wAS tOO sLeepY... bUt u nOE wAt, i fOrgEt wAt hAppenED a fEW dAes b4 dAt. sOOOOry.. aLL i reMeMbER, d One i cAN't fOrgEt wAS i nEARLy LoSt anAkIN whiLE winDOW shOppIN @ takAshiMAyA On mA Off dAy b4 tOdAy.

wE weNt tO diSNEy seCtiON tO LOOk @ d diSnEy chArActERs sOft tOyS. aftER pASSiNG eeyORE tO anAKiN, hE wALkED infrONt. aLL i knEW mE & huBBy wAS tALkiN fOr 5 minS, wE werE @ a sOft tOy dAt i thOt Of bUyiN. whEN wE LOOk iNFROnt tO LOOk 4 anAKin, hE'S gONE. wE weRE nOt pAniCkED cUx wE hAD d sEnSE dAt hE's stiLL nEAR Us, sO wE triED tO LOOk fOr hiM nEARby bUt hE wAS nOwhERe tO b fOUND. dAt makE US paniCk... my hEARt bEAt vERy fASt, teArS stArtED tO sweLL up iN mA eyES. ONLy tHOT "bABy, wHERE aRE yOU?!!!!"

hUBBy wAS abOUt tO seARCh oNe mORE timE b4 gOIn tO d seCUritY gUARD. sUDDENLy anAkiN aPPEAR, "EH"- he sAID wiF a smILE. wE wERE rELiEVED, tOtALLy rELiEvED. wE askED anAKiN whERE hE weNt bUt hE kEpt QUiEt. d thINg is, dAt wE kepT wOndERiN tiLL nOW, nObODy saW mY anAKiN. dEy dUn even reALiZe wE wERE searCHIN fOr anakIN.. gOD, thANK yOU!! aftER dAt mE & hUBBy hOLD anAkiN tiGHt...

tUeSdAy
stARt wORK @ 11:30am, oncE aRRivED bOIL waTEr 4 thEM. deN i triED d pERfUMES aS aLOt Of it wAS nEW aRRivALs. gOttA nOE whiCH oNe iS miLD, pOwdERy smELL, stRONG smELL. dAt makES mE eASiER tO reCOmmENd tO cuStOMERs. aN anG mOH cUstOmER cAmE... shaRON wAs d neARESt tO hiM. shArON,"LinA, U attEND d cuStOMER LEh cUx i dUn LikE d sMELL Of d nEW pERfUMEs." i wAS "wAt d hELL wAS dAt.." anYwAyS i attEND tO hiM while shE dOIN hER naiLS... jEEEEEzzz.. fiRST sALE, $20 & itx gONNa b LUnCH tiME... suppOSE to wOrk wiF shArON @ exxE bUT wAS trAnSfER tO SPORTS ELEMENT cUx i've nO LUCk dER(it wAS sharON whO hAVe nO LUCk @ aLL cUx shE haveN't stARtED d saLES yEt). wELL i dUN miND.. saLeS wAS sLOW whEn i'Ve aLreADy trAnSfERRED, sLOW!!, wHERE d hELL diX cUstOMERs.. i wENt tO d cOUNtER, hiT d pApERbAGS, pLayED wiF d cLOthES, kiCkED d dOOR.... i knEW & i caN senSE viCTOR wAS LAUGHiN @ mE.....

aftER i hAD mA LUNCH, saLES wAS pROgrESSiN... hOOOOOrAy!! @ d eND Of dAyit diD reACh d sALES tARgEt...

L0nG updAtE

2006-03-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

sUndAy, 25 march 2006
01:20am

hOLA!! befORE i gO tO bED, i'LL updatE ma bLOG bUt it'LL b a LONg eNtRy.

satURdAy
tOdAy i diD opeNiNG... evERythiNG wAS nOrmAL. mEt a fEW iRRitAtiNG cuStOmERs. wOndER whY dEy Lyk tO tELL LieS tO Our bOSS....? i guESS dEy waNtED sOme diScOUnTs. i gOt a fEEDbaCk frOM mA bOSS... a tAi-tAi (hE cLaimED she'LL bUy aLOt) saiD i nEvER intROdUCE hER tHE nEW aRRiVALS bUt I DID. hAAAAAAAAAAAiZ... aLL shE saiD tO mE wAS shE sAW a LOt bOXES, nEW arriVALs appARRELs shE cLaimED, sO i shOWED hER evERy nEW aRRivALS, shE evEN tRY sOMe Of it. yET shE nEVER bUy aNythiNG. dEn shE weNt tO SPORTS ELEMENTS, my bOSS meNtiON abOut givING heR 20% diScouNt. bOSS diD mEntiON EXXE wAS undER sAmE manAgEmeNt, dAts whERE shE cOMpLAiNED tO hiM i diD intRODUCE tO hER.... whEN bOSS infORmED ME dAt i diDn't nOe shE wAS stiLL arOUND sO i tELL hiM d trUtH, shE cAMe tO mE & aSkED "gOt mEH?" i anSwERED "yES" sO i sAID agAiN tO cOmE oVER & i'LL shOW hER evEythiNG. weLL i guESS shE paiSEh, bOSS tAg aLONG... i drAg hER oNE LocAtiOn tO anOThER LocAtiOn jUx tO shOW hEr d nEW aRRivALS. shE diD sAE shE triED dAt bEFORE (i juX smiLE) but in d eND shE diDN't bUy anythiNG cUx hER huBBy wAS nOt arOUND tO pAy 4 hER....

cAmE phiLippinES cUstOmER, shE wAS askiNG 4 pumA rED LimitED rED t-shiRt, M siZE... oNcE i cheCkED, i infOrmED hER oUt Of stOCk & nOt suRE whEN it'LL b cOmiN. dEn shE triED gREy cOLOUR M siZE, wheN shE finiShED tryiN shE askED agAIN fOr rED cOLOUr M siZE.. i saiD nO moRE, wiF a smiLE. dEN shE triED L siZE iN rED cOLOUR (samE t-shiRt), shE askED agAIN... i saiD, dUn hAf... shE chAnGED tO hER OwN cLOthES, when shE hanDED d appARELs shE triED, shE askED agAIN d samE quEStiON. i wAS piSS Off, i saiD, 3 timES i saiD nO moRE M sizE iN dAt cOLOUR. shE waLKED awAy. shE camE agAin, dix tyM wiF hER gUy frEN buYiN fOr hiS wifEy, askED d samE quEstiON. i tOLd hiM wiF firM tONe "NO MORE" deN i waLKeD awAy. iN d eND dEy jUX bOuGht d cApS dEy triED OUt... gOSH!!!!!!!!

tODAy EXXE sALES wAS sUpER sUpER sUpER.........!!! vERy vERy vEry d hAppY......

fridAy
wENt tO wORk eARLy(supER eARLy!!), diD hOUSEkEEpiN, bOIL wATER & diD opEniN(aS uSUAL). i'M LOOkiNg fOrwARD tO tALk tO jUNjiA bUt sHE wAS dAmN tOO QUiEt. i guESS shE mUx b vERy siCk cUx shE diD sMSED mE dAt sHe'S nOt fEELiN wELL & shE rEmINDS mE tO chECk d fLOAt mOnEy pROPERLy, afrAiD shOrtAGE. whiLe waitiNG 4 jiA hUEy(shE cOMe @ 02:30pm), i triED tO tALk tO jUNjIA bUt sHE repLiED unwiLLiNGLy. hAAAAAAAiZ... i apOLOgiSE tO hER & sOFiA... miGHt afrAID, dEY fEEL d wAy i tALkED tO tHEM iS Lyk i sUspECtED thEM Of steALiN d NIKE gyM bAG.. "sOOOOry gERLz, viCtOR infORMED mE tO aSkED yALL abOUt d miSSiNG bAG AS yALL d OnES whO wOrKiNg @ EXXE".. i askED viCtOR abOUt it bUt hE saiD "fOrgET abt it" .....

tO b cOntinuED...... tOOOO sLEEpy tOO cOntiNUE.... hehehehehehehehe.... gOOD niTE & gOOD mORniNG, pEEpS...

wAAAAAAAt!!!!! nOOOOOOOO!!!!

2006-03-21T08:34:00.000+08:00

tuESDay, 21 marCh 2006
08:35am

hOLa!!

gOOd mOrniNG! itX mA Off dAe tOdAe. befOre i gO Out tO pAy mA biLLs & wENt fOr a hAiRcUt, i'm gONNa updATE mA bLOg

sUNdAy
i cAmE tO wORk @ 11am, wOrkED if jUnjiA whiLe sOfiA wOrkED shArON. evERythING wAS gOIN wELL (evEN dOE sALES wAS sLOW), wE tALkED & LAUGh, kiCkED d shOp dOOr & bAnGED d EXXE papERbAG (it iX bELiEVE it'LL brING iN cuStOmER & cASh regiSTER riNGiN) tiLL diX apEk & hiX fAmiLy cAME....

jUnjiA wAS serVING hiM whiLE i watCHED & oBseRVED. hE wAS tryiNG NIKE sLippERS siZe 7, it wAS $35 nO diScOUNt. hE demAnDS a diScOUNt sinCE it wAS a LASt piECe bUt d thiNG ix dERS nO srAtCHES, diRty Or wAtsOeveR. hE bEcAmE sOOO sARcAStiC, hiS vOICe tONE chAnGED whEN jUnjiA dUn WAnt tO giF hiM a diScOUNt. whEN hE mEntiON viCtOR (dAtS OUR bOSS nAmE), jUnjIA pOLiteLy infORmED'eM tO hOLd On whiLE shE chECkED wiF viCtOR. d apEk sAiD ix dER a nEED tO chECk wiF hiM, jUx giMMe a diScOUNt.

sOOn viCtOR wAS @ oUr shOp attENdiNG tO dAt apEk. dEy knEW eaCh othER. yUp, hE gOt a diScOUNt... iN sarCAStiC wAy, hE saiD, aLL diX wAS trOUbLEsOMe jUx b cUx Of a stUpiD diScOUNt.. hE thREw d mONEY, $50 nOte @ jUnjiA.... dAMN, hE mADE d WrONG mOVe, jUNjiA wAS piSSED Off....

itx tyM fOr vAcUUM, i wAS serviN cUStOMER whEN diX hAppeN bUt i mAnAGEd tO tAke a pEEp. jUNjIA & sOfiA wAS teASiNG eaCH OthER OutsiDE EXXE shOp. jUnjiA aLmOSt fALL whEN sOfiA triED tO hit hER iF a hAnGER. shArON wAS @ HARBOURFRONT STATIONERY payiN fOr hER itEMs... shE LAUGHED @ d bOf Of thEM. jUnjiA asKED iN a tEAsiN tOnE,"wAt U LauGHiN fOR?" shArON kEpt QuiEt, dEN LauGH eviLLy & waLKeD awAy. jUnjiA wAS piSSED Off.....

whiLE dOInG settLEmENt, evERybODy wAS excEpt fOR shARON.. viCtOR wAS mAkiNG fUN Of jUNjiA (abt dAt apEk).... jUnjiA cOULdN't tAkE it, sHE bUrSt OUt, d dOOr aLmOSt bAnGED.. wE wEre aLL shOckED, sOfiA rAn aftEr jUnjiA.... viCtOr wAS wOnderiN y shE reACt dAt wAy... weLL viCtOr, onE LeSSOn u'VE LearNt. dUN mAkE fUN Of sOmebOdy whEn hE/shE wAS iN bAD mOOD. wE nOe U mEAN weLL bUt by d lOOk Of eACh perSON u shUD nOe...

hmmm... hUBBy weNt fOr intErview. waitiNG fOr repLy. wiSh hiM hE gEt d jOb, pEEps. thAnk U..

moNDAy
wENt wOrk wiF huBBy & kiDS, hAD Our breAkfASt @ mACdOnALd'S. dEn wENt tO mA wORkpLACE, hUBBy bOUGHt a niKE cAp.... dEn wE wANNA waLK2 @ BIG supERstORE aS i wAS stiLL eARLy bUt it oPENs @ 12pm.. sENt thEm tO tAxi stAND (huBBy weNt OUt wiF kiDS mEEt hiS frENZ @ mariNA sQ) & dEn i gO tO wORk eARLy...

aLL Of suDDEn, wE wERE fEELiNG . dix nEWS reALLy diSappOiNt uS... "shARON gOt pROmOTED aS supERviSOR..." wE weRE "wAt d hELL..." wE weRE infORmED tO cO-OPerAtE wiF shARON bUt whO cARES.. aS uSUAL wE dUN, iGnORE hER, dO wAt wE sUppoSE tO dO. sHE diD breAk ruLES evERytiME, tOO Lazy tO meNtiOn tO viCtOR Or tELLiN shARON Off.. wAt wE afrAID, viCtOr bEiNg unfAiR... wELL, wAt wE thOt wAS trUE. shARON gO bACk hOME @ 7pm. excUSE becAuSE shE diD opEniN & juX gOt prOmOtED. dAmN, dAt gERL reALLy cAn pSychO bOSS.. shE evEn pSycHO jiA huEy iF i diD miSTAkES, infORm hER pERsONALLy. dAtx d advAntAGES Of nOEiNg mAndARiN.... tO shARON, " TO D HELL WIF U!!!!! HopE U Rot!!!!! I'LL SNATch DAT POST FROM U... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!"

fOr tOdAy, i juX retURn hOMe wiF hUBBy & kiDS. pAID biLLS (haLf rELiEVED), bOUGHt my pERsONAL brEADS (heheHEHE) & stOrAGE.... nOw chAttiNG wiF aBG....

bAcK tO wORk

2006-03-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

satURdAy, 18 marCH 2006
11:34pm

tOdAy i diD opEnIN, wOrkED wiF viCtOR & hiX wiFE. sALES wAS pREtty gOOD. i atE nASi sAMbAL gOrENG,(viCtOR bOUGHt fOR mE) fOR LUNCH... whiLE eAtiNG hAF a chAt wiF viCTOr whiLe hiX wiFE sERVED cUstOMERs. viCtOR's wifE wAS seARCHIN aN appAREL whEN sHE sAW a adiDAS wOMEN's jACkEt. shE aSKED(in chiNESE Of cOurSE) hOW On eARtH dAt jACkEt wAS dER sinCE spOrtS eLEmeNt diDN't seLL dAt(EXXE seLL dAt jACKet) sO viCtOR saiD it mUx b shARON. shE askED agAIN whEThER hE gOt tELL hER OFf, hE infORmED hE diD & hE's LAZy tO repEAt agAIN cUX wAstiNG hiS sALIVA. hEhEhEhEhEhEhEhEhE... i jUx smiLE. i wAS infORM nOt tO wEAR aNy appArELs eitHER iN spORtS eLEmENt Or EXXE, uSE Ur jACkEt.. i ASkED sOmethiN dAt i wAS nOt suRE abOUt & hE askED y i ASkED. i told hiM evERythiNG:
bEfORE my Off dAy, sOfiA wAS usiN wOrk fONe tO cALL hER grANNy cUx it sEEMS UrgENt bUt suDDENLy shARON cAme iN scOLD sOfiA, infOrmiN hER dAt iF wE wANNA mAkE fOnE cALLs uSE OuR Own hAnDfONE....

wELL sOfiA, U cAn aCtuALLy UsE d fONE bUt nOt fOr Ur pERsONAL chAt. wAtevA shARON scOLDEd U wAS mEAniNGLESS cUx shE dO chAt wiF hER bOO usiN wORk fONE.... hAhAhAhAhA... mE tERaCCidEntLy expOSE hER aCt tO viCTOR....

dEN, i diD infORm viCTOR abOUt shARON chANGiN wOrk schEDULe wiF mE. i wAS tOLD, "dUN b stUpID. diX iS pLAn by bEN & wE cAN't anyhOW chANGe OUr shiFt UNLESS it iS pArt-timE tO pART-timE, fULL-tiME tO fULL-tiME. pROviDED shARON wANNA pAy U dEn itx Ok tO chANGE iF nOt dEN cAnnOt. cALL hER nOW & infORm hER U cAN't dO opENiN. pLS dUn tELL hER dAt U aLreADy iNfORM mE cUx shE'LL definitELy be vERy fUriOUS. LuCky U infORM mE, iF U inFORM bEN, bOf Of U wiLL gEt sCOLdiN.." aftER hEARiNG dAt i cALLeD shARON usiN mA hanDfONE (definiTELy shE woN't piCK up d cALL iF i uSE wORk fOne) & shE saiD nO prObLEM.....

d crOWD wAS pOUriNG iN, buSy bUSy bUt it quiEteN dOWn by 5pm(i guESS)... i wAS stANDiNG riGHt infrOnt Of d shOp whEn suDDEnLy i sAW diX tWO kENt ridgEANs gURLz LOOkiNG... i smiLED, dEy smiLED bACk @ mE. diX gURL cAME fORwARD, sHOOK hAND(maLAy shAke hanDS) wiF me & aSk mE iF i knEW hER. i thiNK bACk..... nADEErA.... mA brO gERL... wE tALk abOUt mA brO, dEy brOkE uP (agAIN). wELL nAdEERA, aLL kAkAK hAf tO sAy wE arE aLL strESS Up bUt dAt doESN't mEAN mA bRO cAN aCCUSE U Of dOIN sOmEthiN. U dUN evEn nOe wAt wrONG u'VE dONe.. LEt hiM cOOL dOWn fOR a whiLE, aitE, bE pAtiENt. i'LL tALk tO hiM whEn i gEt d chANCE..... niCE tO mEEt U, deARiE...

tALkiNG abOUt mA bRO, hiX bEEn bUGGiNG mE fOr bUyiN hiM a LAptOP(dAtx wAt WE pROMISE hiM anywAyS). siNCE he saiD hiS skOOL gOt OffER, hAf instALmENt dEn y nOt.... aS LONG aS hiX hAppY & Our pROMiSED iS fuLfiLL....

dEN i mEt mA siStA-in-LAW wiF hER bOO. hER bOO jUx cAme bACk frOM wORkiN, hiX a sAILOR (i guESS).. wE aSkED hOw's evERybODY dEn wENt bACk tO wORk.... hAAAAAAAiz... tiMe fLiES quiCkLy after dAt aS d crOWD kEEp ON pOURiNG & wE aLL fELt rELiEVED aS d sALES wAS OvER 2k. cLOSED LatE aS cuStOmERs wAS, sOmehOW dUn evEN nOe wAt tiMe wE R cLOSiNG. afTER LAZ cUztOMER stEPPED OUt wE pULL dOWn d shUttER, cOUNt mONEy & diD d settLemENt.
rEACHED hOME, chAnGED, nO appetiTE... nOW gEttiN rEADy tO sLEEp.
tAkE cARE okays....
tAtA!!

hAPPY birTHDAY, deARie!!

2006-03-17T23:04:00.000+08:00

fRIdAy, 17 marCH 2006
11:05pm

hOLA!!
beFORE i gO tO sLEEp, i am in fACt gEttiN , hEhEhEhEhEhE.... thOt upDAtE tOdAyS bLOGgie....

"happy birthday to you"
"happy birthday to you"
"happy birthday to anakiN"
"happy birthday to you"

yeAh!! anakiN'S twO yeARS OLD... bOUght hiM a miNi sOCCER niKE bALL fEW dAyS agO. wAwAN wAS adiDAS oRANGE & yELLOW miNi bALL. bOuGht tWO jUx in cASE dEy quArrEL.

hUBBy gOt up eARLy sO dOES aHfAD. dEy bATh, gOt rEADy & weNt tO cAntONMENt. i wOkE up eARLy tOO, cLEAR up d kitCHEN, wAShED diRTy LAUNdRy whiLE chAttiN wiF aBG. tERLepAS riNDU... hahahahaha... abG wAS awAy whEN i kOL hiM dAt dAy, buAt cAkE chOcOLatE.. hEhEhE...... reAD hiS e-mAILs... sOOOO spOOOky d hAnTU2 rAyA.. i dUn thiNk i cAn sLEEp tOnite bUt d ipOD phONES wAS suPER cOOOOOL gAdgEts... wEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... mUx b vERy d expEnsiVE.

wE hAf nOt yEt bAth whEN huBBy caLLED. hEhEhEhE... thOt it'LL b Late. tO avOID strESS wE mAkE jOkES & LauGh aLL d wAy tiLL wE reAChED caNtOnmENt. sORi abG, chAt wiF yA anOthER dAy..... wELL, it wAS fASt. jUx givE'eM d bLUE shEEt Of pApER. it wAS pOStpONE. thAnkS tO aLL whO hAf prAyED tOgethER wiF mE. thAnkS aLOt....

wE sAt dOWn @ d cOffEE shOP, taLking. abOut to windOw shOppiN @ CK depArtmENt stORE. aHfAD aSkED mE whEThER it iS seriOUS iF dERs abit bLOOd stAiN whEn 4 mthS preGnaNt... weLL, it iS... OncE chECkED, it wAS uRinAL infECtiONs, dAt wAS nOrmAL fOr preGnAnt woMAN.

reAcHED hOmE, cOntiNUE wiF mA laUndRy whiLe eAtiN mAGGi. dEN whiLE wAitiN fOr mA LAuNdry tO dRy, i fELL asLEEp. hehehehehe... tirED... sLeeeepy... hAf tOOOOOOOt ...... ... wAkE up, eAt agAiN......... tiLL jUx nOw wE jUx Lie dOWn tO sLeep.

wOOkey, nEED tO sLeep nOw.... tAkE cARE tO aLL.
tAtA!!

QuiCkiE upDAtE

2006-03-15T09:18:00.000+08:00

wEDnESdAy, 15 marCH 2006
09:18am

hOLA!!
jUx chECkED mA e-maiLz. nOt muCH... yEStERDAE wAS gOOD, hALf Of d dAy i wAS abit strESS cUx d sALES wAS stAgnANt arOUND $400/-++ & d crOWD sUDDENLy stOppED. mEt a fEW Of pROjECt sUpERstARS cOntEStANt(chinESE sinGING cOntESt). sOOOOO yOUNG... becUx wE (mE & jiAhuEy) sOOOO siAN, nO cuStOmerS, wE tALkED & teASED eACH OthER. itX wAS fUN bEiNG wiF hER. hmmm, bUt whEN cUstOMER diD finALLy cAME iN, wE diD pUSH rEAL hARD tO bOOSt up OUr sALES. jiAhuEy wiLL @ tiMES hELp mE siDE by siDE tO cOnviNCE cUStOMER tO bUy... viCE vERSA, i'LL dO d sAME, jUX tO reACh OUR tARgEt sALES.

i triED tO ONLinE @ yahOO chAt bUt aBG wAS nOt iN. thOt i'LL chAt wiF hiM fOr a whiLE b4 gOInG tO wOrk. wAt mAkES mE thiNK Of hiM?? hehehehe.... i hEARD hiX fAv sONG yEStERdAE aftERnOON, jUX wONdERiN hOw hE iS.... nO e-maiLS frOM hiM eithER. hE mUx hAf a nEW baBYgERL dAts y hE iGnORE mE, i guESS.....

tOdAy, gONNA wORk wiF jiAhuEY agAIN... hOW'LL it bE?? dO wait fOr mA bLOG updATE OtAy.... gOtta gO pEEpS... dO tAkE cARE....

tAtA!!

10:07pm
hOLA!!
juX reAChED hOmE, opEn shOe strAiGHt weNt tO mA LAptOP tO updAtE mA bLOG. b4 i opeNED shOP, triED tO cALL aBG thRU' hiS OffiCE bUT hE'S nOt iN yEt. hmmmm....tOdAy sALES wAS Ok. arOUND 1pM, i wAS tOLD tO stAtiON @ EXXE, wORk wiF JunJIA. wELL aCtUALLy i wAS s'pOSE tO wORk @ EXXE. wE wERE rELAX... tALKED, LAUGh aS uSUAL.. LUCky d sALES wAS OKay, fuRThERmORE EXXE nOt mUCH cuStOMER. mA yOUngER siS cAmE fOR viSit.. shE infORmED mE dAt shE wANtED tO liVE wiF US fOr a whiLE cUX shE QuARREL wiF mUM. jEEEEEEEEEEEEEz.....

wOOOOkEy mE gEttiNG huNGRY....
tAtA!!

hAPPY birTHDAY!!

2006-03-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

tuESday, 14 maRCh 2006
12:38am

hoLA!!

"hAppiE b'dAE tO yOU tO my deAR mONkEy..." sORRy nO prESENt, eND Of diX mONth dEN cAN bUy, aitE.

befORE i gO tO sLEEp, Let'S tALk abOUt pASt fEW dAys.

mONdAy
gOtta OpEn shOP aS uSUAL. L00kS Lyk viCtOR wAS mUCh eARLy thAN mE. (",) my fiRSt cUStOMeR wAS chANNEL 8 hOSt, "I'M NOT STUPID" aCtOr & hiX frEN. hE bOUGHt 3/4 adiDAS paNtS, nEW aRRivAL. thEN mE & viCtOR hAD a tALk abOUt wAt hAppEnED @ nOvEnA sQuARE SPORT ELEMENTS. i'm hOPiN hArbOUrfRONt stAffS wON't dO dAt. i atE eGG wiF mAyOnAiSE sANdwiChES cOOkED by huBBy fOr LUNCH & viCtOR bOUGht mE chiCkEN riCE (aS uSUAL) fOr diNNER.

sUnDAy
Lotsssssssss Of cuSTOMER. OnE Of it wAS mA LOnG distAnCE UNCLe, cOmediAN. thOSE mALayS pEEpS wiLL nOE whO hE iS. itX ariF saMsUdDiN. geeez, aSk fOr diScouNt. nOt agAin.
thEn sOfiA dAd cAmE, diScOUNt agAiN... hAhAhAHA, viCtOr, U gOiN tO b brOkE sOON.. nOw OUR LimiTED spEnDiN @ Our OWn shOp wAS $300 pER mOntH inSTEAD Of $600... geeeez...

wOOkEy, nO mOrE tO updAtE... wANNA sLEEp.
tAtA!!
gOOD nytE yALL!!

fOr pASt fEW dAyS

2006-03-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

satUrdAy, 11 marCH 2006
10:59pm

hOLA!!
jUx reAD mA pEEps bLOG. gLAD tO LoSt innOcENt & aZRy hAf stARtED wOrkiNg. LeSS tiMe fOR US tO mEEt yAh. sO dOES mA bAByGURL.. sOON mA bRO wiLL b stARtiN skEWLIN, pOLy LyFes. hMMM.... i'LL pRAy fOR U pEEpS... nO wOrriES, reLAx, LaiD bACk & tAkE a stEp @ a timE. evERythiNG wiLL b fiNE. bUt hOw wAS abG? abG riAj, LoSt cOntAct... wOndER hOw hER dAuGHtER wAS.... hmmmmm....

tOdAy mE wORk wiF hUi Qi, ex spOrtS eLEmENts stAff. sHE'S OFF tOdAy (@ NIKKO oppOsitE mA shOP ). vERy chAtty & fRiENDLy, unLikE wAt pEEpS saiD abOUt hER. wE aLwAyS hAf diFFerENt gAmES tO bOOSt Our sALES tARgEt. tODAy!!!. i'Ve prOVE tO shARON dAt i stiLL cAN pROmOte d VIP cARD mEmbERS(cUx fOr d pAST feW dAyS i'Ve nOt pERsuADE cuStOmERs tO gEt VIPs cARD). shE sAiD i wAS tOO pROUD, weLL shE wAS fAr thAn dAt. aftER i pERsuADE cuStOMER tO gEt dAt VIP cARD, pASS d VIP fORm tO hER... hER bEhAviOUR & bODy LanGUAgE wAS tOtALLy diFFerENt. shE tALkED tO mE sO fiErCELy. i wONdER y... bUT i dUN cARE (",) yeAH!!! spORtS eLeMENt wON tOdAy.

yeStERdAy, EXXE wON, LOtSSSS Of viP fORMS tO giVE tO SPORTS ELEMENTs. thankS ciNDY (OuR bOSS wiFEy). wE ONLy tOOk Out nEW stOCk fOR hER tO gif tO cuStOmERs & settLE biLLS. bUt hEy, befORE shE cOMES wE aLreADy sOLD aLOt Of thiNGS, sALES wAS 1k arOUND 1pm. shArON wAS unhAppY. i guESS itx regARdiN "unpAID LEAvE" & "aNNuAL LEAVE". nOw WE reALiZED shE LikED tO vENt hER angER On othERS. evERybODy (excEpt viCtOr & cinDy) gOt a sCOLdiN frOm hER. haaaaaiZ.... tsk... tsk...

fEELinG tirED nOw. guESS i'LL sLeep eARLy sinCE tOmOrroW gOttA Open shOp @ EXXE. nObOdy dO OpeniN @ EXXE sO i vOLuntEER mAseLf. hehehehehe... jUx tO gEt mOre $$$$ sinCE diX mOntH wAS d Last mOntH mA pAy wAS ON pArt-tiME bAsiS. viCtOR, b prEpaRE tO b bAnkrUpt.... hahahahaha...

tAtA!!

whO shOULD trUSt? U, mAybE?

2006-03-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

thUrSDAy, 9 mARCh 10:34pm
hOLA!!

befORE mE hAS mA diNNER Let mE upDAtE mA bLOG. tOdAy i'Ve a greAt tiMe wOrkiN wiF sOfiA. wE gOt tiPS frOM aN aNG mOH gUY(sHHHHHHH, viCtOR dOESN't nOe diX). wE aRE pLAnnIN tO spLIt it inTO tWO fOR ouR LUnCH tOmORROW. hEhEhEhEhE....

i'vE anOthER sECrEt tO tELL. a pOrtION Of kEEpiN dAt seCrEt hAf bEEn Let OUt tO sOfiA, nOw i gUESS tO U ALL. i fELt vERy gUILty & sCARED. it wAS pASt LUnCh hOURS, shARON wAS hAviNG hER LunCH. i attEND CUStOMers mAsELf. cAME diX tEEnAGE gUy. hE bOUGHt d ADIDAS jAcKEt wiF "7406" bEhiND by d nECk. hmmm.... i Let U wOnDER wAt i dO... dO tELL mE iN mA chAtbOx aitE...

bEfOre i fOrgEt... tO mA bAbyGURL... deAR, i nEvER dI anytHING tO d bOdyspRAy i reCOmmENDED tO U. syUkUR aLhAmDuLLiLAh, U gOt aLL d jOb eASiLy. itX Ur LUCk, gOD'S wiLL nOt d bODyspRAy. wE wiLL aLwAYS fOR OUr LOVE ONES.. gUYS, mA bELOVED pEEPs, i miSS U gUYS sOOOOOOOOOO mUUUUUCH.. tO aBG, sORRY i'M nOT ONLinE yeStERDAy cUx hAviN fUN wiF mY huBBy & kiDS.. miSS U & LOvE u LOtSSSS....tO mA deAR nAdEErA, abG wAS finE, sO dOeS kAkAk & d kiDS. thAnkS fOr UR coNCERN. pEEpS, prAy hARD wiF mE mA huBBY wiLL bE LEt Off nExt friDAy...wOOKEy huNGRy aLrEADy..... tAtA!!

hE'S bACk

2006-03-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

mONdAy, 6 maRCH 06
12:12am

hOLA!!
bEfORE i gO tO bED, itX bEtA mE updATe mA bLOG.

huBBy wAS OUt, bAiLED hiM ON satURDAy nytE. i wORkED aS uSUAL & expECTiN hiS cALL bUt i knEW i cAN't piCkuP fONe cALLS aS i wAS wORkiNg. fOR a tiME bEiNG, i fORgEt abOUt it cUx cUStOmERs wAS aLOt. iN my miND wAS makING sALES.

arOUND 7pm, i wAS dOIN cAshiERiNG whEN suDDENLy i sAW sOmeONe i knEW. my hUBBy frEN, peteR... hiS frENs aLL wAS Out ON bAIL exCEpt hUBBy. (",) wiF jOy i aSkED viCTOR's pERmiSSiON. OnCE pERmiSSiON grANtED, wE wENt dER by tAxi. OnCe hE wAS OUt, i qUiCkLy wENt bACk tO wORk wiF huBBy Of cOURSE. viCtOR & huBBy tALkED fOR a whiLE thEN huBBy hANG arOUND wiF hiS frENs @ harBOURfrONt intERchANGE. i wENt hOMe eARLy AS sALES wAS SUPER GOOD. viCTOR wAS tOO haPPy, hE LEt uS hOMe eARLy.

tODAy wAS fiNE. sALES wAS gOOD hE LetS uS hOME eARLy.... aNyWAyS, i sAW my ex-bOyfriEND wiF hiS nEW bOO. hE sAID i LOOKeD diFFEREnt, thIN, nOt Lyk bEFORE bUt i'M stiLL AS sWEEt AS bEfORE whEN hE firSt tiME sAW mE. itX gOOD tO C hiM.

wOOkey, i waNNa sLEEp... gOttA dO opENiNg shOp @ harbOURfRONt, spORt eLemENts. pEEpS, gOOD nytE...
tAtA!!

11:35pm
hOLA!!
i thOt i wAS LatE bUt sky wAS suPER LAte, bOf Of US haF tO dO OpeniNG. OnCE i'Ve reACh, swiTChED ON d LiGhtS, swiTCH ON d viDEOtApE (fOr cctV), swiTCH On d rADiO, LOg ON nEtS & viSA trAnSACtiON & cOUnt d cASHfLOW.

huBBy wAS mOODy, wORRiED abOUt mE & kiDS (i guESS). wE prAyiNG hARD dAt d cARREFOUR & ALOECCA wiLL drOP aLL chARGeS. siNCE sAtUrDAy, aH fAD & wiFEy stAyED tOgEThER wiF US aS dEy hAf nO shELtER tO sLEEp. fuRThERmORE hiS wiFEy wAS preGnaNt. wE jUx dUn wANNa thEM tO gO thRU wAt we'VE bEEn thRu.

by 11 am, stiLL nO siGN Of SKy. i wAS gEttiN wORRiED. hAf shE infOrmED viCtOR?hOpE shE dOES... diD viCTOR infORmED hER abOUt hER wOrk schEDULE? hOPE hE dOES.... finALLy, by 11:30am jUn jiA (dAtS hEr nAME i guESS) i QuiCkLy infORM hER tO dO OpeniNG. 5 miNS LatER, viCTOR stEPPED inO d shOP. i inFORmED hiM, hE wAS shOCkED, anGRy. i apOLOgiSED tO hiM maNy timES bUt hE kEpt qUiEt weNt strAIGHt tO EXXE shOP(rytE bESiDE sPORTS ELEMENts). thEN shARON arriVED, i tOLD hER wAt hAppEnED. shE wAS shOCk tOO. hMMMMM.... viCtOR caLLED sKY OnCE hE settLE thiNGS iN EXXE. SKY cLAImeD nObODy inFORm hER, by rIGHt shE hERSELf haf tO aSK fOR OWn schEDULE cUX eACH tyM viCtOR/bEN cALLED hER hAnDpHONE wAS nOt ON.

by 02:44pm huBBy wAS nOt cOmIN(i guESS). dAMN!!! i wAS sUPER huNGRy sO i bOUGHt mY OWn LUNCH. whiLE eATiNg i SMS huBBy dAt i'Ve bUy mySELf LEMON CHICKEN RICE @BANQUET. hmmmmm.... i wAS stiLL guiLty CUx i inFOrmED viCtOR lASt miNUtE. hE apOLOgiSE cUx hE rAiSED hiS vOICE, hE saiD hE nEEDs tO reLeASE hiS anGER. i undERstAND, bOSS.

piTy hiM aLOt. guESS i'M aLreADy attACHED tO dix jOB. mA bAbyguRL & bABy huLK viSit mE tODAy. hOw wAS d bODy spRAY, deAR...? hOPe U Lyk it cUx i'M uSiN dAt. thAnX fOr viSiTiNG. shArOn gOttA gO bACk @ 8pm, cLaimeD shE hAD a fAmiLy pROBLEm. fuRThERmORE shE gOt tO OpeN shOP tOmORROW. wE cL0SED eARLy tOdAy AS dERS nO cuStOmERS. weNt hOme, riDE biCyCLE tOgEthER wiF huBBy.

aND nOw i'M gONNA pACk mY thiNGS... dEAR, iF U reAD diX... i nEED A nEW sLINGbAG. mY cURRENt bAG aLreADy tORN by d siDE. tAkE UR tiME, weNt U gEt UR fiRSt sALARy cAN bUy fOr mE. wOOkEy pEEpS, gOttA gO. tAkE cARE...
tAtA!!

whERE aRE U, deAR....?

2006-03-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

hOLA!!

jUx chECkED mA e-maiL & updATe ma sitES...

diS mOrniN hUBBy whEn tO hiS wOrkpLACe tO hanDOvER hiS wORk unifORM. i wENt tO wOrk aS uSUAL, gOttA OpenED shOp @ 10:30am. reACHED haRbOUrfrONt maRitiME, it wAS stiLL eARLy. i wALkED arOUND WATSON's, bOUGHt UNDEr eyES daRk ciRCLES LOtiON & hAiR aCCeSSORiES dEN wENt iN tO wORk. i atE mA LUnCH arOUND tWO, bOUght LEMON chiCkEN riCE @ BANQUET. i waS abOut tO eAt mA paCkED LUnCH bUT dEn i hAf diS URGE tO chECk mA sMSes. i wAS shOCkED by tWO mESSAgES reCEiVED. i stARtED tO tOtALLy duNNO wAt tO dO. i sAt aLONe iN a cORnER, my fOOD Left uNtOUChED. iN my miND wAS "i'Ve tO gEt mA huBBy Out...!!" i wENt tO sHARON tO aSk fOr pERmiSSiON tO bAIL hiM OUt. (huBBY wAS dtAiNED @ pOLIce stAtiON) my pERmiSSiON wAS grAnTED. i immEdiAtELy wENt strAiGHt tO d buS-stOp, iGnOriN mA sUrrOUNDiNg eVEN i diDN't reALISE mA bABYGURL wAS caLLiN mE. sHE wAS ritE bESiDE mE, wAS @ harbOUrfrONt b cUx shE wENt fOr intERviEW.... i wAS nERvOUS, my mIND wAS bLAnk On hOw tO bAIL hiM. whiLE waitiN fOr bUS 143, aBG smS mE... i miSS yOU tOO, aBG. thANks, ABG.. i wiLL tRY tO b cALM & patiENt.

whEN i arriVED @ cantONmENt, changED pASS wENt tO d bAIL arEA. i'Ve tO wait lONG b cUx diX pOLICEmaN wAS bUSy chAttiN ONLINE...... fiNALLy hE reALiSED i exiSt iN d rOOM... i wAS tOLD nO suCh nAME @ d mOMENt. huBBy haVEN't bEEn trAnSfERED tO cantONmENt & i'Ve tO wAit fOr thEiR cALL agAIN.

i retURN tO wOrk emptY-hanDED, diSAppOINTED. mA wORk mATE, evEN viCTOR tOLD mE, mY mOOD tOtALLy chAnGED bUT hE's pROUD Of mE cUX i cAN stiLL sERVE cUSTOmERs wiF a smiLE Lyk i aLWAyS diD.

i wALKED tO harbOUrfrONt inTERchAnGE. i miSSED mA huBBy!!!!! hE USED tO fetCH mE evERsiNCE hE wAS kiCk OUt frOM ALOECCA cOMpaNy. aftER hE fetCHED mE, wE wiLL hANG arOUND wiF fazLEy drINK hIS fAv drINK, tEH hALIA.

deAR, wAt d hELL hAD happENED tO U....? i'M wORRiED...... nO caLLS frOM U exCEpt fAZLEy's gERL... wE taLKED ON d fONE fOR hOURS. shE wAS wORRiED aBt fAZLEy aLsO & shE haF tO tELL hiS parENtS d trUth. i'M LOOkiN fORwARD tO baiL U OUt, deAR..... i miSS U teRRiBLy........ i'M aLL aLONe, agAIN Lyk U USE tO LEft mE bEfORE.....

07:50am
gOOD mOrniNG.....

jUX wOke Up, chECk mA e-maiL, rEpLiED chUCk (mA mySpACE frEN) & uPDAtE mA bLOGGie befORE gOIN tO bAth....

i'M tOtALLy wORRiED... i cAN't sLEEp, switCH ON d kitCHEN & LiviN rOOM LIGhts. LiSTEN sONGs ON diSCmAN untiL i'M aSLEEp. hmmm... gOttA tOP Up mA hi cARD cUx i'M expECtiNG thEiR cALL.

dEAR,

i ListEN tO uR fAvOUritE sONG, iF tOMORROW nEvER cOmES by rOnAn kEAtiNG. fOr OnCE i sAt aLONe witHOUt U wiF mE. i LiSTEN cArEfULLy d LyriCS. i wAS cRyiN.... i'VE nEvER dOuBt UR LUrVE tO mE bUt wAt U diD tOwARDS mE mAkES mE chANGE... i DUn eVEn nOE whEthER U stILL LURVE mE aS bEfORE. i fEEL iNsECURE. U aRE a jOy tO my LyfE, U stiLL ARE. i stiLL LURVE U, tRULy, mADLy, dEEpLy....

hMMMM....

2006-03-02T00:28:00.000+08:00

hOLA!! hOLA!!

befORE i gO tO bED i wUD Lyk tO upDAte mA bLOG. i aCTUALLy fOrgET wAt i aCtuALLy weNt thRU bUt i tRy tO reMEMbER....

firST Of aLL,
tO my dEAR aBG, thAnkS fOR UR e-cARD. sO sORRy...
tO my bELOVED siS & bRO, LOSt iNNOcENt & aRCTiCzELL, thAnkS fOr yA mESSagES.
tO my bELOVED bAByGURL & hULk, thANkS fOr yA shArED friENdStER tESti....

miSS yALL.... hMMMM....

wELL, wORk wAS aLriGHt bUt thiNGS stARtED chAnGED aS dAyS gOES by. pEEpS dO chANGE & dO juDGe iNdiviDUAL withOUt evEN tryiN tO nOE eACh OthER cApAbiLitiES, LotSA wORDS Left UnSAiD, cOnfUsiON, dECiSiON etC etC.... wiLL it bE dix wAy aLL d wAy..? jOyCE finALLy QUit, hER LASt dAy wOrkED wiF mE wAS sUNDAy. i'M stArtED tO miSS U, MUMMY MENTOR. sHARON gONE tOO QUIet tOO aLL Of sUDDEN. gOOD LUCk fiNdiN nEW jOB, jOyCE. nExt wiLL B sKy, hER LASt wORk wAS diX sUNDAy. d mORE hER wORk dAyS gONNA eNDS, d mORE sALES shE mAKE.... kEEp it Up, gERL. U mAKE viCTOR chANGE hiS impRESSiON Of U. hE mUX hAf diSAppOInTED iN wAt hE sAID abOUt U tO OthER. riGHt nOW evERy LittLe sECONDs, hE'LL prAiSED UR sALES... i'M sO enVy Of U, gERL..

i'M wORRiED, tOtALLy wOrriED.... huBBy wAS tOtALLy streSSED up. aLL Of suDDEN hE LOSt hiX jOB & hix saLARy gOt tO On hOLD jUx bECuX Of diX partiCULAR pERSONS whO mADE d wrONG mOVE, pERSONS whO cAN't wAit..... deAR, sO sORRy i caN't hELp U muCH.

wOOOOKEy, dAtS fOr nOW... my eyES ...
tAtA!!

i tOLD U sO bOSS

2006-02-26T07:25:00.000+08:00

sUNDAy, 26 feB 06, 07:26am

gOOD vERy tHE mORniNG......!!

tODAy wOKE uP tO dO a biT Of mA hOUSEhOLD chORES eSpECiALLy LAUnDRy cUx @ nytE i'LL b sLEEpiNG OvER @ mUM'S. tODAy gOnnA b d fiRSz dAy i'LL B OpEniNG EXXE shOP sO i'M Lyk vERy d nERvOUS. i'M jUx afRAiD i miGHt dO wrONG cUx nObODy wiLL guiDE mE d whOLE OpeniNG pROCEdUREs..

yEStERdAE i wAS eARLy. bEfORE stARtiNG wORk i wENt iN tO EXXE shOP. diS gERL, shiMA wAS dER(finALLy gOttA C fACE). shE wAS tOtALLy UnfRiENDLy mAybE b cUX i'M nEW. hAhAhAhA... i'M cOmpEtiNG wiF U gERL sO prAy hARD U dUN mAkE d wrONG mOVE. wHEn i'M aLREADy jOt dOWn mA arRivAL tiME i wENt tO SPORTS ELEMENts. aS UsUAL tOOk watER tO bOIL. i wAS wOrkiNG wiF jOYCE.

it wAS 12pM, viCtOR cAmE, sALES wAS $300. wE aSkED tO tRANSFER tO EXXE cUX viCTOR sAID dAt 2 gERLS iF wOrkiN tOgEthER dEfiNItELy eithER nO sALES OR LESS sALES. hE sAID agAIN whEN hE cAME bOtH OF thEM wERE eAtiNG bEE hOON ON d cOUNtER whEN dERz a crOWD Of CuStOMERs. wE wERE diSSAppOINTED eSpECIALLy mE cUx i'M tRYiN tO LEARn d stUFFS OvER d OthER siDE.

i wAS d ONe gO OvER tO EXXE. bEhiND cOUNTER dERS stOOL, piCk it Up, whEn iN stORErOOM, OH MY GOODNESS, d stUFFS & thEiRS wAS aLL OVER. i cLEAnED it UP. hMMM... OnCe dONE i wENt OUt, chECk thEiR sALES, "sALES fOR tODAy= _____". hUH, nOthiNG....!! diS nOt faiR, hahahahahaha... we'VE aLreADy pUShED oURsELf tO hAF An eARLy sALES dER bUt hERE nONE. nOt eVEn a siNGLE pERFUMEs pURchASED. thEn it wAS jOyCE cOmE OVER wiF d pANdAN cAKE.

by 2pm, stiLL nO sALES. jOyCE kiCkED d dOOr & mE bAnGED d pApERbAGS. pRAyiNG sALES cOME sOON.

fiNALLy sALES cAmE iN....

yEStERdAy...

2006-02-25T09:02:00.000+08:00

sAtUrDAy, 24 feB 06
09:04am

hOLA!!
gOOD mORNING, pEOPLe. befORE i gO tO wORk i thOt i'LL upDATE mA bLOG.

yESTERdAy, mE & hUBBy wOKE Up eARLy. bAtH, bAtH d kiDS, gOt reADy & weNt tO mUm'S by tAxi.

aNAkiN wAS cryiNG whEN steppED intO mUM's pLACE cUx hE knEW mE & huBBy gOIN tO wOrk. bUt wE jUx wALKED Off. i cAN't bEAR tO heAR hiM cRY fOR US, it mAkES mE wANNA cOMe bACk fOR hiM.

wE wENt hArbOuRfRONt hAWkER cEntRE tO eAt Our bREAkfASt sinCE it iS stiLL eARLy. hAD OuR siNGLe nOrmAL prAtA fLOOdED wiF CuRRy. aftER huBBy tAkEn hiS pUFF wE wEnt strAiGHt tO mA wOrkpLACE. wALK arOUND a bit siNCE itS stiLL eARLy bUT LaSTLy wE hAD nO chOIcE thEn mADE a dEciSION tO gO wOrk eARLy.

jOyCE saID i wAS freAKy eArLy, sO dOES viCTOr bUT i jUx smiLE. i reALISED dER a LOtSa nEW appArELS (jACkEts, 3/4 mEnS & wOmEN pAntS, t-shiRtS wAS a LimitED stOCk ONLY), bAGS (pUMA & LE-COQ) & wOmEN Le-cOQ shOES. hMMMMM.....

@ D Of d dAy OuR sALES qUITE Ok (@ LeASt it wAS nOt bELOW $100). wE diD nOrmAL cLOSiNG prOCEDURE & wENt hOME.

aLONG d wAy tO hArbOuRfRONt intERchANGE, i chECkED mA SMSeS. mUm m sMS whEthER i'M sLEEpiNG OvER. i repLIED bACk nOPe. i wAS wALKiN @ d pAthWAy tO mA bLOCk i reaLiSED mA hOuSE wAS stiLL dARk, huBBy wAS nOt hOMe. reAChED hOME, cALLED hiM, wENt Out aGAiN tO gO shOP & wENt hOmE agAiN tO cOOk mAGGi. aftER eAtiNG wE sLEEp.

OFF dAy, yEAH!!

2006-02-23T11:58:00.000+08:00

thuRSdAy, 23 fEB 2006 11:59am

tOdAy iS mA OFF dAY... YEAH!! nOw i'm dOIn LauNDRy whiLe chAttiN' wiF ABG (iS d mUSt!!) bUt i havEn't cOOk. hMMM.... Let'S tALK abOut hOw i'VE bEEn diX fEW dAyS @ wORk...

tuESdAy, 21 feb 2006
2Nd dAy Of wOrk

i wAS statiON @ SPORTS ELemENts (jUx OppOsitE EXXE).wOrkED wiF jOyCE. dER wAS sO LOtsA nEW thiNGs tO LeaRN. yOGA bALL, eASy yOgA, fOOtbALL (sOCCEr), bASkEtbALL, bADmintON,... etc etc
d siZES Of D tOPs & pANts cOmES wiF nuMbERS, d bikiNiS wiF aLphAbEt bUt a bit diffeRENt AS S=small, M=meDiUm & L=LarGE, it wAS P=smALL, M=meDiUM & G=LarGe, mEn'S tOP O=LARGE.... it wAS tOUGH... LeARNING d diFFerENt btWn piLatEs & yOGAs mAtt, 2 diFFerENt thiCknESS etC etC... Our 2nD Last cUstOmer wAS dRUNK, sLiGhtLy drUNk, cAme tO D shOp alWAyS buMp intO thiNGS, hE bOuGht teNNiS bALL. aftER hE paiD hiX itEms hE wALk Out, bUMp intO thiNGs...

i wAS tOld mY wOrk mAte wAS CRyiN sO jOyCE tELL me wat hAppENNed. nO wonder viCTOR thiNK dAt way cUx i diD thiNk dAt wAy tOO. SKY (dATs hER nAMe cOMes frOM riCH fAmiLy) cOme tO wORk wiF hER mALay stEADy bOyfriEND. hE wAS aLwAyS eitHER inSiDE d shOP Or stAND OutsyD tALkiN tO SKY. SKY nEGLECTS eVERy cUSTOMERs cUx sHE wAS tALkiN wiF hiM. Left SHArON attENDiN tO cUstOmERs. LUNCH tiME she tOOk 1hR brEAk eAt OUtsyD & itS pEAk hRS. bY riGHt, LUNCH 30 minS & diNNER 30 minS, pACkED fOOD eAt inSyD d stORErOOm @ nOn-pEAk hRS. reTURN LUNCH, shE cLAiMED hER StOMACH wAS bLOAtED. cALLED viCtOR tO infORM hiM shE wANNA gO hOME bUt viCTOr deCLInE. hE saiD gO rAFFLES cLINIC wiF OnE Of uS & pRODUCE MC. dAts wHEn sHE criED sayiNG whERE tO gET mOnEy to gEt mC. jOYCE & shARON Let hER gO hOME...

Our LASt cUStOmER wAS d One wE hAte mOSt. jOyCE wAS in thE tOILet. i seRvED hiM. d wAy hE fiDDLing d pERfuMeS wAS aS iF hE wAS rUSHIn. hiS miND wAS nOt dER. when jOyce cAme bACk, sHE seRVED hiM. wE wAitiNG tO cOUNt OUr cASH reGiStER. wE manAGED tO pERsUADE hiM tO bUy d pERfUmES except fOr hiS wrISt sUppORt cUx hiS LOOkiN fOr exActLy Lyk d OnE hE hAD. tHEn hE weNt inSyD tO pAy bUt stOppED fOR a whiLe cUx hE sAW a mEn'S pERfUMe, 30%... hE askED mE wAt wAS d pRICE aftER diSCOUNt. infrOnt Of hiM i cALcuLatED usiNG cALcULatOr(Of cOuRSE) & shOwED hiM. it wAS $31.50 hE exchAnGEd dAt perfUmE tO oNE Of d pErfUmeS hE chOSe jUx nOW... thEn hE brOwsE, hE cAmE tO d cAshiER cOuNtER... eAcH tymE hE dO thAt wE hAf d imprESSiON hE wAS gONNa pAy. sO wE aLternAtELy ASk,"iS dAt aLL?" whEn cOmES tO jOYCe hE anSWERED wiF A QUEStION," R U cLOSING sOOn?"
jOyCE: "nOpE, wE cLOSED @ 09:30pm." wiF a smiLE cUx itS 09:25pm...
cUSTOMER: "SO?" & dAt pUt US Off... iN OUr miND wAt'S wrONG wiF hiM aNywAyS...

finALLy, hE pAID. aftER dOiN trAnSACtiON hE LOOK @ d reCEipt & saID wANNA hAf rEFUND. wE askED y, hE repLIED i tOLD hiM d diSCOUntED perfUMe wAS $13.50 wE pUZZLED cUx jOYCe hEARD i sAID $31.50 thEy arGUED.. finALLy i intERvEnED," sORRy siR, if U thiNK i diD sAID wrONGLy. wE cAn ONLy refUND U iN CASh. wiLL it b OK?" hE juX smiLe tOOk d mOnEy & gO. jOyCE saiD i wAS nOt striCt tO cUstOmer. hmmm.....

btWn tOdAy huBBy tAkE d kiDS...

wEdneSdAy, 22 feB 06
hAPPY BIRTHDAy, wAWAN!!!!!! mE & hUBBY bOuGHt hiM a bOOK. huBBy OFF & hiS friENDz wAS thERe. i wAS @ wOrk whEN dEy arriVED. i wAS bACk @ EXXE wOrkiN wiF SKY. whILE wOrkIN tO hER, nO cOnVERsAtiON cUx shE wAS eithER rEADiN hER bOOk Or On d fONe wiF hER bOO. GeeeeZ... sALES wAS bAD. aROUND 3pm, SKY was tRANsfERED tO SPORTS ELEMENTS. b4 shE wAS trAnSfERED, shE sCOLDED bY vICTOR. aftER shE wAS trAnSfeRED, viCTOR infORmED mE nOt tO dO dAt. aLL thE wAy wE tALK aBOUt SKY. fiRSt thING y shE wAS trAnSfERED b cUx sALES wAS POOR & i dUN LOOK cOnfiDEnt wiF hER.

i gUESS viCtOR wAS riGHt cUx aftER shE LEft sALES wAS gOOD. hEhEhEhEhE....
huBBY, fAZLey & mA kiDS wAS hERE tO feTCH mE.. viCTOR, bEN, bEN's giRLfriEND & shARON wAS hAPPy mEEtiN mA kiDS. dEy wERE pLayiN rUNNiN.. hEhEhEhE... thEn wE weNt fOr diNNER & weNt hOMe....

thursday... 07:33pm
juX chECkED mA e-mAIL... rEAD d mESSagES iN zOrpiA & friENDStER. it mAke mE reALiZe sOmethING hERE. eVER wOnDER wHy & hAVE U evER fEEL bEiNG bLOCKED bY UR feLLOW fRIENDS.....? eVER wONDER whO aCTUALLy stARtED diX chAiNED mAIL & wHy? eVER WONDER wHy d pEOpLE dID nOt bLOCk d pEOpLE wHO hAVE bLOCk hiM/hER? aRE diS "FRIENDS" deSERVE tO Be cALLED "FRIENDS"?

d anSwERS tO diS QuEStiONS iS uP tO iNDiviDUALs tO thINK wAt dEy tHINk cUx Our hEArtS, hAIR aRE aLL d sAME bUt indiViduAL thinkiN aLwaYs diffERENt. wELL, tO mE i dUN eVEn cARE tO diS cRAP... sO wAt dEy'VE bLOCkED mE, i stiLL hAf frIENDS OUt dEr whO'S wiLLiN' tO shARE thEiR LyfEs, "chAINED mAILS" etC etC wiF mE.

sOME chAiNED mAILS tAUGHt mE sOMethIN', avOID mE Of dOIN sOMEthiN etC etC... rEmEMbER i WARN aBt d VIRUSES dAt aN UNkNOWN sENDER e-maiLED tO mE. wELL, sOME Of mY friENDS thOt it wAS A "chAINED mAIL"... thEy OpEnED it... sOmE evEN ADD it tO thEiR frIEND'S LISt. wANNA nOE wAt hAppENED?? it wAS aCtuALLy tRUE... i wAS smiLIN... sERVE U aLL rIGHt by nOt giViN it A thOt..

bACk tO "fAkE friENDs." if i'M tO bE bLOCkED eithER iN mESSAGEs, cOMMEntS, e-maiLS Or aNywhERE, i jUx cAN't bOthERED. wAteVA fOr tO fEEL a fLUSH Of evERy emOtiONS. jUx LEt it mE. i jUx thAnk tO GOD fOR LettIN' mE nOE dAt hE/sHE wAS nOt mEAnt tO b pERSOn cALLED "FRIEND". wAteVA dEy sAID insyD thEiR "ABOUT ME" sECTiOn wAS nOt tRUE eNUF. i hOPE mY friENDS pROVE mE wrONG... bUt i hAf tO agrEE wiF aLL 0f yOu whO sAy peopLE aRE gEttin fAke on hErE. WHy dO pEopLE whO aRE "FRIENDS" On pEOpLe fRiendSteR's List nEvEr wRitE bACk & wHy dO sOmE pEOpLE hAf a miLLiOn fRieNds??

tO bE a fRIEND & tO bE frIEND wiF sOMEONE iS diFFiCULt & hAS tO tAkE a GUTs tO pROVE OnE anOthER dAt hE/shE cAN rELi b a "TRUE FRIEND". eACh hAf tO tAkE d initiAtiVe tO mAkE friENDs, tO LeARnt mORE, tO shARE Ur hAppiNESS & sORROWS & evEn UR Ups & dOWNS, wiLLiN tO gO thRU thiCk & thIN, wiLLiN tO gO thRU aN "EXTRA MILE" fOr friEND... aM i wrONG tO sAy diS? cUx wAt i sAiD iS wAt i'M dOIN. sO FRIENDS dUN b annOyED by sOmEONE jUX b cUx u'VE bEEN pEStERED by thEiR mESSagES, e-maiLS, sMSEs etC etC... thEy R jUx tryiN tO bE a "FRIEND" whOM U cAn rELy ON whEN U reALLy nEED thEM. dUN evER fEEL diSappOInTED whEn u fEEL d ONES whOm U thiNK wAS reALLy uR "TRUE FRIEND" diD nOt eVEN cOntACt U, hE/shE tryiN tO tESt hOW weLL U cAN bE aS a "FRIEND". i dUN evEN nOE i hAF/ wiLL hAf diS "tRUE fRIENDs". i pRAy hARD... dAt i wiLL hAVE LOtSSSS Of "tRUE friEND"

fiRSz dAe Of wERk

2006-02-21T08:23:00.000+08:00

tUESdAy, 21 feb 06
08:24am
hOLA!!
wOkE uP eARLy fOLd d cLOthEz... tHEN dECiDED tO uPDAte mA bLOG b4 gOIn' tO wORk. i nOE mA bELOVED pEEpz wAitiN' fOr mE, tO nOE hOw'S my fiRSz dAE @ wORk.

yeSTERDAe, i stARtED wORk @ 11:30am stARtiN' As a pARt-tiMER tO pROVe mAseLf Of i cAN tAkE UP diX jOB. i wENt tO wORk frOm mA mUM'S pLACE cUx i sENt mA kiDz dEr On suNDAy nytE. wAWAn wAS aLreADy Out wHEN i chAnGED cLOthES, gEttiN' reADy fOr wORk. hE fOLLOws hiX mA siS & mA mUM tO gO fOr mA nephEW injECTiON. LeFt mA yOUnGEr brO & aNAkiN. wEnt i wAS pUttiN' On d shOE, anAkin wAS buSy wiF pS2 cOntrOLLer, eyES On d tV. i reAChED Out mA hAND tO hiM, hE "SALAm" Lyke uSUAL. nO cryiN'. i wAS GLAD.

tOOk bUS... eVERy mOrniNG bUS riDE aLWAyS 15 miNS fAStER. i reAChED wOrkpLACE eARLy. sO i rOuNDeD d whOLE HARBOURFRONT MARITIME b4 gOIn iN tO wORk. i wEnt d whOLE pLACE, knEW D whERE d tOILet wAS, whERE d mACDOnALd'S wAS exCEpt whEN i chAngED intO mA wORk unifORm i fORgOt tO fiND OUt whERe wAS D RUBBISH CHUTE wAS.

fiRSz thiNG i wAS tOLD tO dO wAS bOIL wAtER (hEhEhEhEhE). dAt wAS nOrmAL. tHEN d wORk schEDULe, LUNCH & diNNER hrS, attiRE, fABRIC, siZES (tOPs, pAntS, bikiNiS, shOES), exchANGE pOLICY, cASHIeRiN', spENt d mOz Of tyMe tryIN' Out d pERfUMES (d OnES ON sALE $4 & $10, jOyCe she'S crAzy aBOUt pERfUMEz , LuRVES tO eAt & hER miNimUM gOIN' tO d tOILEt wAS 8 tyMes) etC etC

mA fiRSt mAN wAS BEN & vICTOR (bOf wERe brOthERs), 2nD mAN wAS shARON (jOyCE cLOSED mATE), 3RD mAN wAS jOyCE, 4tH mAN wAS sOPhiA & SkY (bOf cAMe iN 2 dAyS aGO) & 5th wAS mE (hEhEHEhE, sORRy nOVEnA sQUARE stAffZ nOt cOUntED.).

dEN cAME dOiN' d stOCKS... aLOtz mENz aRRiVAL. i wAS tOLD tO gO thROW ruBBISH. i fOLLOWED jOyCE RUBBISH DIRECTION ROUTE. ONCE i wAS OUt frOm d LIft, i wAS LOST. in mY miND, "SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!" wELL, i'vE tO ASk arOUND, pAisey mAN...
dECiDED tO ASk diX mACdONALD suPERviSOR (i guESS sO cUx hE'S weARiNG bLUE UniFORM, hMMMMM) sO hE shOWED tO mE. sO i wENt tO d RUBBISH CORNER.

i wAS stOp by A ciSCO gUY (QuitE CutE, hehEhEhE), aSkiN' fOr mA nuMBER. i sAiD, " nAh, C mE whEN U gEt tO C mE cUx i'M mArriED wiF 2 kiDS waiTin fOr mE @ hOmE" hE smiLED, OKay. dEn diX mACdOnALD Guy, hE ASkEd whEthER i'Ve fOUND it. sO i saID," yAH, it'S sO biG & smELLy. thAnKs anywAy." giVE a smiLE & gO.

jOyCe wAS tALKiN' tO shARON whEn i cAme iN. i tOLD jOyCE whAt weNt wrONG. jOyCE wAS LAUGHIN' (dAt anOthER thiNG shE LURvez tO dO).

it wAS QUIet aftER LUNCH hrS. arOUND 6pm wAS QUIet tOO. sALES wAS nOt gOOD aLSO.
jOyCe & VICTOR fOrCED mE tO eAt. sHE bOuGHt bAnAnA fRittERs (sHE LUrvEz bAnAnA frittERS) whILE hE bOught fOR mE chEEz frIEz fROM nEW yORk piZZA. tHEy sEt mE A tAbLE fOR mE tO eAt, a chAiR fOr tO siT, OpEnED Up d fOOD, pOUR wAtER intO d gLASS. i atE @ arOUND 08:00 pm.. thEy Let Out OnLy weNt thEy sAw eAt bOth d fOOD thrEE QuARtER Of it.

by 09:30pm, jOyCe tAUGHt mE cLOSiNg. cOuNt mOnEy & cLEAniN Up. thEn wE wENt hOmE. i reCEiVED a SmS frOm mA siS teLLiN' mE tO gO bACk tO mUM'S cUX anAkiN wAS cryiN'. hE wAS QUIet, shE saiD bUt wiLL suDDenLy anAkiN'S nOSe tURNs rED & teArS cOmE OUt. bUt i tOLD hER i wOn't cOmE tiLL thURSDAy aS i wAS On bUSfARE bUdgEt. dUn evEn nOE whEthER i'LL gEt sALary diX eND Of d mONth.

whiLe reSTiN' @ hoME, my miND wAS On aNAkiN. yeAp, U guESS cORRECt, i wAS hAviN' seCOND thOUGHt bUt I LURVE MY JOB. huBBy saID my bODY fEEL hOt aLL Of sUDDEn bUt iGNORE hiM & weNt tO sLEEp.

LASt dAy...

2006-02-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

sUNDAy, 19 fEB 06
03:13pm

itx sUNshINEy dAy. i Let mA hOUSe aLL mESSEd Up... i'LL pLaN tO dO evERythIN tOmOrrOW aftER wORk. mORnING tiLL jUX nOw i'Ve bEEn spENDiN d LASt tiMe tOGETHER wiF d kiDz b4 wE sENt thEM tO mY mUM's.... i'LL miSS aLOt, deARiEz.
i'M cryiNG nOW, cAn't bEAR tO LeAVE my sONz. bUt i've tO.. bEttER fOr mE tO wORk tO eARn fOr thEIR fUtURE. bEttER fOr thEM tO LeARnt tO b indEpEnDEnt. MAMA LOVES bOtH Of U... i aLwAyS sAID dAt tO thEM. jEEEz, cAN't stOp cryiNG.

tOdAy, wiF thEM, tOgEtHER wE pACkED d thiNGS tO b trANsfERReD tO mUM'S tOniGHt. wAwAN wAS LOOKiNG fOrwARD sLEEpiNG OvER mY mUM'S aS mUM tOOk cARE whEN hE wAS a bABY tiLL LASt twO yeARS. anAkiN wAS cuRIOUS thOUGH. evERytiMe hE sAW mE cry hE'LL wipE aWAy mY teARs. BaBY, U nOE i'M gOnnA LeAVE U tO grANDmA. thAnkS fOr LettiN mAmA gO tO wOrk. dUN cRY whEN i'M gONE cUx it'LL mAkES mAmA's hEARt pAiN tO Let U gO. mAmA wiLL viSit U whEN mAmA's OFF dAy & whEnEVA mAmA miSS U. i'LL LeAvE OnE Of Ur smELLy piLLOw hERE & UR shiRt UnwAShED sO dAt mAmA cAn hOLD it, smELL it evERyDAy, evErynitE....

dEy R aSLeeP aitE nOW... kEEp kiSSiNg thEiR chEEkS. i hOpe i cAn hAnDLe dix, i wiLL, i'LL tRY...

>MISSING<

2006-02-19T12:39:00.000+08:00

~~>*MISSING*<~~

aS tHE dAy pASS by

eVEn whEn i'm eNgrOSSED wiF wAt i'm intO

i miSSeD tHEM aLOt...

i miSSED

tHE pEOpLe wHO bELiEvE iN mE

tHE pEOpLe whOM i aLwayS LOOk fOrwARD tO...

i wAS aLONe at hOMe

bEEn kEEpin mySELf bUSy

DOing chOrES dAt dOeSn't reALLy nEED tO bE dONE

jUx tO kEEp mY miND Off frOM thEM...

i miSS thEiR LaUGhtEr

i miSS thEiR cryiNG

i miSS thEiR aRGuiNG

i miSS thE mESS tHEy mADE

i miSS thEy bEGGeD mE fOr sOMe fOOd whEnEVA i OpeNED d frIDGe dOOr...

~~~ i miSS mY kiDS ~~~

i miSS d aRGuEmEnts wE hAD

i miSS d cOnvERsAtiONs wE USEd tO hAvE

i miSS d pLayfUL kiSSeS wE uSED tO pLAy

i miSS d aNNoyiNG fACE i gEt eVERy mOrNiNg

i miSS d sMELLy sOCks wHENeVa pUt Off D shOes...

~~~ i miSS my hUBBy ~~~

i miSS d diSCuSSiON wE maDE

i miSS d HOT stUffz wE tALk abOut

i miSS shArING piCtUrEs

i miSS tEASiNG eACh OtHER

i miSS pLAyiNG virtUAL pOOL...

~~~ i miSS mY biG brUDDeR ~~~

i miSS repLyiNG smSes

i miSS reADiNg thEiR bLOgS

i miSS diStUrBINg tHEm eVERy mOrniNg

i miSS pLayiNG virtUAL pOOL wiF OnE Of thEM

i miSS chAttiNG wiF thEM ONLiNe

~~~ i miSS my bELOvED siZtaS, brOthERz & deAReSt friENDS ~~~

i'M tOtALLy attACHED tO thEM

i guESS...

i miSSED aLL Of yOU...

i rEALLy dO.

i hOPe yOU fEEL tHE sAME wAy tOO...

waiting....

2006-02-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

fridaY, 17 february 2006

gOOD aftERnOON...
sOOO bOOOrED... i GUEx eVERybODy iz BUsy tODAy. ABG siCK, aBG riAj (i wONDER hix dAUghtER wAS dOIN) i jUX cHECkED mA e-maiLs. reCEiVED aNOthER VIRUS dOcumENt frOM aN UNknOWn perSON. itX seNDER wAS osborne.t@sbcglobal.nets . i seND hE/sHE an e-maiL tO reMIND hE/sHE nOt tO dO dAt tO anYBODy. hOpe he/sHE hEED it. jEEEx, dA kiDx ix sLEEpiNG bUT i cAn't sLeep. cAn't waiT tO gO tO wORk. mayBE i trY tO gO tO sLEEp. tAtA!!

07:39pm
wakE uP @ 06:30pm, wASh d diRtiE utEnsiLs, cLeanED up d LiviNg rOOm, cheCkED e-maiL & rEAD LOst iNNOcEnt & kAk tASyA bLOG. bOF Of US, mE & LOst iNNOceNt gOt VIRUS tAG by kAk tASyA. thAnkS kAK tAsyA fOR iNCLUdING mE iN dix tAGGy viRUS. LOst iNNOCENt, i'M gLAD U eNjOyED uRsELf dAt nytE.... wELL, itX tRUE dAt diX tAGGy viRUS cAN LEt OthERz nOE mORE abOUt OUrSELf. wOnDER wHO crEAtE diX tAGGy viRUS iN d fiRSt pLACE. siNCE i'Ve nOthiN tO dO nOW & d kiDx R pLayiN iNsyD i'M gONNa cOMpLeTe dix viRUS tAGGy. hErE it GOeS........

FOUR JOBS :
--->i'Ve bEEn tO mAny jOBs aCtUALLy<---

RECeptiOniSt Cum tELepHOnE OPeRatOR @ nEErA tELEcOMMuniCAtiOn (i wAS jUx finiSh my "n-LevEL") SALes aSSiStANt cUM CashiER @ tOyS'R'Us FORUM (wOrk wiF huBBy, dAt tyMe wE wErE dAtiNG.) CashiERiNG & cOOk buRGERs @ tOA pAyOH LOr 7 , mACdOnALd's CaRpARk cAShiER @ piDEmCO CEntRe

FOUR MOVIES

diL tO pAgAL hAi, sAvED tHe LASt dAnCE, yOu gOt seRvED, enOUGH

FOUR PLACES I'VE LIVED

bUkit mErAh (when i wAS bAby tiLL 2yrS), cLemeNti weSt st2 (3 yrs till 17 yrs), iN d tent @ eASt cOast pARk (rAn awAy frOM hOme), tOA pAyOh Lor 8 (reNtED hSe wiF huBBy)

FOUR FAVOURITE TV SHOWS

DIA (iNdOnEsiAn drAmA), AmEriCa's tOp mODEL, CSI, AmEriCAN idOL

FOUR PLACES I'VE BEEN ON VACATION

kuaLa LumpUR (it wAS sOCCer fEvER), sEntOsA, whEn huBBy's Off dAy wE gO tOys'R'us, anywhere iN sinGapORE

FOUR BLOGS I VISIT DAILY

miNE (aLwayS), Lost iNNOcent & arCtiZeLL, kAk tAsyA, mA friEnDS bLOGgie

FOUR OF MY FAVOURITE FOOD

sAMBAL gOrENG, ayAm mASAk mErAH, LemAk ciLi pADi, chiCKEN riCE

(a fan Of mum's cOOkiNG)

FOUR PLACES I'D LURVE TO GO SOMEDAY

piLgrim (hAji), syDnEy, LangkAwi, heAvEN (GOd wiLLing)

FOUR ALBUMS I CAN'T LIVE W/O

dA nOtOriOUS fAmiLy.. mA mUm, siBLiNgs & iN-LawS.. mA bELOvED siStAz & brUddErz, aBG pEtZ

(shUttErfLy, zOrpiA, frIEnDstER & LotsA mORe)

FOUR VEHICLES CURRENTLY OWNED/PLANNIN TO HAVE

LukE & dArtH vAdEr wiF thEiR chOPPer (bOught oN chinESe nEW yeAr),

dA spOrtz CAr (nOt a reAL huBBy bOuGht On mOthEr'S dAy), mA bikES cOLLeCtiONz, tRicyCLe (pLaNNiN tO bUy anAkiN fOr hiS biRthDAy)

FOUR PEEPz TO HELP ME PASS DIX VIRUS

mA swEEtEst fREN, iKi.. mA LoVELy siStA, pUtRi aniSz.. mA bAbyGURL, LayD eRAH.. to mA bELOvED pEEpz iN mA LinkiES dAt i'Ve nOt mEntiON (exCLuDiNG LOst iNNOCENt cOz u'Ve bEEn tAG pERsOnALLy by kAk tAsyA...

dOubLe hAppinESS

2006-02-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

thuRsDAy, 16 feb 06
04:47pm

b4 me cOmpOse dix mE chECkED mA e-mAiL, creAtE zeOfLickEr Of yEStERdAes piX, zorpia & friendstER. whiLe chattiNG wif ABG of cOUrSE. wAwAn aitE nOw sLEEpiNG whiLe anakIN thROwin hix tOyz arOuNd iN d LiviN rOOm.

yEStERDAe wAS mA dOubLe hAppiNESS. wOke uP eArLy, gOt reADy & seNt kiDS tO mUM's. DEn mE & huBBy weNt tO HARBOURFRONT MARITIME intention WAS gOin tO "giFT-A-NAME" shOP tO ask whEthER thEy kOL mE Or nOt bUt aCtuALLy dEy LOst d pApER, One Of d stAff cAreLESSnES LeAds tO mE nOt hAviN any fuRthER intERviEW & kept mE waitiN & wOndERiN. gOSh.....

dEn wE wAlkED furthERfrOnt, dER'S "sPOrtS eLEmEnt" nEEd sALES ASSiStAnt bUt i nOt yEt weNt fOr intERviEW sinCe dERs custOmEr arOuND. wE wAlKed One biG rOUND. infrOnt Of dAt shOp wE reALiSED itx d sAME shOP wiF nO custOMers, sAME siGn wAS pUt up.
huBBy wEnt strAiGHt iN ASkiN d gUy. hE gOt d iDEA it wAS mA huBBy dAt waNt fOr intERviEW cOZ hE saiD "wE nEED femALez". hehehehehe.... whEn sAId it wAS fOr mE (pointED tO mE) dEn hE WAS reLIEvED. whiLe i wAS fiLLin up d fORms, huBBy & pEtER (d shOP OwnER) tALkED abOut eVerythiNG, askIN eACh OthER stUFFs. intERviEW weNt WELL.

afTER dAt wE pRocEED tO hARBOUrfrOnt inTERchAnGE tO tAke buS 65 tO gO bACk hOme AS huBBy haNDfOne wAS Left bEhiND. hE reALISed dAt whEn wE bOArD d tAxi. whiLe searchin & wOnderiN whERE wAS Hezry, huBBy's nS fren, s'pOse hE wOrk @ 8am @ weStERN fOOD stALL. hE wAS sittiN rytE infrOnt. hE saiD hE wAS angry cOz his supERviSOR tOLd hiM wORk terminAtiON jux dAt dAy fuRthERmORe hE nEEDs mONEy siNCE hix nEW bikE iS OUt frOm biKe wOrkshOP. wE tALkED aBOut 30 miNs thEn wENt strAiGHt hOMe. On d wAy hOme tAkiN buS 65 pEtER cALLed askiN whEthER i'M frEE tO gO 2nD intERviEW tODay @ nOvEnA sQuAre. sO i sAID "yuP SUre, i'LL bE thERE"

@ hOME i chAnGED mA pAnts tO kNEE Length skiRT, weNt tO nOvEnA sQuARE by tAXi tO mEEt BEN. i WAS tO re-fiLL mA jOB appLICAtION fOr nOvENA OutLet refEREnCE & re-iNteRviEW. aGAiN huBBy & BEN tALkED d mOSt. hehehehe.... iF yALL wERE U cAn ONLy hEAR mE LAuGH. i wAS pRayiN inSyD, "pLeASe sAy i cAn stARt wOrk." dAts whERE hE saiD
"CongrAtuLAtiONs, U cAn stARt wOrk On mONDAy @ 11:30am @ hARbOurfrONt mAritimE"
i wAS smILING, hmmmm... sAID thANKs...

aftER dAt wE went tO tAke kids.... gOSh b ryte bACk... anakiN's iS bUGGiN mE...

09:30pm
jUX aWAke frOm sLEEp. guESS, mUx b tOO tiRED. TO aBG, sORRy i diDn't rEPLy Ur mSG. inTEND tO tUCk aNAkiN tO bED BUt iN tHE eND i fELL ASLEEp tOO. sO SORRy...Let'S cONtiNUE aBOUt my yEStERDAe OutiNg... aFTER wE hEARD wAt BEN sAiD, wE wErE sO reLiEVED. wE wALkED arOuND nOvEnA sQuARE & UnitED sQuARE b4 wE pROcEED tO cLemEnti tO tAkE D kiDS. wE mEt arCtiCzeLL & LOst iNNocEnt @ cLEmEnti'S mRt stAtiON, wEnt tO BURGER KING, mARINA SQUAre tO eAt OUr diNNER. tHEn WE wAlkED arOuND MariNA sQUarE b4 wE pROcEED tO rOOftOP eSpLAnADE. tO arCticzELL, aDEQ Ur trEAt fOr US fiNALLy cAmE. hEhEhEHE... nOW itx OUr tURN tO treAt U & LOst iNNOCENt. bUT wAit fOr my sALARy aitE....

OnCe wE rEAChED DER, fOUnD a pLACE, LaiD OUt d cAkE, LiGht d cAnDLES, siNG d biRTHdAy sONG... LOst iNNOcEnt wAS sUrpRiSE. aRCtiCzeLL mADE diX sUrpRIsE spECiALLy fOr hER. eVEn d cAkE hE chAnGED a bit hErE & thErE sO dAt hiX priNCeSS cAn hAf A sWEEt mEmOrABLe birthDAy ceLebrAtiOn eVER. tO LOSt iNNOcENt, aDEQ, hOPe U hAf gREAt nytE & hOPe U enjOyED it. hAppY bELatED birtHDAy!! aBOVE wAS d piX tAkEn yEStERdAe... mEAnt fOr U tO C.... bUT dUe tO sOme cONNECTiON pRObLEMs, U cAN cLiCk hErE fOr mOrE piX bUt it'll nOt b d sAME AS abOvE piCtUREs....

wE tOOk piCtuREs (sOmE Of d piX wAS @ abOVE) whiLe eAtiNG d cAkE... wALk bY D bEACH DEn wEnt hOmE by tAxi. aDEQ, thAnkS fOr hAiLINg d tAxi fOr US.. reAChED hOmE, d kiDS WErE aLreADy asLEEp. mE & huBBY watCHED "THE MAID" & tOOk piX tOO. hehehehe...
DEn wE wENt tO bED AS huBBy hAD tO wOrk 12:30pm tOdAy.

WHAT THING IS LOVE

2006-02-14T18:34:00.000+08:00

What thing is love? for sure love is a thing.

It is a prick, it is a sting,

It is a pretty, pretty thing;

It is a fire, it is a coal,

Whose flame creeps in at every hole;

And as my wit doth best devise,

Love's dwelling is in ladies' eyes,

From whence do glance love's piercing darts,

That make such holes into our hearts;

And all the world herein accord,

Love is a great and mighty lord;

And when he list to mount so high,

With Venus he in heaven doth lie,

And evermore hath been a god,

Since Mars and she played even and odd.

by GE0RGe pEELE

LOOkiN fOrwARD

2006-02-14T10:54:00.000+08:00

tUeSDAy, 14 fEB 06
10:58am

hOLA!! hOLA!!
tOdAy huBBy wOrk mOrniNG shiFt. tOmOrrOw hiS OFF dAe bUT hE hAS tO gO fOr mEEtiNG... diS mOrniNG me wOke uP eaRLy aS uSUAL, hAnG Out d cLOthES dAt i wAShED LASt nitE, bOiL watER, mADE fOr hiM breAkfASt & nOw chAttiNG wiF my dEAR aBG... kiDS aLreADy bAtH nOw pLayiN wiF tOy guNs pretEndiN tO b a sOLdiER....

yEStERDAe i wAtCHED "DIA". i miSSED d LASt epiSODE. sOOOO frUstrAtiNG cOs dAt fiFi iS aLwayS uP tO hER wAyS tO achiEvE wAt shE nEEDs sO dOeS dAt gUy ANDi. hOPe i dUn miSS d nExt epiSODE sinCE itx gONNa b, aLwAyS b intEReStiNG, aLwAyS fEEL frustrAtiNG tO watCH thEm wiF theiR eviL pLANS.

dEn i cOOkED diNNer whiLe chEckiN mA e-maiL. cAmE aCrOz diS unkNOWn seNDER "fuzy_landak@hotmail.com" i OpenED d e-maiL mSG, abOut tO dOWnLOAD d attAchmENt whEN i sAW sOmethiNG diffERENt. iN d pINK BOX it writES "CAUtiON: FiLes attACHED cOntAiNED VIRUS thAt cANNOt bE cLEAnED. hOPe U, mY bELOvED bLOG rEADERz bE AWARE & tAkE nOtE. pASS diS tO uR friEND tO avOID anY hASSLE...

wOOKey, gOttA gO. anaKIN iS buGGiNG mE...

itS nOt a bAD dAy aftERaLL...

2006-02-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

mOndAy, 13 feB 06
11:08am
gOOD mOrniNG!! huBBy weNt tO wOrk. hiS cOuGh nOt sO wOrSE Lyk dA prEviOuS dAez. mA kiDz wAS ruNNiNg arOuNd dA hOuSe pRetENdiNG ULTRAMAN wAS fLyiNG. dEy dUn wANNA bAtH yEt sO i Let tHEM bE. aBG wAS abiT bZ, hE jUx shOwEd mE hiS pEts. nOw suDDENLy hE wAS OffLinE witHOUt tELLiNg mE.. aBG riAj & sAnEEj wAS nOt OnLinE. mUX b bUSy tOO. aBG wAS oNLiNE aGAIN. nEtwOrk cOMMuNicAtiOn pRObLem i guESS. cOOL hUh d eMOtiCAnz... aBG intROduCeD it tO mE Laz sAtUrdAy & i dOwnLOaDeD it.. mANy2 niCE & CutE2 emOtiCaNs.. wELL, Let'S tALk abOut yEstERdAE...

sUNdAy, 12 fEB 06
LaZ niTE huBBy tOLD mE tOdAy wAz hiZ Off dAy, pAybACk hiZ Off dAe & he'S tAkiN Us tO CHINA SQUARE CENTRAL. itZ bEEn a LOnG tiMe wE bEEn dER. siNCE mOrniNg i'Ve bEEn cOntActiNg arCtiZELL viA sMS & cALL bUt hE diDn't rEPLy. guESS hE mUX b bZ.. wELL, thOt Of mEEtiNG arCtizeLL & LOST INNOCENt, tO giVE LOST iNNOcENt hER birtHDAy pREsENt. Lyk i'm gONNa kEEp it & giF it tO LOst iNNoCENt whEn dERz a chAnCE wE gEt tO mEEt. eVerybOdy dER wAS aSkiN whY wE'Ve bEEn LONg timE nOt gOiNg dER, hOw aRe wE dOiN & miSSED uS buYiNG theiR stUFFs.... wE bOuGht DVd's, huBBy's cOmiC bOOk, wAWAN birtHdAy prESEnt, anAkiN'S tOy & nOt tO meNtiON mA VALENTINE'S dAy pREsENt. hEhEhEhE.... , dARLING. . i cOuLdn't gEt U anYthING fOr diS yEAR VALENTINE's DAY. i DUN nEED diS aCtUALLy cOZ U'Re LOVE tOwARDS mE & dA kiDS iS mUCH mOrE impOrtANt bUT aGAiN thANk yOU. it iS sO sWEEt. wAt dID i gEt? a pAiR OF bEAdED eArRiNGs & bEAdED nECkLACe. hE knEW i Lyk bEADED stUff. hiS vALentiNe giFT frOm mE wAS bEADED bAnGLE, i mADE it A pAir fOr uS tO weAR. tHEn wAwAN & anAkiN entErED tO Our LyfEz i mADE siMiLAR Ones fOr tHEM. eVerytyM wE wENt Out wE wOre dAt bANGLe bUt On cERtAIn oCCasiON....

aFtER buyiNG, wE wALkED arOuND chiNA sQuAre cEntRE (iS dAt d nAmE Of d shOppiNg mALL.. hehehehe... ) tO fINd a pAiR Of nEW riNGS fOr bOf Of US. bUt mY fiNgEr wAS sOOOOOOO suPer smALL sO itX hARD tO fiND. d ONLy wAy wAS cUstOM mADE by tHEM. bUt it'LL b expEnsiVE.

dEN wE pROcEED tO hARbOurfrONt. U nOe, dER hAf a PIZZA shOp (fOrgEt d nAmE bUt itz nOt PIZZAHUT). hUBBY cAMe aCrOSS Of a sIGN "SALES ASSISTANT NEEDED" hE tELL mE tO tRY siNCE i'M tryING tO fiND a jOB. i wAS cUriOus sinCE hE dun Let mE tO wORk @ d fiRSt pLACe. i triED & cOinCiDENce d sUpErviSOR wAS iN. intERviEW wENt weLL, juX waitiNG fOr thEIR cALL. thEn wE weNt tO hArbOUrfrOnt hawkEr centRE siNCE anakIN waS sLEEpiNg... mEt huBBy'S fREN. hE wAS bOmbArD wiF LotSA quEStIONz. aLL Of it wAS abOut mE. hE wAS tOO stUNNED tO tALK. kiDS wAS shOwER wiF thEiR preSEntS, mE wiF fOODS & gOOdiES. wiF LotSA thiNgs tO cARRy wE weNt hOme by tAXi. LotSa tAXi bUt nO pASSeNgER.....

OnCe rEAchED hOmE, wE atE Our LunCH (d fOOd wAS bOught by hiS frEN) whiLe wAtChiNG dvD, dAt we bOught. sOOn we wErE tOO tiRED wE sLept tiLL 6pm. wE friED sOMe friES & burgERz fOr diNNEr whiLe wAtchiNg stArWArS cArtOON. itX wAS vEry fuNNy... it wAS mAdE wiF LEGO.

wE sLept eArLy siNCe gOttA gO wOrk tOmOrrOW...

hAPPY!! & wORRiED tOO...

2006-02-11T13:18:00.000+08:00

satUrdAy, 11 feb 06
01:22pm

itS sunshiNy dAy. huBBy weNt tO wOrk aLreAdy. kiDS nOw pLayiN wAtEr iN d tOiLet....
Let'S tALk aBOUt yEStErdAy....

huBBy Off dAy... wE aLL wOke uP Late.. nEvEr gOt a chAnCe tO chAt wiF abG bUT i'm gLAD aBG mSG mE.. i diDn't dO aNy hOusehOLd chOreS whEn huBBy's arOuND. diFFiCULt. i OnLy cOOkEd fOr d mEALs. wE eAt, wAtChED tV, sLEEp, pLayED x-bOx gAmE..

aNYwAy, mA bRO pASSeD hiS O-LevELs 16 pOintS. hE's gOiN tO reGiStEr pOLy. nOw mUm's wOndEriNG hOw tO eArn fOr mA bRO'S eDUcatiON.. hOpe dEr'S fiNanciaL heLp fOr hiM tO coNtinUe hiS stUdiES.

i wAS wOrriED abOut huBBy. hiS cOuGh eACh dAy bEcOme wOrse & wOrSE but hE stiLL dUn wAnt tO C dOctOr... haaaaaiz... hOpE itS juX thrOat iRRitAtiOn..

wE hAD naSi LemAk fOr diNNer. huBBy cyCLED tO teLOk bLangAh crEScEnt tO buy nASi LemAk & 2 pOtAtO cuRRy pUffS. whiLe eAtiNg, wE watChED pEstA pEStA pEStA. it wAS sO hiLAriOUs dAt mE & huBBy stOppED eAtiN. aftER pEstA pestA pestA, huBBy pLayED hiS x-bOx gAmE. @ One stAgE hE wAS frUstrAtED, hehehehehehehehehe... eAch tiMe hE triED, hE wAS defEAtED.. hE stOppED pLayiNG & wE watChED "FINAL DESTINAtION."

satUrdAy, 11 fEB 06
01:53pm
aBG wEnt bACk... chAngED d kiDS aS dEy wErE bOred pLayiNg watER. fOLD d cLOthES... wOnDER hOw aRctizELL, LOst iNNOceNt, shOrtbOi, Lady eRAH, kAk tAsyA, iKi, rOy, aniSz & yAtii iS dOiN... reAD thEiR bLOG, uPdAte bOF friEnDstER, mySpACE & zOrpiA... nOw gEttiNg rEAdy tO cOOk... gOttA gO.. tAkE cAre, pEEpS...
tAtA!!

patientLy waitinG

2006-02-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

01:29am
hOLA!!
yEaP, i'M stiLL nOt ASLeep bUt i'M gLad bOf mA sOns wErE asLEEp. i wAS waiTiNg fOr hUBBy & friEnDS cOme bAck frOm niGht riDiNg. dEy juX weNt Out. hUBBy hAvEn't hAD hiS diNNer. OncE hE chAnGed hE weNt strAiGht tO pLay hiS stArwARs x-bOx gAmE. rEALi diSappOinTED iN hiM sOmetiMES... i stArVe mAsELf tO eAt tOgethER wiF hiM bUt hE aLwayS nEVER eAt hiS diNNer. wAtS wrOnG wiF hiM nOwadAyS? i wAS LikE a sLaVE... wAshED hiS cLOthES, iRoN hiS cLotHES, mASSaGE hiM, cOOkED fOr hiM, LooK aftER hiS kiDS yEt i nEvA gEt anY appREciAtiON frOm hiM... hMMMM.... jEEEEEzzzz... u nOe wAt i'M vERy d huNgRY, gOnnA eAt tHEn whiLe waiTING fOr 'EM i jUX ListEn tO d wALkmAN.

Oh yEAh, mA bRO sMS mE yEStERDAe... hE wAS asKInG mE wAtS d definAtiOn betwEEN LOVE, cARE & cOnCERN... ertI cInTA & sAyANG....? i wAS quiEt a whiLe... it cERtAiNLy hAf diffErEnCe defiNAtiOn bUt iTS uP tO indiviDUAL tO dEfiNitE it... bAnyAk yG cAkAp sAyAnG dULU bARu bErciNtA... tAnpA ciNtA tiAdA sAyAnG, tiAdA sAyAnG tAnpA cintA.... i puRpOseLy aSkED mA bROthERS & siSTA tHEiR Own defiNAtIOn.... hULK bRO & LadEE eRAh gOt dA sAme defiNAtiON.... deAR bRO & LadEE eRAh, bOf Of U hAf D sAmE thiNKiN jUx dAt U gUyS Lack Of uNdErstAnDiN... i aLwAyS pRAy U gUYS alWayS stAy tOgEthER bUt i cAn't fOrCE iF yALL thiNK itS fOr dA bESt sO i LykE tO wiSh fOr dA bESt fOr dA bOf Of U....
Ur hAppiNeSS iS miNE tOO....

wOOkey, gOnnA eAt nOw... wAt dO u thiNK? watS Ur defiNAtiOn? wAtS LOVE mEanS tO U?
sOrrY fOr d wrONg spELLinGs... mY eNgLISh hAS gOnE ruSTY... wiSh yALL gOOd nyTE, swEEt drEAMS.... i'M gOnnA gEt mAseLf fAt.... hAhAhAhAhAhAhA........!!!
tAtA!!

02:25pm
hOLA!!
itS driZZLing OutsiDE. itS sO cOLd. anAkIN'S sLeepING whiLe wAwAn wAS watChiN tV. jUX eAtEN OUr LunCH. diS mOrniNG huBBy cAme hOMe arOuND 4am. aLL hiS frEnZ sLEEp0vEr @ mA hOuSE. huBBy & fAzLey hAd tO wOrk @ 12:30pm. aH-fAt & hiS wiFE & pEtER Left bEhiND. OnCe dEy hAd thEIR bAtH dEy wENt Out. afTER tHEy hAD thEiR mEAL @ hAwkEr cEntRe nEAR mA pLACE, dEy tOOk tHeiR biCyCLES & weNt hOme. yeApz, dEy riDE hOMe. bUt iTs gONNa rAiN... hOpe tHEy R fiNe... whiLe i wAS cLeanIn Up i reALiSeD mY pOUCh wAS miSSiNG. hmmm.... nEvA miND. i'LL aLwAyS gEt anOthER pOuCH. huBBy aLwayS Lyk dAt, Let hiS frENS Lent mY thiNGS witHOut mA pErmiSSiON. mOreOvER dAtS mA fAvOuritE pOuCh, mY One & ONLy... nOw iTS gOnE fOrevER. hOpe dEy giF it bACk tO mE..
dAtS mA prEciOUS....

aNAkiN'S awAkE. gOttA gO... aBG i'M hEAriNG Ur sONG,"mORE thAn wOrDS"...

yEStERdAy Or tOday

2006-02-08T15:23:00.000+08:00

03:24pm
hOLA!!

whiLe chAttiNg wiF abG, i rEAd mA e-mAiL, chEckEd mA myspace.com & friendster.com. updatE ,mA bLOg tOO...

huBBy Off yEstERdAe. we WEnt tO ntUC bOughT sOme grOceriES. reAchED hOme cLeArEd d grOceriES... my bAck bumpED intO d frIDge dOOr.. mA huBBy nEVA infOrmED mE d abUv dOOr wAS OpenED. wAS hE purpOrSELy Or aCCideNtLy... gEEz... nOw itS paiNfUL...

dEn i atE mA panAdOL coZ i wAS haviN fLu cUm feVER. gOt it frOM mA kiDS. wE spEnt Our dAy OutsiDE siNCE i can'T stanD huBBy shOutin anGriLy @ dA kiDs. pLayED wiF thEm On d pLaygrOunD whiLe huBBy stayED @ hOme. OncE dEy R tiRED, wE weNt hOme & sLeep.

by 10pm, we aLL wOke uP. i cOOkeD... we atE OUr diNNer, heavY dinnER sinCE we nEvA hAD Our breaKFaSt & LunCh...

deN d kiDS sLept whiLe we weRE concEntrAtiNG watChiNG "miAmi CSI"... OOpS anakiN is awAke gOttA gO...

tAtA!!

pASt feW dAES

2006-02-06T11:24:00.002+08:00

11:32am

hOLA!!
gOOd mOrniNG...
SO suNshiNy dAy tOdAy. mY kiDS jux tOOk theiR bAtH. siCk tOdAy, gOt d fLu frOm mA kidS. huBBy weNt tO wORk witHOUt wOrk siNCe he'S LatE. pLayED hiS nEW x-bOx gamE tiLL 3am. hE iGnOreD me whEn i wOke hiM up. i sEt aLarm fROM hiS hP & pUt it riGht bEsiDe hiM. bY 1O:30am, whEN d aLARM weNt Off, hE kNEW hE wAs aLreADy Late... hAf tO ruSH hErE... rUSh thErE... i jUx iGnOre hiM cOz he aLwayS dOes dAt.

On frIDAy,
once mA kiDS awAke frOm thEir nAp, batH 'eM & wE gOt reAdy tO gO tO muM's, reachEd mUm's pLace arOUnd 5pm. wE taLkeD & hAD Our Lunch. mUM mADe mEE sOtO whiLe mA bRO maDe tUna piZZA. yuMMY!! wE weRE huNGRy siNCe wE diDn't gEt a chAnCe tO hAF Our LUncH.... hMMM... wOndeR hOw waS aBG... hE muX b hAviN a greAt tiMe wiF akAK.
huBBy cAn't sLeepOver @ mUm's cOz hE hAd tO wOrk @ 10am d nExt dAy. wE sLept eaRLy.

On satUrdAy,
wOke Up eaRLy, batH d kidS, wAShED cLothes, haNg it OutsiDE, take cAre Of mY nePhew & mA kiDS whiLe mUM wAS cOOkiNg. wE wEre wAtchiN tV, maLAy drAma @ TV1. wAwAN & nAdEEm wAS aSLeep whiLe anAkiN wAS stiLL playiN his LEGO tOys. itS a sAD stOry. d LEADiN tEEnaGe aCtreSS LOOks Lyk mA siS, LOst iNNOcent.
aftER d drAmA wAS finiSh i weNt OnLine tO reAD aLL mA beLOvED bLOgS tO c hOw dEy dOin. Lost iNNoceNt & aRCtiCzeLL, by d LOOks Of it dEy R dOin grEAt. dEQ, niCe piCz U haF dER... aS fOr mA chUBBy cOupLe, dey bROKe Off agAin... i feeL sAD. aNIsz shE's fiNe.. shE diD sMs me. aftER reADiN theiR bLOgs i weNt OffLine cOz i'm gettin fed-up Of d pOOr cONNectivity. mUm dEciDEd nOt tO gO tO hEr biZ triP siNce shE duN evEn nOe whERe d pLace wAS. aftERaLL shE caN gO fOr tOmOrrOw trip. sIS wEnt tO hER chiNeSE nEW yEAR gAthEriN @ hER eX yiSS teAchER @ cLemEnti. mA brO weNT Out tO hiS sOCCer trAiNiN. aFtEr wOrk, huBBy weNt tO mUm's riDing hiS biCyCLe. wE sLept aftER watChiNg "eiGht LeggED freAK". it wAS 3am........

ON suNDAY,
wOke uP as USUaL. wOke huBBy up, pREpaRE hiS hOt chOcoLate & fEW sLicEs Of spREAD pEAnut buttER bREAD. anAkiN wAS hOLdiNg tiGHt tO hiM weNt hE wAS abOut tO gO tO wOrk. hE waitED fOr awhiLE. OncE nAdEEm wAS awAkE, aNAkiN wAS aLL OvEr hiM. huBBy caN gO tO wOrk. siNCe hiS Late he tOOk tAxi. hE sMseD mE hE wAS eARLY. hahahahahahaha.... mA siS, deYANNA bOuGht Our breAkfASt. mUm wAS gEttiNG reADy tO gO tO Her biZ trip. Once mUM wAS Out sO dOes mA bRO, hE weNt tO gO riDIN On huBBy biCyCle... huBBy giVe it tO hiM... LuCkiLy hE camE riGHt b4 mum's cAme hOme cOz hE wAS tOLD nOt tO gO Out.
i wAS gettiN reAdy mA thiNgs OrganiseD whEn mUm reAchED hOme. Once huBBy reAchED @ mUm's hE dOwnLOad sOnGs tO siS hP. fiNiShed hE atE hiS dinnER & wE weNt hOme. iT wAS driZZLinG... sO cOLd. reAchED hOme, wE chanGED, kEEp d grOceriES (dAt we'Ve bOught froM cLeMENti wESt shENG shiOng)... i wAS tOO sLeepY tO aCCompaNY huBBy pLayiN hiS x-bOx gAme.....

6:00pm
aftER aBG siGneD Out, i tOOk mA bAth. dEN reAD mA siS, LAdY erAH upDAtED bLOg. tO U, dEQ, itS OK. aS LONG As u stAyED hAPPy kAk LyNN wiLL B hAppY tOO. dO tAkE cARE...

miGht bE buSY

2006-02-03T15:20:00.000+08:00

03:21pm
hOLA!!

hMMMM... sUnshiNY dAy... i'M cLEAniN mA wAShiN mAChiNE whiLe cOMpOsiN. b4 i stEp Out Of diS hOuSE i guESS it'LL b a gOOd idEA tO upDAtE aLL mA siDE.

Let'S tALk abOUt yEStErdAe:

huBBY wOrkED hALf dAe As hiS fOOt hAS bLiSterS bUT hE nEvA weNt tO C dOctOr. wE hAd a diScuSSiON. a diSCuSSiOn dAt rEALLy chAnGED mA mOOd aLL Of suDDEN fuRThERmOre i wAS On pERiOD. wE tEnD tO gEt mOODy dURiN thOSE tymES.

D diSCuSSiOn wAS; i'vE tO extEND a mtH tO LOOK fOr jOB. i wAS diSappOintED cOZ i wAS LOOkiN fOrwARD fOr it. weLL, wAt tO dO... eACH tyME hE aLwayS hAf hiS finAL sAy. aS i wAS tOO diSappOIntED, i LiE dOWn, cLOSE my eyES. nO mOOd tO watCH tV, nO mOOd fOr aNytHIn. mY huBBy thOt i wAS juZ bOrED. itS nO uSE Of teLLiN' hiM hOw i fEEL cOZ tELLiN Or nOt it'LL stAy d sAmE, nO chANgES. sO hE dEciDeD wE weNt. i thOt it wAS a gOOd iDEA. hOPefULLy it cAn eAse aWAy my diSAppOIntmENt. CoinciDENcE, mA chuBBy siS & huLk brO wAS gOin Out. dUNNo whErE tO gO wE deCidED tO gO fOrUM tOyS'R'US.

I wAS sO hAPPy dEy weRE bACk tOgEthER. wE brOwSe tOyS aftER tOyS. piCkED a fEW thOUGH buT iN D eND pUt bACk siNCE wE aRe gOin tO pLAzA singApURA tO mEEt cuZZy-iN-LAw jULIanA & hER bOO, nAS. whiLE fOr thEM, wE wEnT tO cArrEfOur. wE cAme aCROSS chOcOLatE fOUntAiN. mArShmELLOW wAS serVED On d tAbLe bESiDE d chOc fOuntAIN. yuMMy!! bUt d thiNg iS d sALespERSon wAS nOt arOUND dEr. cAn WE tAke it? i diDn't tAke a biTE bUT mA siS, bRO & wAwAN diD (i thiNK).huBBy bouGHt 2 bAgs fOr mA kiDS & tOyS tOO whiLLe bOught himSELf vCD-Rs. whiLE wE weRE appROachiNG tO d cOUntEr tO pAy d itEM i SAW bEAnbAg cArebEARs. i thOt Of buyiN fOR mA siS bELAtEd b'dAE bUt i'm AfraiD shE wOn'T LykE it bUt wE stiLL pAy fOr it.

wE r heAdin tO mAcdOnaLd's aS jULiAnA cALLED & saID shE wAS aLreAdy dER. whiLe eAtin Our diNNer we tALkEd abOUt stuFFs. tO siS: sO sOrry if ABG reACT Lyk dAt tOwarDs ur frEN. dAts hiS attitUde. my myStery brO, afiE wAS nOw attAChED tO mA huLk brO. hehehehehe... hE wAS aLwayS sMsiN hiM LaSt nitE & dAt shOweD me, hE iS finE. mA LOng Lost brO, reZZO wAS intO reGGae sONgs. dAts wAt mA siS saiD. sO dOes nAS. i diD hAf a chAnce tO asK mA siS abOUt d cAREbEAR. GreAt sHe Lyk carebEARs bUt i diDn't pASS hER dAt cArebeAR.

wE wEnt tO cOMIc shOP (in pLaza sinGapura) tO buy my hubby x-bOx gamE aftER juLiAnA & hER bOO Left. dEn i tOLd mA huBBy tO pASS d cAREbeAR tO mA siS. gLAd shE Lyk it. wE hOme @ abOUt 09:30pm. mA siS & bRO tOOk buS. aftER waitiN fOr 15 minS fOr a tAxi, huBBy deCidED wE tOOk bus hOMe.

reAched hOMe, AnAkiN wAS aLreADy asLeep. i chAngEd thEm, OrgAniSe d things tO gO tO mum's oN friDay, dAts tOday. huBBy wAS pLayin his new gaMe. i weNt tO sLeep...

wOOkey mY wAshing iS aLreAdy bEEpin. gOtta gO. b4 i fOrgOt.

tO ABG: i'm sOrry yeStERday, i neVa infOrm b4 i signED Out. i hOPe u hAf a nIce dAy tOday. N enjOy uRseLf wiF akAk. i'LL b OffLine tOmoRROw. dO takE care. miSS ya, aBG.

tAtA!!

jEEeeeZZZ....

2006-02-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

10:58am
hOLA!!
hMMMM.... mY sON wAS siCk gOt a fLU. yESrtERdAE hE hAf diAErhOeA. wANNA nOe wAt hE diD... hE seCrEtLy atE crEmE buTTEr. Left sO LittLe, frOM a bLOCk a buttER hE Left ONLy 3/4 Of it.. CauGht hiM rED-hAndEdLy.. hE wAS eAtiNG Last spOOnfUL Of buttER. jEEEEz... aftER dAt hE stArtEd tO hAf stOmAChe. iN & Out Of d tOILet. hE tOOk Out a mEdiciNE (miNyAk tELOn), i rUb hiS stOmACh wiF it. hE fEEL @ eASe. giF hiM kiDs panAdOL. hE sLepT bUt nOt sO sOuNdLy. i aLwayS fOrgOt tO rUB vApO viCkS On hiS chESt. jEEEZ...

wHILe i wAS bZ attEndiNG wAwAn, anAkiN wAS bZ pOUriNG d mEdicINE dAt i rUB ON wAwAn'S stOmACh, aLL OvEr hiS bOdy... itS aLL OvER d fLOOR & ON hiS hAIR. jEEEEEz....
wipE iT, bAtH hiM & tuCkED hiM tO bED. whEN dEy R asLEEp i cAn mOppED d hOuSE, cLEAnED uP thEIR tOYs, cOOKED abit b4 huBBY arrivED hOMe.

tOdAy mOrniNG, AS uSUAL wOKe up eARLy, diD sOMe hOuSEhOLD chOreS....
jUX bAth my kiDS, pUT ON 'EM thEiR cLOthES & switChED On dA tV.. duNNO y tOdAy wAS sOOOO diFFiCULt tO pERsuADE 'Em tO gO & hAf thEIR bAtH... frOM juX i saiD abit dEy stArtED cryiNG, nO nODDiNg, nO LAuGHiN.... wAt hAppENED, jEEEEEEz..... i dUNNO. nOw, abit @ eASe cOz dEy R sittiNg QueitLy watChiN tV. i cAn chAt wiF aBG nOW. gOttA gO...

gLAD

2006-02-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

06:52pm
fiNiShEd uPdAtiNG piCs @ mA zOrpiA & friEndster, seND grEEtiNg tO mA freNz @ myspACe.cOm & nOw juX finiShEd tAgGiNG aDEk aNISz & adEk ryO tO mA LiSt....

aS uSuAL, aftER dOiNg my hOuSehOLD chOreS i chAt wiF aBG whiLe pLayiN pOOL wiF aBG. aBG weNt hOme a biT Late tOday. aftER hE went hOme i chAt wiF BON (myspAcE) & ryO(zorpia) @ mSn. hi gUyS, gLaD tO chAt wiF yALL. niCe chAttiN wiF yaLL & Of cOS i'LL b LookiN 4WArD tO chAt wiF yALL agAIN..

mOndAy, it wAS Ok. tOO engrOssEd wiF mA kiDS dAt i'Ve 4GOT tO watCH "DIA" LuCky ABG wAS dEr tO fiLL mE iN. i thOt it wAS sUNdAy. yEStErdAy i wAS abiT bOrEd. aLL d wAy i uPDAte aLL mA sitES....

wOOkey, gOttA gO.... d kiDS iS buGGiN mE. tatA!!

tOday...

2006-01-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

mONdAY, 30 jAn 06
04:18pm

hOLA!!
"HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!"

bUT mA deAR huBBy hAD tO wORk siNCE hiS OFF dAY wAS aLreADy brOUght fOrwARD. aftER hE weNT tO wORk, fOLD mA cLEAn cLOthES, cOOk riCE, cOOk sOME crACkERs fOR dA kiDS tO eAT, mADE tEA fOr d kiDS, bATH 'Em, weAR 'Em cLOthES.

OnCE dEy eAT, dEy wERe sOOn sLEEpy siNCE itS thEiR nAP tiMe. nOw tHEy R sLeepiNG. i'vE crEAtE nEW friEndstER prOfiLE.... tO thOse i'vE inVitED, dO aCCept mE aitE... vERy D thAnk yOU. bEtwEEn b4 i fOrgOt, tO mA aDORAbLe cOUpLE, "HAPPY BELATED 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!" mAy bOtH stAy hAppY tOgEThER fOrEvER. iNsyA-ALLAH.

i chECkEd mA e-mAIL. sEND pCHAT biRThDAY e-cARD. "hAPPy ADvANCE biRthDAY!!" wHErE hAvE U bEEN? miSS Ur e-mAILS.... hiS birtHDAy wAS tOmOrrOW. tHEn i upDAtE mA bLOGGiE. jUX rEnEW mA sONG, cURREnTLy mA fAvOuriTE sONG. ABG diS iS d sONG i'M tALkiNG abOUT.

wOOkEy, gOttA gO dO mA LAuNdRY b4 d kiDS wAkE uP.

yEStERdAy...

2006-01-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

sUndAy, 29 jaN 06
12:10pm

hOLA!!
"HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!" tO dA chiNESE rEAdEr & tO evERybODy... (",)
tOdAy, aS uSUAL wAkE up dO sOME cLeAniN uP @ dA kitCHEN, wAkE hUBBy uP, mADE brEAkfASt, cLEAnED uP dA LiviN rOOm,biD & kiSS hiM gOOdbyE tO huBBy (aftER hE bAtH, chAngEd tO hiS wORk UnifORm). aFtER hE Left, i wAS sUrpRisE tO rECEiVe sMs frOm ABG. hiS jUX aSkiNG hOw i'M dOIN. gEE, ABG, U ARE sO swEEt... bATh mY kiDS, wOre tHEm cLOthES & nOW dEy wAtChiNG tV..... i'Ve uPdAtE mA mySpACe.cOm, zOrpiA.cOm, rEAd mA e-mAIL & bLOGGie.... tO mA dEAr siS[Ain]--> kAk LyNn nOt sAd, swEEtiE. jUx crEAtiNG pUiSi. wAz it gOOD? thAnkS fOr bEIN sAD fOr mE bUt pLuRSE dUN bE aitE. U LOOk bAD whEn U aRE sAD. hehehehehe... iF i wErE tO bE sAD, it iS juX fOr A whiLE. dEN i'LL b aLritE.. i nOE aDEk & aLL mA bELOvED pEEpS stiLL LUrVe & cARE fOr mE. sO wAteVA fOr kAk LyNn drAG mA sADneSS. tAkE cARE, swEEtiE & seND mA regARDz tO Ur bOO, aZRY.. LOOking tO pLay viRTuAL pOOL wiF hiM. mA bEStESt fREn sMS mE, aSkiN whEthEr i'M AnGRy wif hiM... & hE sAiD hE stiLL LUrVe mE siNCE wE r bEStfrEn... gEE gLAd tO hEAr dAt & fREn i'm OK cOs LOvE wAs apArt Of OUR LifE. dO enjOy Ur reLatiOnshiP, spREAD d LOVE. i'LL pRAy fOr uR hAppinESS, bOY... LetS tALk abOut yEStERdAe.

sAtUrdAy, 28 jaN 06
wOke uP @ 3am, prEpAre bREakfASt & paCkEd LunCh fOr huBBy, cLEAnED dA kitChEn, wAShED dishES & LAuNdRy, bAtH, pRAY(wEN iS tiMe tO), wAkE huBBy Up, pAckEd hiS UnifOrm, jEaNS, a pAiR Of sOck & sHOe hiS pAcKeD LunCh. gEt rEAdY hiS cLOthEs tO weAR LatER & switCH On d rAdiO.

aftER hE hAd hiS brEAkfASt, On tiMe hiS frEN cALL tO mEEt hiM @ citY hALL. tHeN Off hE wENt tO wOrK. y eARLy tOdAy? tOdAy sOmethiNG diffEReNt, hE cyCLeD tO wOrk. sinCE i cANNOt sLEEp, i hEAr rADiO, stAtiOn rAdiO riA. upDate mA bLOGGiE & rEAd e-mAIL. cOOk riCE & cURRy fOr LUnCh LAtER....

cHAt wiF ABG. nO mOOd tO wOrk (evERybOdy wAS iN chiNESE nEW yEAr mOOd), wE pLayEd a fEW rOunDs Of virtUAL pOOL... thANKS ABG fOr LettiN mE wIN. D bALLs wERE eASy. hEhEhEhEhEhEhEhEhEhE.... *wiNK* whiLe pLayiNg i bAtH mA kiDS, giF'Em thEiR breAkfASt, cLEAn dA LIviN rOOm.... etC etC fINALLy, ABG kOL mE. pEEpS, hE hAf a cUtE vOICe.. hEhEhEhEhE... nOw i'm wOndERin nOw, y eVEntUALLy ABG kOL mE. hMMMMM....

wHEn ABG LOGGED OUt, i giF mA kiDS & mAseLf LUnCh. pLAyED fOr A whiLe & tOOk a nAp. wOke uP @ 7pm cOZ i reALizEd dAt mA hP iS rINGiNG. it wAS huBBy inFOrmiNG tO dOuBLe cLEAn dA LiviN rOOm cOZ hiS cOLLeAguEs R cOmiN OvER. sO i tOgEdER wiF dA kiDS cLeAnEd uP dA shELf, wipE d gLASS tAbLE & cLeAn dA tABLE.

An hOUr 30 miNs LatER, dEy arriVED. wAShEd thEiR fEEt & tOOk a rESt OutSiDE, watChiN "GOdziLLA" On dA tV. whiLe watCHIN, huBBY & I prEpARED thEiR diNNER. aFTER diNNER dEY pLayED x-bOX gAmES. wE nEvA tALk AbOut dA biCyCLeS cOZ A-pHAT & fAZLI dUnnO abOUt it. ABOut OuR kiTTEn, GOLdiE, huBBy infOrmED pEtEr dAt mA nEiGHBOUr tOOk cARE Of it. jEEEz, deAR y nEVa tELL hiM dA tRUTh. AftERaLL, hE bOught sOme GOLDiE's fOOd. gOSh, diZ iZ AKwARD.

A-pHAt: a gUY wiF a bEARD, fAZLI: a pEtiTE gUY, pEtER: Ok a gUy wiF spECs & pEtER'S gERL: LOOks yOUnG. OnLy tALKS wiF pEtER. tHey LikE tO tEASE eACh OthER, vERy fUNNy, tALkAtiVE, pLAyfUL. sUrpRiSED, OnE Of'Em hAvE a wiFE bUT 3 gERLs. hMMM....
wOnDER aBt dAt... hOw & y hE diD dAt? wAS it fAir tO D OthER pArtnER?

bY 9:30pm, dEy aLL wEnT hOme siNCE thEy hAf tO wOrk @ 10am tOdAy. fINALLy, mE & huBBY hAD Our diNNER wiF dA kiDS whiLe wAtChiNG "RUSH HOUR". afTER i cLEAnED uP @ dA kitCHEn, wE tUCkED dA kiDS tO bED. giF huBBY A mASSAGE. wHEN i rEALIsE huBBy wAS asLEEp, i kiSSEd hiM gOOD nitE & weNT tO bED.

sUNdAy, 29 jAN 06
wOOkEy dAtS fOr nOw. gOttA bAtH..... tAkE cARE, pEEpS...

kEpAStiAN

2006-01-28T07:18:00.000+08:00

SuAsAnA heNiNG di sUbUH hARI
Sayu dAn sePi
Di siNi akU seOrAnG diRi
SeLaLU mENyEndiRi.......

SaMbiL mEndEngAR rAdiO riA
akU mELIhAt
Di sEkeLiLinGkU...

tIDak kU pErcAyA,
tiDAk kU mEnduGa,
Akan diRikU ketAhAp iNi.

kERnA
Hati kU mASiH teRLukA...
MuNgkiNkAh iA teRubatI...

MengApA kU mASiH dI siNi...
HarUskAh kU di siNi...
UntUk aPa kU di siNi...

SenyUmAnkU tidAk pErnAh di bALAs...
kAsih sAyAnGkU tiDak di SenANgi...
RiNDukU tiDAk pErnAh di SemAti....
CintAkU sELaLu di RaGui...
kEsetiAAnkU seLaLu di CurAgAi...
PengOrbAnAnkU tiDak pERnAh di hArgAi...
uNtUk aPa LaGI kU mAsiH di sINI.....

SaMpAi biLa...
mUngkiNkAh aKU dApAt mEncAri kEpAStiAn...

OOOOOoooooooH

2006-01-27T16:15:00.000+08:00

fRidAy, 26 jaN'06
04:21pm

hOLA!!
riGHt nOw i'm pLayiNg pOOL wiF aBG. tAughT hiM yestERdAy & guESS wAt hE'S gOOD. hE wOn eACh gAmE.... hAAAAAiZ.... Let'S tALk abOut yEStErdAe. bEsiDES dOinG hOusehOLd whiLe chAttiNg & pLayiNg pOOL wiF aBG sOmethiNG nEW hAD entER inTO OUr LiFE.... NOt a nEW kittY.... itS a aLuminiUM biCyCLe.... hE cyCLe frOM hiS wOrkpLACE tO OUr frOnt dOOr, dUrAtiON tiMe 1 hR 30 minS. hE gOt hOme, chAngEd & i fEEL hiS LegS cOz hE wAS treMbLInG. hiS LeG wAS shAkiNG. hE tOLd mE hE diDn't gOt a chAnCE tO eAt LunCh & diNNer. pLUS aftER sO LONG hE diDn'T cyCLe, yeStErdAy hE cyCLeD... i wAS LauGhiNg.

pREpAre diNNer, wE eAt & sLEEp.

i'M sOO gLad tO nOE dAt mA siS & bRO R bACk tOgetHER... bESt Of LuCk mY deAriES... jUx updAte mA shArEd friEndstER.cOm. i wAS eAgER tO chECk mA bEStfRIENd pROfiLe. wHO nOes, pErhApS sOmetHInG nEW hAppEn. wELL my gUeSS iS ritE. hE gOt a gERL, vERy swEEt gERL. fOr hOw LoNg i dUNNO. guESS juX reCEntLy. aLthOUGh i'm haPPy bUt i dO fEEL a biT sAD. nOw thEn i reALiseD, tO hAvE a frIEND dAt wiLLinG tO shArE thEiR sORROws & haPPinESS iS hARD tO fiND. wELL, i pRAy my bEStESt frEN stAy haPPy & smiLiNG.... hAPPy fOr U, frEN... jUX LiNk uP kAk tASyA & mA siS[LaDy ERAh]. wOOOkEy gOttA gO. my kiDS R buGGiNG mE... tAkE cARE yALL...
tAtA!!

aPeR yG kUrAsAkAn

2006-01-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

bEnAr ciNTA iTU bUTA
KeRnA AKu mASiH mEnCintAimU
rINdUmU seNyuMMu
KeMANa LarI seMbuNyi

KitA seMeMAng seJIwA
dULU kiTa suNGGUh bAhAgiA
kAsiHmU sAyAnGmU
SeAkAn kiNI bEruBAh

dALAm rEsAH
iNgIN LupAkAnMU
TerASA inGIN mEMbEnci
diRiMU seLAmAnyA
KERnA kAU bUAt aKU tERLukA

tApI hAti bERkAtA
tiAdA yANG tERbAik dARimU, kEkASiH
YaNG mEnyAyANgikU
siAnG dAn mALAm MU

sAAt-sAAt kU mEmERLUkAnMU
bAgAimAnAkAN kU bERpALinG dArimU

kEmbALiLAh
sERikAnLah
sEHInggA akhIR hAyAt

pAst twO dAyS

2006-01-25T12:55:00.000+08:00

wEdnEsdAy,25 jan 06
12:55pm

hOLA!
hOw aRE yALL?
jUx fiNIsHeD hAngiN mA LaUNdRY. dERs diS mAn @ d biG trEE infrONt Of mA windOW fLirtiN wiF me... GOSH! pLEASe dO uR jOb mAN. cONcEntrAte Or U miGHt fALL...!! ABG ritE nOW weNt tO hiS LUNCH. sOOO whiLE waiTING, i cOMpOseD diS. itS bOOriNg fOr tHe pAst fEW dAyS. hUBBy wAS OFF fOr tWO dAyS. An OFF dAy wAS brOUgHt fOrwArd siNCe CHINESE NEW YEAR wAs arOUnd d cORnER.

mOndAy, 23 jAN 06
chAt a whILE wiF abG. dO my LAUndrY, cLEAn d hOUSE & cOOk. huBBy sLEpt tiLL aftERnOOn. whEn hE wAs awAKE, hE wAS uSing d LaptOP. dAts y i wAS OffLinE aftER dAT. niTE tiMe wE watCH "DIA" & "VICtOriA ................" hehehehehehe.. fOrgOt d nAme. iT wAS LINgerIE fAshiOn shOw. LUUUUUUUUrVe d sHOW. dEn wE sLEEp eArLy.

tUESdAy, 24 jaN 06
wOke uP eArLy. bOf Of uS cOOk pAnCAkeS fOr breAkfASt tOgEdEr. i'm nOt ONLINe bUt i reGrEt it cOS huBBy sLEpt aLL d wAy aGAIn. iN d eNd wE sLept tOO. @ nitE, huBBy bOUghT dinnER @ buKIt purMEi. dIs iS d fiRSt & dA LASt wE bOUgHt frOm'eM. dA mEE gOreNG wAS sOO hOt (sOOO mAny grEEn chiLLieS) & saLty. ASked fOr muttON murtAbAk withOut OnioNs , dEy gAVe uS sArdiNES muRtAbAk wiF LotsA OniONs & grEEn chiLLieS. aNd dA cURRy, tAStE diffEREnt... yUUUUUCCCkS!! dEn wE wAtChed "TERMINATOR 3" on vCd. AftEr dA kiDS wErE asLEEp, huBBy pLayEd hiS x-bOx gamES. whiLe huBBy wAS pLayiNg, i chECkEd OUr e-maiL. reAD mA siS [eZa] bLOG @ hER friEnDstER bLOG. rEAd mA brO bLOg tOO. cUriOUs i guESS. diS iS wAy fOr mE tO nOE hOw dEy dOIN. wELL, mY dEAr siS & deAr brO, i nOe itS hARD fOR yALL tO unDERstAnd eAch Other. i'vE gOne thRU dAt. tRy tO seArCh dEEp withiN U. iS diS reALLy wAt yALL waNTS? itS reALLy difficULt tO mAintAin A reLatiONshiP withOUt undERstAndiN eAch othER. D deptH Of uR undERstAndiN tOwaRDS Ur pARtnER iS impOrtANt. bUt fOr Us tO undERstAnd wAS tO OpEn Up tO eAch oTHER. diS iS tO avOId miZundERstAndiNG. gIviNg a chAnce iS tOUGH. wE hAvE tO tAke iT sLOW. tO chAnge iS nOt eAsy cOZ it tAkES aLOt Of timE. sO b pAtiEnCE.. LeArN tO gAin trUSt aGAiN, nO dOUbts, itS hArD i nOe. bEEn thERE dONe dAt. buT tRY my dEARiEs. iS bettER ASk thAn Let UR imAginAtion & thOUghts gO wiLD. dAts d cOz LacK Of trUSt, uNCertAiN hOw fAr uR reLAtiONship cAn gO. dO nOt LOSE diS. hAf fAitH iN wAt eVA U dO iS a mUST evEn dOe i nOe itS hARD tO dO it. i"ll prAy fOR yALL, my deARiE. rEAD mY OthA siS [AIN] bLOg. wEn i sAW diS cLIp [shE LiNk it] d cLip wAS abt a tEEnAge wAS cUrsE by dA mUM cOz hE/shE wAS rUde tO hER whEn mUm wAS prAyiNG... i wAS shOcK. nOt surpriSED cOZ GOD iS grEAT. tO hiM nUThiN iS inpOSSibLe. i LEArNt: a mUM wiShES & cURsES aLWAyS cUMs trUE, gOD aLwaYS grANtED it. it LOOks tRUE but ONLy GOD nOEs.

weDnESdAy, 25 jan 06
when i woKE up diS mOrniNg, i wAS gLAD. i hAd dAt niGHtmARE (dAt stingrAy). wAt i wAS cUriOUS, wAs it sHE/ He?

yEStERdAy

2006-01-22T11:27:00.000+08:00

22 jAnuAry 2006
11:30am
hOLA!!
SunSHINE dAy...
whiLe dOing diS, i'm dOing LaudRy. kiDs watChin tV. hUBBy weNt tO wOrk.

21 jAnuARy 2006
wOke uP eARLy. cLEAn uP d hOuSe, gEt rEADy d thiNGs & bAtH d kiDS whiLe wAitiNG fOr huBBy tO gEt rEADy tO gO tO atM tO gEt sOMe cASh fOr Our tAxi fAre LAtER.

OnCe wE Are rEADy, wE WEnt OUt. hUBBy wAIt fOr Us tiLL wE bOarD d tAXi dEn hE's Off tO wORk. wENt tO mUM'S, sHe gOt buSinESS gatHERinG. i hAd tO attEnd tO hELp mUM wiF it. aS it stARted 4:30pm, i'M eArLy. hELp mUM LOOk aftER nAdEEm wHILe shE cOOk. mY yOUngER brO entertAIn mY kiDs wiF hiS pS2 gAmeS. whEn nAdEEm wAS asLEEp, i heLpeD mUM swEEpiN d fL00r, cLeAr d dUST, pREpAre d tAbLes, pApER pLAtEs & cUps.

wE wAs reStiNg, d kiDs wEre sLEEpinG whiLe muM pREpArINg hEr spEECH. it wAS gEttiNg dArk & wiNDY. LOOk At my hP, it wAs 4:3opm. mUm'S LeAder wAS aLreADy hErE. i kNEW One Of thEm cOz wE wOrkEd iN a cOMpaNY ONcE. gET tO d OthER whiLe waiTINg fOr othER guESTs tO cOMe.

dEn mY aUNtS, UnCLe & cOUsiNs cAmE..... itS gLAd tO hEAr sOme Of d grEAt nEWs. ratHER bAD nEWs iS cOmmON fOr uS.

dEN it stARtED. pEEps crOwD arOUnd in d hALL rOOm whiLe d kiDS iN d OthER rOOm. mE, mY yOUNgER brO & mY brOthER cOUsiN bAbysit dA kiDS. frOM insiDE da rOOm, it wAS greAt tO hEAR muM's vOIce, dOInG hER spEECh & pREsEntAtiON. sHE iS sOO cONfidENT. dEn cOme deMONstrAtiON ON sOMe itEMs & LAStLy BEST PART iS EEEEEEEAT.... wE wERE sOOOOOO HUNGRY...

aFter eAtinG, d guESt weNt hOme. mUm hAd a briEfing wif hEr LeadEr. my yOunGer siS jUx retURn hOME, cHAngE & entErtAiN hER kiD, nAdeEm. i giVe my sONs fOOd fOr thEM iN d kitCHEn, eAt tOgEThER wiF thEM. tHEn tHEY LeFT. cLeANeD uP mUM'S a bIT, by 10pm i & dA kiDS WEnt hOmE by tAxi. mY yOungEr bRO aCCompAny uS dOwNstAiR tILL wE bOArd d tAxi.

huBBY wAs waitINg fOr Us @ dA bUs-stOP As prOmiSEd. gLad tO bE hOMe. cHAngEd & cOOKed hiM hiS diNNer whiLe hE entErtAin dA kiDS. wAwAN wAS asLEEP. waTCH tV whiLe eatiNg oUR diNNer. by 12am wE weNT tO bED.

wOOOkey i'M gOInG tO tRY diS. diDn't reALISe it tiLL i rEAd mY siS bLOG ON fRIdAy. tHAnkS siS fOR inCLUdiNG mE tO diS.

nAmA: nUrAzLyNNa shAzLyAnnA biNtE OsMAN
uMUr: 24 bERaNAk bULaN aPRIL 1981
aNAK kE: sULUNg kEpADA dUA aDEK pEreMpUAn & LeLaKI
tiNGGAL: di pERteNGAhAn siNgApURA
kELAhiRAN: dI kAndANg kERbAU hOspitAL, sINgApURA
stAtUS: sUdAh bERniKAh dGN jEjAkA yANg bAnyAk mEngAjAr ertI cintA, kaSIh saYAnG, riNDU, kECuRAngAn & sewAkTu dGN nYER & mEmpUnyAi pUtERa-pUtERA yAnG cUTe mUTE....
pEkejAAn: sUri rUmAhtanGGa tApi tAk LAmA LagiK aKAn bEkERjA
hOBI: mEmbAcA, mENdeNgAr rAdiO, mENjAhiT, mEngUSik sUAmi & aNAK2 biLer seDAng tAk tAhU nAk bUAT apE & bAnyAk LAgiK.....
aRTIS kEgEmArAn: aSALkAn seDAp mAtA mEmAndAng & seDAp diDENgAr, tULAh aRTiS kEgEmARAN sAyA
hAIwAn kEsAyAnGAn: kUCiNg....
wArNa kEgEmArAn: oRen, biRu tERAng, hiTAM...
tENtAnG sAyA yAng aNdA pERLU kEtaHUI: suDAh 5 tAhUn bErniKAh, mEmpUnyAi seOrAnG aBG & rAmAi adEK2, gEmAR mEnAri & mELukiS, sAyA sUkEr bErtERUs tERaNG, aDakALA nyER sUkEr tErmEnUNG, bERsEndiRIAn biLER strESS, gEmAr mEmbuAt kAwAn

wOOOOkEy i shALL pASS diS tO:
1. adEK shOrtbOI
2. adEK nAdERA

shALL stOP fOr nOW gOttA tO hAnG mY LauNdriES OutsiDE. dO tAkE cAre yALL. tAtA!!

hmmm....

2006-01-20T11:35:00.000+08:00

hOLA!

itS 11:36am. Abg is stILL nOt ONLine. I w0ndEr wHy.. Is hE siCk? S0methINg haPPenEd tO kAkAk? Last tUesDAy hE wAs fEELin dOWn cOz kAkAk wAS admittED.... bUt sHe cAn b discHarGed d nEXt dAy. dEn aBG wAS hAPPy aGAiN.

i wAS ONLinE wiF WAhiD. hE juX fiNIsHeD hiS brUNEi pROjECt. fEELinG sLeepY hE saID cOz hAd tO finiSh UP dAt pRojEct ON tiMe... bUt hE saId dErs a pROBLem.. i bELiEvE U cAn fiNd d sOLutiOn tO it, wAhiD..

rEAd mY sIStA f'stER bLoG yEStERdAe. wE cONtAct tOdAy. sHe wOrkEd pArt-tiMe @ tOyS'r'Us, wAs shiFTed tO PaRAg0n bCOz sOMeOne bEEn buGGiN hER. dAt sOMeOnE aLsO bUggIN hER viA sMs... bUT i'M vERy gLad dAt shE stAyED pOsitiVE iN tiMes LikE diS. kEEp iT uP, my bAbYGERL.

i aLSO knEW(frM my siS) dAt mY brO wiLL b jOIniN SINGAPORE IDOL aUditiOn dis 11 feB. U gO brUDdER!!! (u nOE whO u aRE) bUT my siS saID mAyb hE hAf nO gUTs tO gO fOr it. wELL,we'LL C..

my Long-LoSt brO cOntActEd me, sayIng hE dOIn OK. wOrK in dA pUb. weLL bESt Of LuCk bRO..

aZRY & aIN wAS dOIn greAT tOO. mE & aZry pLayED pOOL (miSSeD pLayiNG pOOL wit hiM ). hiS pOStiNG wAS On feBRUARy. AiN juX crEAtEd nEW aLbUm iN zOrpiA. sHe LoOkS refREShiNG.. yALL, bEST wishES..

gOttA gO. mA kiDS aRE buGGinG mE.... tAKE cARE evERybOdY. tAtA!!

04:44pm
hOLA!
finALLy aBG ONLINe tOdAy... aNAkin wAS awAkE nOw, pLayIN wiF hiS eLDEr brO. i mADE sOMe chAnGEs tO mY bLOG. niCE aitE.. i hOPe sOOOO. i WAs rEADinG aiN's bLOG. i jUX reALise, shE cOmpOseD ON hER bLOG, sHe ACtUALLy pAssEd viRUS tO mE. hehehehehehe.... i'M cLUELess. nEvER expEct dAt. hehehehehehehe.....

hAPPY!! dUn thINk sO.... bUt at Least i'm hAppy tO hEar d gOOd nEWs..

2006-01-03T10:32:00.000+08:00

HOLA!
itS 11:10am tUesDAy, cOLd & wiNDy Outside. ALL Office stAffs stARtEd tO wOrk tOdAy. fOr a wEEk i nEvEr gEt a chAnCe tO chAt wiF mY biG bRO. it wAS a LOng hOLidAys, chRIstmAs dEn pUBLic hOLIdAyS & NEW yEAR hOLidAys. tOdAy, wHILe i wAs cOMpOsiNg diS, i wAs cHAttINg wiF hiM. (",) Let sHare A hAPPy nEws hE juZ cONveyEd tO mE. He'S gOIng tO hAvE aN aDDitiOn tO hiS fAmiLy...... RIGHT!!! A bAbY On d wAY. dO nOt nOe yEt whEThEr itS a giRL Or bOy cOz it iS stiLL oN eARLy stAGE.

bEFore cOmpOsiNg diS, i wAs tALkiNg tO my chAttEr fREn, SANEEJ. hE aLreADy gOt a jOB. wE gEt tO chAt A fEW miNUtEs dEn hE hAf tO gO OFF As i gOt a pROjEct tO fIniSh by EVEniNg.

wELL, i'M gLad tO hEAr fROM thEm & i'M hAPPy fOr thEM tOO. a Very gOOd stARt iN nEW yEAr. aN eXTrA rEspONsibILity & dayS tO LOOK fOrwARD tOO.

i'M nOt sUre wHetHEr i gEt tO gO fOr jOb iNTErviEW. iF i cAn aLSO, i dO nOt nOE iF i cAn't stAy wif mY jOB. BEfOre bEiNg a fULL-tiMe hOUsewIFe, i'Ve wOrk aLSO. MAny tHIng hAd haPPEn tO mE. UNtiL nOw i'M fiGUrINg y HE diD DAt & i diDn't wANt it tO hAPPEn aGAiN.

weLL, eNUf Of fEELinG sAd.. i'm tiRED Of iT. bUt i stILL dUNNOe wAt tO dO nEXT.

pAst tWO dAyS

2005-12-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

hOLa! KidS sLeepINg sO i gOtta cHanCe tO cOmpOse my bLOg. PaSt tWO dAyS wAs sOO iNtEnSe. I feLt fUriOUs & bOrED. HuBBy wAs Off fOr tWO dAyS. CaRRefOUr pLazA siNgApuRA OutLet wAs cLOsed On 27 & 28 CarrefOUr sUntEc citY. It wAS cLOseD fOr chRIstmAs & cOuntiNg stOckS. HuBBy thROwiNg tAntRUm. He sCOLdeD eVerybOdy, dA kiDs espECiALLy. HmmmmpH.... I feLt LikE gettINg Out frOm dA hOuSE. But kEpt cOOL fOr dA kiDs & bAby GOLdiE.. Now i mUCh mOre pRefEr hE wOrk rAthER thAn @ hOMe. I wAS wONderiNg hOw wAS aiN & aZRy... weLL hOPe deY aRE fiNE. Oh gOSh... GottA gO. BAby gOLdiE iS AWAke. FeeDIng timE...

ArrrrrrGh.... I'm strESS

2005-12-26T11:42:00.000+08:00

HOLA!
HUBBy jUz Left fOr wOrk. itS bettEr hE gO Out wOrkiNg ratHer thAn stAy @ hOMe. It mAdE mE eVEn mORe stRESS. LOVE iS stRANgE. BecAUse Of LOVE, CARE & CONCERN i'M stiLL hErE bEsiDE hiM. I mySELf dUn UNdERstANd. ALL dIZ yEARs I dUN gEt wAt I dESERvED bEING a wiFE, mUm tO hiS tWO kiDS... WhEn i sEE OthEr hUBBiEz, d wAy tHey trEAtEd thEir wiVEs iS tOtALLy diFFerENt tHAn miNe.

I dUNNO whEthEr iTS tRUe aBOut wAt mY cLOsEd ONes tOLd mE aB0ut huBBy. WhEn i'M wELL tO dO, he'LL cOMe fULL Of LOVe. WhEn i hAd nONe, LikE riGHt nOw, hE Left mE wiF dA kiDS UntrEAtEd LikE a diRt. ONLy cAme tO mE whEn hE reALi deSirEz tO satiSfy hiMseLf.

I'Ve seCoNd tHOught aBOut gOInG bACk 2 work. I dUN mINd aBOut dA kiDs. Dey aRe fiNe wiF mUm bUt hUBBy. I dUn waNt dA sAMe thINg hAppEniNg aGAin. I kEEp hAviNg diS fLasHBAck fROm dA pAst. EverythINg... wAt hE diD tO mE. GOsh... WAt aM i sUPPOse tO dO???

bEfOre wENt tO w0Rk jUz i'Ve aLreADy dOne a bit Of my hOUsehOLd chOreS. I dUNNO wAt tO cOOk tOdAy. NO fOOd Left. If i cOOk pOrriDge, nO chiCkEn cUBes tO aDD ON. N0 spiCEs. wAts LeFt wAs grAIn riCe, thREE saUsaGes, mixeD vEgEtaBLes, a cAn Of CAMPBELL MUSHROOM POTTAGE SOUP & mAGGi. It iS nOt eNOUgh fOr 8 dAyS. GOsh.... WAt aM i sUPPOse tO dO??

I reGRet giViNg huBBy mY LAST $30. $20 fOr huBBy 2 wEEks tRanspOrtAtiOn fAre fOr wOrk. wAt i reGrEt dA mOst, i'M expECtEd dAt $10 he'LL spEnt it On fOOd if pOssibLe bUt hE uSed it fOr buYINg cigArettEs.

wELL, i'm hOPinG fOr "kARaNg gUNi" tO cOMe. I wANNa seLL tWO tELeviSiOns, One wAs giVen fROm my UNCLE & d OthEr fROM fOstER brOthEr.. LOtSa UNuSed cLotHes tO sELL tOO. H0pE dA mONey wAs enOUgh fOr fOOd tiLL eArLy jAnuAry.

FOR my 2006 gOAL wAs tO bE stREss frEE frOM finANciAL pROBLEms. WOrk hARD, pLay hARD. BE cLOse & spENT tiMe wIF mY fAMILy & tHOse wHO aRE cLOsE tO mE. G0ttA g0 n0w. AnAkiN iS buGGiNg mE fOr hiS miLk. TiLL tHEn, yALL tAkE cARE. STAy smiLING. =D
TATA!!

tOday...

2005-12-25T14:25:00.000+08:00

hi... jUz fiNIShEd eDittIng tHe LiNk fiELd & pROfiLe fieLd.

<-------- CutE Or nOt diZ kittEn? It'S dA nEwEst Of dA nOtOriOuS fAmiLy. I cAN't diStiNgUisH wHetHer diZ kittEn iS bOy Or gErL. dAtZ wHy wE jUz nAmEd it "BABY". Hubby brOuGht BABY hOMe On dA niGht Of 23rD dEcEmbEr. BABY wAS Left aLOne iN a BOx wiF sOme miLk & tOwEL nEAr my hUBBy wOrkINg pLaCe fOr 2 dAys. Out Of pitY huBBy brOuGht hiM hOMe. BABY wAs trEMbLIng. I hAd tO fOrCe BABY tO drINk miLk, fEED BABY miLk wiF smALL spOOn. EaCh tiMe BABY wOke Up i'LL fEEd it. Den BABy wENt bACk tO sLEEp. My kiDs aRe nOt afRAiD Of BABy anymOre.

AftEr tHe kiDs sLeep, i eDit mY bLOg tEmpLate. BrOwsiNg sLowLy. N0w i n0e h0w mY swEEt siStA gOttA nOe ab0ut SHUTTERFLY.COM. Hehehehehehehe... i gUeSS... FinALLy i'Ve gOt tO shAre mY prOfiLe tO evEryOne. F0r sUCh a LOng tiMe wHy tHe OtherS gOt thEIr pROfiLe On dA bLOg whiLe mE diD nOt appeAr at aLL.

TO AIN:
H0w aRe yOu, swEEtiE? ThaNks fOr iNtr0dUciNg mE SHUTTERFLY.C0M & teAChiNg mE hOw tO pUt a tAG. I reLi aPPreCiAte it. aNywAyS, i nOe yOu aRe fEELing sAd riGht. AZry tOLd mE aBOUT it. I nOe i aM nOt yOu. Try nOt tO bE sAd, swEEtiE. I nOe it iS eASieR saiD thAn d0nE bUt i h0pE yOu tRy. ItS bettEr yOu Let hiM gO nOw rAthEr tHAn LatEr. WhO nOes LatEr yOu tRULy dEEpLy nEEd hiM by yOUr siDe.

Fr0m wAt i nOe, swEEtiE... In miLitAry LifE, dEy aRe bOuNd tO bE pOstEd Out fr0m SINGAPORE. ItS pArt & pArcEL iN miLitAry Line. TO Let yOu nOe, aLwayS bE prepAreD. Be pROud fOr hiM, swEEtie. I bELief yOu cAn stAy happy. WeLL iF yOu cAn wait fOr hiM fOr 3 mths certaiNLy yOu cAn wait a littLe L0ngEr.

Dun bE sAd. I'LL aLwayS bE dEr fOr yOu. I gUeSS yOu aLreAdy kNEW dAt. (",) No mattEr hOw bZ i'm wif dA kiDs & j0b intErviEws, i'LL giVe sOme tiMe tO aCCompanyiNg yOu. G0 0ut 2geDer, wAtCh mOviEs, windOw shOpping etc I nOe i caN't repLacE AZry bUt at LeAst, i hOpe it'LL reLeaSe a bit Of yOur LoneLinEss & miSSinG AZry.

S0 reMeMbEr... i'LL aLwayS bE dEr fOr y0u. Beep mE, rIng mE Or LeAvE mE a mSg/sMs whEn eVa U nEEd sOmeOne tO taLk tO. EvEn iF yOu dUn i'LL aLwaYs LOOk Out fOr yOu. SO stAy cUte, smiLe aLwaYS.

PS: yOur pRiNCe iS wOrriEd aBOut yOu cOz yOu aRE sAd.

T0 AZRY
HOpe yOu aRE nOt sO wOrriEd. ItS nAturAL tO bE sAd. RemEmbEr wAt i tOLd yOu. INsyA-aLLah... EverytHing wiLL bE aLriGht. I'LL pRAy yOu aRE nOt pOstEd cOz nObOdy wiLL pLay pOOL / chECkErs wiF mE. MUAHAHA... Of cOz i'LL miSS dAt LinE tOO. Do tELL mE OncE tHe rESuLts iS Out, OK.

I'LL pRay fOr bOf Of yALL. Stay hAppY, nO sAd, nO wOrriEs. yALL wiLL gEt siCk. TakE cAre!

I gOttA gO cOz BABY iS aWAke..... GOODBYE.

mmmmEEErMM

2005-12-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

hI pEEpz.
jUz finIshEd edittiNg sOngS, LeArnt bAck wAt AIn tAUght mE yEStErdAy. iT wAs nOt diffiCULt aftERaLL. thAnkS aiN.
waKE uP a LittLe LatE. aCCompAny huBBY pLay pOOL @ yahOO!gAMes. @ fiRst hE saiD kinDa Of bOrEd, d pLayEr (d oNEs hE pLay wiF) aLL pLay sO sEriOUsLy. nOt fUN. bUT LatEr diZ uGaNdA pLayEr, hE wAs vEry fUNNy. hE'S inTO vOOdOO tO wiN bUT huBBy uSiNg hE's jEdi pOwEr tO wIN. aHAkZ... dEy kEEp teAsiNg eACh OthEr. dEn suDDenLy hE bOOt himseLf OUt cOz huBBy aLwayS wOn. hAHahAhAhA... dEn diS viSALia gUY, hE wAs wOrkinG.. whEre wAs viSALia anywAyS... huBBy pLayed tiLL hE gEts sO sLeepY.
diZ mOrniNg, wOke uP Late. DO hOuSehOLd chOreS, cOOk, pRepAre huBBy pAckEd LunCh. bY 12pm hE went TO wOrk. whiLe i wAs bAthiNg anAkin, wAwAn wAshEd dirTy pLatEs. nO wOrriEs cOz aLL my pLatEs aRe nOn-bReakAbLe. tHAnkS wAwAn. bY 2pm, d kiDs aLreAdy asLeep, whiLe wasHing LauNdRy, i cOmpLetE mY resUMe thRu JOBSTREET.COM
I've reCeive jOb aLert viA my e-maiL. bUt i OnLy cAn stArt wOrk nExt yeAr, jAnuAry. i fELt reLieVed. dEn i upDate my zOrpiA.

sOOOO bOOOrEd..

2005-12-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

i fEEL bOred & stRessed. my huBBy haven't pAy aLL d biLLs. i'm hiDing wiF kiDs wiF feAr d crEditOrs cAme knOCking ON d dOOr. i fEEl sympatHy fOr my kiDs. dEy uSed tO rUn aROund pLayiNg wiF mY nEiGhbOUr kiDs. bUt nOw i'Ve tO LOck d gAte & dOOr. mAke it aS if nO Ones arOund.

i reCeivEd a rED nOtiCe frOm hDb. oUr hOuse wAs rEntEd. nOt sUre hOw mAny mOntHs huBBy nEvEr pAy up. i wAs cOnfUsed. hE diDn't suPPOrt mE & kiDs fiNAnciALLy. wHy diD hiS mOney finiShEd sOOO fAAAst. wE diDn't eVen regiStEr wAwAn fOr scHOOL nExt yEar. hE sAiD nO uSe cOs hE iS stUpiD.

chAt wiF aiN. shE hAf a grOUp discUssiOn. fykri, dA dOwntOwN eAst wOrkEr.. hE's nOt mAd @ me. hE aLreAdy hAf gueSs it wAs my huBBy OnLine.. AnnnnnD RED RUM, dA fiRefiGhtEr gUy. wE pLayEd pOOL tOgethEr. hE's gOOd pOOL pLayEr sO dOeS artiCzeLL. thAnkS artiCzeLL-hE tAUght mE hOw tO pLay pOOL. nOw i ONLy cAn pLay pOOL viRtuALLY nOt reALity. hehehehehehe...

mY birtHdAy... wAt iT mEAnz...

2005-12-22T15:22:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: April 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech.
In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek.
It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with.
Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots!

Your strength: Your unfailing logic

Your weakness: Loving machines more than people

Your power color: Tan

Your power symbol: Pi

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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wAt hAppEnEd

2005-12-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

On tHe nytE Of 1st dEc 2005

my huBBy wEnt hOme fR0m wOrk. aftER hE chaNgEd hiS cLothEs, hE atE hiS diNNer whiLe watChiNg teLevisiOn. aftEr eAtiNg hE pUt hiS diRty pLatE & fOrK iN tHe siNk, swiTChEd Off tHe tELevisiOn & weNt tO sLeep. i wAs stiLL watChiNg teLeviSIOn iN d rOOm (hE wAs sLeepiNg oUtsiDe) witH aNakiN. hE wOke whEn aNakiN wAs abOut tO sLeeP. hE weNt tO tHe tOiLet, heAdEd fOr mE & askED:

hiM:"dO u stiLL wANNA stAy hErE?"

i wAs shOckEd,"wHat aRe yOu sayiNg?"
hE repEat d quEstiOn.

mE:"whAt mAkeS yOu aSkED dAt?"

hiM:"aNsWer my QuestiOn....!"

mE:"i dUnnOe whAt yOu aRE thiNkiNg. YES! i stiLL waNNa stAy hEre. wHy aRe yOu askiNg diS stUpiD QuEStiOn?"

hE wEnt tO tHe kitChEn. UnpLuggEd tHe LaptOp chArgEr & thRew iT On d bEd. hE stArtEd sCreAmiNg, aCCusiNg mE tHe thINgs dAt i'Ve nEvEr dOnE bEfOrE. aNakiN stArtEd cRyiNg.

mE:"whY diD yOu aLwayS aCCuSe mE Of tHe tHIngS dAt i'Ve neVer dOne befOrE? i'Ve nEvEr dOne anytHing tO hURt yOu."

hE weNt tO tHe kitChEn, gRaBBeD hiS mobiLe fOne (hE exchAngEd hiS mobiLe fOne cOz hiS fOne cAn onLy sMs) & smAshEd it at tHe wALL. tHe mobiLe fOne wAs faLLen iNtO piEcEs. i stArtEd tO pAniC. aNakiN grABbeD hOLd of mE.

mE:" wHy diD yOu dAt fOr?"

hiM:"diD yOu mEEt hiM?"

mE:"nO"

hE sLappEd mE hArd. mY Left eAr fELt nUmb. i cAN fEEL Like a wAtEr wAs guShiNg oUt bUt whEN i tOuChed iT. tHeRe'S nOthIng. it wAs paiNfUL. gOsh, i cAnnOt hEar aNytHing.

hiM:"yOu stiLL deNy?!"

mE:"i dUn. i diDn't mEEt hiM. iF yOu dUn beLievE mE wHy dUn yOu aSk oUr neiGhbOUrs. iF bOth oUr cAn taLk prOperLy, yOu cAn aLso aSk thEm."

hE sLappEd mE agAin. diS tiMe it Was thE riGht siDe.

him:" yOu stiLL dEny?!"

mE:" i dUn! i'Ve nEvEr dOne aNYthIng wRoNg. 24/7 hRs i'M wiF uR kiDs. yOu saiD i'm nOt sUppOseD tO stEp Out Of diS hOuSe, reMembEr."

hiM:"wHy diD hE sMS yOu tHen, miDniGht yEstErdAy & jUz nOW?!"

mE:" fOr yOur iNfO, fiRstLy: iT wAs yOu wHo cALLed tHem dUriNg miDniGHt.
seCoNdLy: tHe sENdEr wAs bRaD nOt zUL. hE'S tHe One yOu aRe aNGRy at riGHt..."

hE fUriOuSLy wEnT oUtsiDE. sMasHed tHe sHoe rAcK, tHReW aLL tHe sHOes... whiLe hE diD dAt i wAs huGGInG anAkIn,cRyiNg, pRayiNg dAt sOmEOne caLLeD tHe pOLice cOz i nEEd tO gEt oUt.

hE wAs QuiEt sudDeNLy. hE cAmE tO mE. hE wAs cLutChiNg mY mOBiLe fOne & hiS atM cArd.
"i'M giVing yOu bAck yOur fOnE. i jUz gOt my saLaRy, uSe iT fOr yOursELf & dA kiDs. i'LL givE bAck diS hOusE tO hDB tOgEThEr wiTh tHe thiNgs. i kNoW yOu aRE nOt haPPy bEIng witH mE. i wAnt yOu tO gO syAriAh cOUrt tO fiLe fOr divOrCe. gO bACk tO yOur mUm pLaCe & dUn eVeR fiNd mE. cAn yOu dO dAt?"

mE:" i cAn't."

hiM:"wHy nOt?"

mE:" bEcaUsE i LOvEd yOu tOO mUCH. dUn yOu cAre abOut mE & dA kiDs? we'Ve bEEn diS fAr, whY muSt wE Let gO. dIS iS aLL miSundERstAndIng. i kNOw... yOu aRE 25, deAr. cAn'T yOu handLe diS matUreLy. nOw tELL mE wAtS buGGInG yOu beSIdEs yOUr wOrk strEsS."

hE stArtEd taLkiNg. nOw i undERstAnd wHy hE'S reACtiNg diS wAy....

y diDn't hE tRUSt mE?

2005-12-01T08:35:00.000+08:00

heLL0! g00d m0rning. anAkiN iZ awAke. i'LL maKe diS fAst. i wAs terribLy sAd. mA hubBy dUn tRUst mE. i guEss. hE chEckEd mA mobiLe f0Ne.

g0ttA st0p typiNg cOz anAkiN waZ preSsiNg aLL d butt0nz.

hOLa peOpLe. itS 01:30pm in singApOre. anaKin sLeepiNg. itS winDy & sUnNy oUtsiDe. SOOO0000 wiNdy. i Am ovEr wAt haPPeN diS moRniNg. tHink it thRu' i dUn cAre whEthEr hE beLievE Or tRuSt mE anYmOre. aLL tHoSe cOnfUsiOn, fEELing angRy, sAd mAkEs mE tirEd. aftEraLL diS LifE. evErybOdy hAf tO gO tHRu sOmedAy. aLL i nOe i LoVed hiM, d kiDs, mA bEstEst fWen, pALs, bRudDerZ & siZtAz. i LOveD evErybOdy wHo cAreS fOr mE. i aM bLessEd tO hAf diZ peOpLe whEneVa i'M feeLing uP & dOwn. thAnkS fOr beINg dEr. i'vE jUz finiSh paCkiNg uP mA cL0thEs... nAAAh, i'm nOt ruNNin awAy. mA huBby neVa pAy d cOuRtz instaLmeNt sO dEy r cUmiN dOwn tO tAke dA cupBoArd & teLevisiOn.

mY pErsOnaLity pR0fiLe

2005-11-27T14:25:00.000+08:00

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You are dependable, popular, and observant.

Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.

In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.

You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.

And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

hOw dO i Live my LiFe

2005-11-27T14:03:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

eeeeRRRmm

2005-11-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

tOdAy sOmeOne jUz tAUgHt mE tO b cOnfiDeNce. wif hiS aDviCe & teChnIC, i'Ve LeArNt tO b mUCh mOrE stROngEr & nOw i Am aLwaYs smiLing... hOpE i wILL stAy dIs wAy nOt oNLy tOday bUt fOreVer. hE ONLy cAn heLp, it wAs mE tO pUt d eFFOrt tO dO it Or nOt.
thAnkS tO mY bELOveD bRO... u nOe whO U aRe...

yEstErdAy nYtE, sOmeOne tAUght mE tO inSert muSIC @ zOrpiA... aHakz... tHaNks tO U tOO...

tHe kEyS tO uR hEArt

2005-11-26T18:04:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

wAt seDucEr aM i?

2005-11-26T17:55:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/">What Kind of Seducer Are You?

fOr spEciAL sOmEoNE...

2005-11-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

bLue sKy tHe cOLOuR oF miDniGht

GLowINg mOOn tHe shADe 0f peARL

siNCe tHe dAy oUr hEartS c0LLiDE

i'Ve bEEn tHe happiEst geRL iN tHe wOrLd

dEAriE,

thankS fOr tHe LOVE yOu've giVen mE.

witHOut yOu iN my LIfe bEf0Re....

i hAvE bEEn aBLe tO sUrviVe.

bUt nOw witH yOu iN it,

OnLy gOD knOWS hOw haPPy yOU maKe mE fEEL.

I wiSh fOr nO OtHerS exCEpt yOu

i wiSH nO otHeR LOVE exCept yOurS

aND i wiSh fOr n0 0tHer LIfe eXcEpt yOu iN it.

Oh pLeASe mAkE aLL thEsE wiSh cOme tRUe......

bEcaUse i LOVE yOu sOOOO mUUUUch, deAriE.

LotSa hUgs & kiSSeS fROm mE tO yOu.

wAt a bOOOOriNg dAy tOdAy

2005-11-25T16:50:00.000+08:00

hOLa! diS iS mE... fOunD mYseLf nOt iNtereStiNg anYmOre.. mY nEw Life wAs duLL, i guEss. beINg a fuLL-time houSewiFe @ d bEgiNNing iS fUn, LaiD bAcK, ONLy tHInk of mY kiDs, hubBy, hOuSe etC eTc..

bUt iT beCOmiNg mOre sTReSSfuL aS i 24/7 Look aftER my kiDs. kiDs whInnINg & cRYing, mainTAin hOusE cLeAnLinEss, cOOkiNg... i dUn exPLOre mUch aS i aLways @ hOme wiF mY kiDs.

wHen i gEt bOrEd, ListEn tO my fAvOuriTe rAdiO, rEad bOOks (oNCe a whiLe), chEck e-maiLs, upDAtes bLOg dEn aftER dAt bAck tO my kiDs....

i nEEd my OwN spACE!!!! i gUeSS sOOn it'LL bE.. bEEn pLaNNiNg, ONce aNakiN nO mORE bREastfEEdiNg, i'LL fINd mySELf a jOb. wIf mY pAy dEn i cAn pAmpEr mySELf tO sPAs, gO tO mY favOUriTe pLacEs & dOIng stUff aLoNe. i'LL nOt fOrgEt my kiDs cOs wHen i'm stReSSed, sAd, wORRied, haPPy dEy aRe aLwaYs aROUNd. thEir sMILes mAkes mE mUCh mOre stROngER.... mAmA LOVEs yALL aLwaYs, tHankS fOr bEinG wif mAmA my dARLings. i'LL eArn bACk uR saviNgs, Ok. sORRY cOs uR dAd aLWAys uSe yALL mONey wHen hE dUn hAf hiS oWn mOnEy. Let'S pRAy fOr d bEttEr fOr uS. mUUUUUaaaH!

oooOh ya... i'm sOOOO gLad tO nOe my bEstEst fRen gOt a pArt-time jOb. 2 jObs iN a dAy. mUSt bE tiRing. dOing deLIvERing pARceL & heLPiNg hiS uNCLe seLLing sAtAy. my dEAr fRen, i nOe u Are buSy bUt i hOpe u wOn't fOrgEt me yAh. wiLL aLwayS bE LOOking fOrwArd tO chAt wif U.....

wONdEr hOw hE wAs dOIn?

2005-11-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

oOOOh gOsh...

i miSSed chAttiing wiF my wOndERfuL bESTest fRIend.. yEStErdAe, i gAve mY wAy tO Let huBBy uSE oUr LappY siNCe it wAs hiS oFF dAe. hE Lost hiS cOP jOb. pEEps @ hiS wOrkpLaCe saiD sOmetHIng hE diDn't eVeN saId. i'M soRRy. i'M nOt dER whEn U nEEd mE. diS mOrniNg, tHRU sMs, hE diD mENtiOn hE gOt a pART-tiMe jOb. hAvEn't gOt a chANcE tO aSk wAt jOb cOz hiS oUtsiDe..

wE diDn't chAt.. hE eVen diDn't sMs mE aftEr dAt. maybE hiS tOO tiRED. wELL, aLL d bESt wiSHes tO hiM. gOOd LuCk iN fiNdiNg uR staBLe jOb, my dEAR fRiEnd. hOpe wE gEt tO chAt sOOn.. miSS u, fRiEnd. i nOe u aRE buSY bUt pLeAse dUn fOrgEt uR fREn hErE..

i gUEss...

2005-11-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

hOLa!

i've mADe my oWn pRofiLe @ zORpia.cOm bUT d sAme aCCouNt nUMbEr wiF mY huBBy... bUt i dUnno wHy pEEpz gEt diffEREnt fEELingS. i dUn wAnnA tHEm tO tHInk i hAf aRguMEnts wiF mA huBBy Or anythINg eLse. d rEAsONz i hAf my Own wAs.... tO mAkE mY fELLOw zOrpIaN fRiEndS & bROwsERs mUch mOre eAsiEr tO nOe mE. d oTHer pRofiLe iS mUCh mOre oN mY huBBy pRofiLe.

aM i dOing d wROng thinG....? wAt dO u tHInk...?

niCe kNowiNg

2005-11-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

hOLa!

i'vE chAt wif nAdEEra yEStErdAy. wE nEVer mEt bEfOre. shE's a fRen Of my brUdDer & my fRiEndStEr fREn. wE tALked aLot...

naDEEra,
niCe gEttiN nOe U...
oH yA...
WELCOME tO oUr nOtOriOus famiLy....

gLad tO hEAR

2005-11-17T14:09:00.000+08:00

hOLa yALL!!

hOpe yALL fiNe & eNjOy wAt yA dOIn...

i Am gLad tO nOe bOf mY brO & siZ aRe dOin fINe. dErz rEAsOn dEy diDN't cONtaCt mE & hubBy. wE uNDerstANd oUr dEAr aDEk2. wE aRE L00kiNg fOrwARd tO mEEt yAll oK...

yEstERdAy, mY huBBy cUm hOme Late. hE cLaimEd stOckS cAMe iN LASt miNUte. hE cAMe hOme wiF hiS nEW bRO, hANDRie. nICe mEETing U, hANdRie...
aNGry...
mE nOt aNgRY.. i'M iN saLes LinE bEFore sO i uNDerstAnd.. sALes LinE jOb iS oUr pAssiOn. cAn mEEt aLot oF pEOpLe wif diffEreNt chArActEr, attitUdE etC etC... tO gAin tHeir tRUst iN oUr mERchAndiSe sO dAt dEy bOUght it iS aLwayS a chaLLenGe tO uS..
bUT...
iF hE LieD...
wELL...
wAt aM I suppOse tO dO... fRankLy speakiNg, uSed tO it. i cAn dO bettEr thAn hE diD.. hAhAhAhA... i wOn't dO dAt... i beLieVe iN "wAt gOes arOund cOmeS arOunD, wAt gOes uP mUst cOMe dOwN.."-iS dAt cOrrEct? coRReCt mE iF i'M wRong...

yeSteRdAy, i mADe nEW fRen @ zORpia.... my sUnshiNe fOr a dAy. hAHaHa... nO No... eVerYoNe iS mY sUnsHIne & mOOn, mAkes my dAy eVERytIMe & bRighT uP eAcH tyMe i fEEl dOwn... tHankS yALL fOr bEINg dEr fOr mE...

wHY?????

2005-11-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

i jUz a nEws fr0M mA siZta..
it wAs abOUt nAdEem, hEr sOn..
sHe sEnt nAdEem fOr a chEckuP diS mO'niNg. d dOc saID dA heArtbEAt wAs diffErEnT aS usUAL. naDeEm wAs sUspECtEd tO hAf a hOLe iN hiS hEArt bUt it wAs nOt cONfiRm yEt. he'LL hAf tO gO fOr fuRTHEr cHeCkUp nEXt yeAr oN mAy...

eVeN dOe nAdEem wAs nOt mA sOn bUt i fEEL cRUsHed tO hEar dAt. hE iS stILL a bABY. wAt wRONg hAf hE dOne?? oH wHy?? nOw mA sIZtA iS sOOOO dePReSSeD...
fiRstLy, iT wAs aBoUt hEr reLatiOnshIp nOw hEr sOn...

sIz,
stAy stROng...
nadEEm stILL nEEdz U..
wE wILL pRAy hArd dAt it tUrNs oUt wrOng...

OH GOD,
sAVE my nEPhEW fROm hIs iLLneSS...
pLeAse dUn pUniSh hIM wIf diS iLLnESs..
hAVe mERCy..

a nEw dAy eVerydAy..

2005-11-14T13:23:00.000+08:00

hoLa!
hOw aRe u? hOpe u aRE fiNe & eNjoYiNg uRSeLf.
tO aLL mUSLIm fReNs & mUSLims wHo wE didN't n0e, "SELAMAT HARI RAYA!"

wELL,
we'Ve mET oUr adOraBLe cOUpLe wHO wE aLwayS lookIng fOrwArd tO. dEy cUm hAri rAYA @ oUr huMBLe hOUsE. fOr sOO Long wE gOt tO c tHEir pIX oN frIENDstER, gOt tO nOe hOw dEy aRe tHRu tHEir tESTi & gOt iN tOUCh tHRU sMs & mSGeS(fRIENDstER,zOrpia & mSn). finALLy wE mET,
wAt dEy wROte wAs tRUe, tHEir fACes diffEReNt frOm dA pIx..
wE taLked aBOut eVerYThINg, gHOst stORIes, coLLectiBLes, hOw aRE dEy dOIn, hOw nAtiOnAL seRviCe, skEWL, etc etc etc

tHankS fOr cUMin..
aZry- hE actuALLY wAs vERy tiREd (wE cAn c hE wAs). juZ bOOk oUT fR0m tEkoNg, stRaight wENT hOMe, cHangEd, fetChed aIn, brOuGHt aLOng hiS hdD & strAIGht weNt tO oUr hOUse.
aiN- sHe sO pRetty iN whITe bUt i liKe u iN piNk(aCtuALLy). mORe swEEter... hehehe..

didN't gEt tO tAKE aLot oF pHOTos cOz iTS aLreADy pASt theIR cuRFew tiMe..
wELL nExt tIMe, we L00kiNg fOrwArd tO iT.

tOday,
wAS my hubBy fiRst dAy oF wOrk. nEw jOb @ caRRefOur, bicYcLe seCtiOn...
i hOpe hE's nOt stREss Like hE uSed tO wHen hE workEd aS LAnd surVeyOr.
dEAR,
i & kiDs wIsh u aLL bEst wiF uR nEw wORk..
wE aRe hePPie iF u aRE hePPiE.
i nOe u aRe hEpi tO gEt dIs jOb cOs sALES wiLL aLwaYs mAke U cOMfortabLe & satiSfiEd.
wOrK hArd..
bRIng uS aLot oF $$$$$$... (hEhEhEhE!!)
i nOe u wiLL rEAd dIs (cOz he'LL alwAys bE)

no maTTer hOw LoNg u aRe nOt fAithfUL tO mE
aS Long As u aRe hePPie,
i dUn miNd beIng hUrt..
iTs aLwayS u & kiDs
tAugHt mE aBout LUrVe, tO be LURved, cAre, miSSing, etc etc
my LifE iS nOt compLete wiThoUt U & dA kIds
eAch sECoNds, eAch minUtes, eAch HOur, eAch dAy, eACh mOnTH, eACh yEar
u giMMe d stREngtH & chaLLenGe tO mOve On.

i wiLL aLwaYs LOVE yOU...
i wiLL aLwaYs miSS yOu...
nO oNe cAn repLaCe yOu iN hEArt.

seLaMat hAri raYa!

2005-11-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

hi...
wE eNjoYed oUr haRi raYa oUtiNgs.. sEE d kiDs haPPie maDe uS eVen mORe haPPie.. saMe aLL rOutinE bUt a biT diFFerEnt.. We weNt tO mY huBBy d otHer fOsTer mUm @ haiG rOaD. dEy haf sO mUCh tO taLk...

eveRy pLace wE wEnt, d f00d wAs YUMMY eSpeciaLLy mAk besAr (mY huBBy auNtiE)!
wEn cUm fOr f0rgIvEneSs, eVerYbOdy quEuEd uP liKe wE wErE buYiNg sOmEthiNg.. wE teAsEd oUr auNtiEs & uNcLes f0r mOnEy aS wE weRe yOuNg bUt nOne oF uS gEts.. hAhAhA....

weLL, dAts fOr nOw...

fEELiNgs

2005-10-31T09:06:00.000+08:00

hi...
feeling sad but i've to b strong for my kids dat r still young. dey r innocent, but i guess dey n0es wat their mum feelin was. full of questions marks doe.. y did he do it? am i not dat pretty anymore? am i too reserved?

haaaiz... i've to stay strong... but until when shud i fEEL diz wAy. i dUn desErvE diS. i suPPort hiM whiLe hE wAs bRokE, Lost hiS coNfidEnCe, maKe hiM aCCept hIs reAL mUm, tRy eVery wAys tO chaNge hIs tEmpER, saCrifiCe mY bOnd wiF mUm & mY sibLingS, f0rgiVe & f0rGet, bEar hiM kiDs, bE a fuLL tiMe hOuSewiFe etc etc... wAt eLse dO i LaCk???

i wISh i hAf d aNswErs...

maNy aSked mE, "y d heLL u stILL wiF him wEn u g0ttA n0e dAt hE hAf aN0thEr gAL?"...
"he'S iN pris0n, it'S eaSiEr tO gEt a divOrCe"... i still reMemBer dAt..

dAts d fIrst pAinfuL mOmEnts i hAd tO gO thRu.. fuLL Of em0ti0Nz.

hE wAs hAndcUff iN frOnt oF me & waWan... whiLe hE wAs brOugHt tO dEteNtiOn baRRackS, i wAs bUsy paCking oUr stUffs & cLotHes. thOt it'LL b muCh eAsiEr LiviNg wiF mUm & siBLinGs. whiLe i wAs pACkinG his bAg dAt hE aLwAys bRouGht tO wOrk, i wAs shOckEd tO c sOmetHing dAt i'm nOt hOpe tO c.

iT wAs a LettEr fOr him. iT cONtEnt wAs a poEm, fuLL oF LovE. wHen i reAd, i stArtEd tO cRy. i wIsh i coULd wRiTe dAt bEautiFUL LOve pOem. indEEd, i wAs cRush......

bUt i kEpt iT tO mYseLf. i wEnt tO hIs cOurt cAsEs, hE wAs pRisOneD fOr a yEAr. i wEnT tO eVerY pRisOn viSiT & repLieD baCk eVery LeTTer hE sEnt bUt stiLL i didN't aSk hiM aBOut d LettEr.. fOr fEar hE'll feeL stRess iNsiDe dEr. i stiLL wAnt tO nOe....

i rEacHed hIs moBiLe fOne, fOunD a nAMe "saYanG" & diAL. sHe hAs a swEEt vOiCe dAt i uSed tO hAf. hEr reAL nAMe mAtChEd tO d LOve LeTTer. wE mEt, iNtRodUce mYseLf. sHe wAs sHock. sHe tOLd mE eVerYtHing.. i cRiEd toTaLLy cRiEd wHen i heArD sHe sAid," hE gAvE diS wAtCh tO mE." i rEacHed d watCh sHe wAs hoLdiNg.. OH MY GOD!!!! it wAs mY weDDiNg wAtcH... nO wOndEr iT wAs miSSiNg. iT wAs wiF hEr aLL d tiMe. i didN't toLd hEr iT wAs miNe.... nOw i nOe iN hIs hEarT dEr wAs nO mE & wAwAn..

bACk hOme, i wAs stiLL cryiNg. hUg my bAbY... mUm & siBLingS nOe dEr wAs sOmetHing wrOng. i toLd'Em.. d nXt dAy, fiNd mYseLf a jOb... i kEEp On hAviNg oVertIme, sPeNd aLot oF tiMe wiF my bAbY, mUm & siBLingS, taUght mYseLf niTe LiFe & sMokiNg (bUt i quiT smOking d vEry nxt dAy, mY mUm dUn LikE iT) & mAkE mOrE fRiEndS jUz tO fOrgEt hIm...
i stiLL rEad hiS LeTTerS bUt nEVer repLieD aNy Of iT.

uNtiL One dAy, i FoUnd sOmEoNe wHo rEALLy aPPReciAtE mE... hE cAre fOr mE & wAwAn. hE diDN't eVen cAre D goSSipS gOing aROUnd dAt hE's gOinG oUt wIf a maRRiEd wOmAn.. nEvEr fAiLed hE gAvE uS poCkEt mONEy & hE nEVer asKed aNytHing In rEtuRn. hE neVer fOrCe mE tO aSk diVorCe frOm my hUbby cOz hE kNew iN my heArt dErs stiLL LOve fOr my huBBy.

my hUbby reLeaSed oN d sEcONd dAy oF hARi rAyA. i didN't fEtChEd cOz i nOe dAt gErL wILL. i jUz wAnT tHeM tO b haPPy. i mAde uP d dECisiOn tO bE wiF d oTher guy cOz i nOe he'LL b waiTing. i hAd enOUgh ruNNing aWay frOm mY pRobLemS dAts y dEcidEd tO tRasH thIngS oUt wHen hE pLeaD tO mEEt mE...

wE mEt, @ d pLaCe wE uSed tO hAngOut... i aSked hiM, aLOt hE deniEd.... hE saiD shE wAs hiS fRen'S gERL & d waTch wAs meAnt fOr hEr biRThdAy pResEnt sinCe hE'S gettiNg nEw watCh fOr mE. i cRiEd, i duNNo y i gEt diS feeLing hE wAs LyiNg... tOLd hiM," i sAw u kiSSing hEr moUth tO mOuth b4 i cAmE hEre, is dAt a fRen tO u? i gOt tO noE diS gUy wHO i nEver Let hiM hUg Or kiSS me. bUt i nOe hE reLi waNts dAt, to shOw dAt hE reLi LovE mE. i stILL Love U & dUn waNt tO LoSe u bUt u mAde chAnGe mY miNd. i dUn tHink u eVen remEmbEr mE & wAwAn whEn u dO dAt fReNch kiSS tO hEr. aNywaY jUz wAiT fOr oUr diVoRce pApEr" aNd waLkEd aWay witHoUt LookiNg bACk...

hE tRiEd tO fiNd mE @ hOme wHiLe i wAs wOrkiNg... hE tRiEd tO fiNd oUt frOm hIs aUntiE, whOm i aLwayS cLoSe tO. i deCidEd tO gIvE hiM mY nEW nUmbEr. hE kOL tO sAy hE wANNa mEEt wAwAn. i Let hiM mEEt wAwAn. aftEraLL dAts hiS sOn. wAwAn reCognISe him. hE hUg hiM, bUy hiM tOys tiLL oNe dAy mE & my nEw gUy cOmE faCe-tO-fAce wiF mY huBBy. hE wAs shoCk. mAybE i guEss dAt hE dUn bELieVe diS gUy reLi exISt, hE jUz heArd rUmoUrs abOut mE & him frOm hiS auNtiE. aLL oF suDDen, he tuRnEd rEd & gOt aNgRy.. saYing vuLgAr lANguAgE bUt wE stOOd dEr caLmLy cOz wE nOe diS dAy wiLL cOme. fiNaLLy hE stoPPed, fOr d fiRSt timE i hUggEd mY gUy & saiD gOOdbye & thAnks fOr taKIng cAre oF mE & waWan..

LeFt uS.. i hoLd mY huBBy hAndS iN hAndS dRag him tO a quiEtEr pLaCe. i tOLd hiM dAt dUn bE likE diS cOs i sTiLL waNNa bE wiF hiM cOz wAwAn stiLL nEEDs hiS fAthEr. i dUN waNt hiM tO bE fatHerLess, fAr aWaY fROm hiM & i stiLL kEPt hiS proMiSe tO taKe cAre Of hIs oWn kiDs cOz hE dUN waNt hiS kiDs tO bE liKe hiM. sO d vERy nEXT dAy wE wENt datiNg aGaiN.. fOr a yEar, wE gO thRu tHick & tHin aGain... wE wAiT patiEntLy fOr oUr reNt hOusE cOz i knEw hE wOn't hAf enOuGh mOnEy tO bUy a fLat.

my family

2005-10-26T05:24:00.000+08:00

hi...
wELcome..

diS bLog usUaLLy ab0Ut dA nOtoRiOuS fAmiLy..

hoLa...
meSa mAmA nOtOriOus..

wE cOnsIstS of fOur pErsOns. mE, pApA nOtOriOuS & oUr tWo yOunG jEdi eArthLinGs..
wE'vE bEEn maRRied fOr 6 yRs & cOuntiNg.

pApA nOtOriOuS: hE mAy Look fiErcE bUt hE LikeS to hELp pEEpz arouNd hiM... he'S sO
stErn tOwArdS hiS kidS cOz hE duN waNt' eM tO b Lyk hiM iN dA fuTuRe.
hE LuuuuuRvEs STARWARS... beSideS dAt STARCOM, miLitARY airCrafT.
hE LikEs tO pLay hiS x-bOx gAme & PC gAmes iF he'S veRy bOreD.

jEdi wAWAn: hE LuuuuurVes MasK ryDers, uLtRamAn, bAtmAn, spIdERman etc.. aLL d
aCtion fiGurEs figurinEs... hE LykEs t0 thRoW tanTrum eAch tiMe hE wAkeS up
& wAs scoLded fOr beiNg misbehaVe... hE aLwayS diZturb hiS lil' bro...

jEdi aNakiN: hE's sOft wEn hE sAw hiS eLdeR brO criEs.. hE usuALLy giVe iN. hE LurVes stuff
toYs mAybe becOz itS sOft & huGGabLe.. hE oWns yOda LighTsaBer.. sO pEEpz
bE cArefuL b hiM yAr...

mE: i tEnd tO bE sOft wiF my kiDs wEn dEy crIed.. gIve iN tO wAt dEy wAntS..
Lyk jEdi aNakiN, i LurvEs sOft tOys tOO.

wE LiVe iN cEntRAL oF siNgApoRe.. oUr hOusE iS a tOy hOuse..

inVitAti0N

2005-10-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

tO aLL pEEpz wHo waNtz tO gEt tO nOe Us...

chEcK uS oUt @:

fRienDstEr.cOm: nOtoriOUs

zOrpiA, hi5, fRieNdciRcLe, friEndsCenE: roguenotorious

nEEd oUr e-MaiL...

dO drOP bY tO aNy Of abOve cOz iT iS stAtEd..

sO gUyz & gaLz,

wE LookiNg fOrwarD tO uR fRienDship...

wE'LL bE waiTinG.